I suspect, as I have done for a while, that I am destined to be a bottom, given how useless my cock is most of the time. After Sunday afternoon’s fun and games, I know that my backside needs to get more accustomed to being fucked by proper man-sized cocks.

While that first experience was painful at times, what was exciting was how aroused and turned on he was by me, something I have not experienced from a lover in more years than I care to remember. I’ve concluded that, rather than worry about my own appendage, which may or may not join in as it sees fit, I should concentrate on using the other tools I have – my mouth and my arse.

I already have a few toys, and just a while ago I had less trouble taking the thickest one than I have before, it just needs to be longer and a little thicker. So’ I’ve just ordered another one, and I’m now going to start regular training – fucking myself. 

I’ve had several arousing offers on Grindr, but ones I’m not capable of accepting yet.

Cue Rocky training music…