I wish to relate the true story and circumstances of my marriage. 20 years with a woman who abused and used me and the absolute depravity that I fell into. Some of what happened, some of what I did, won't be believable if you don't understand first the circumstances of my mental health and hers that led to this sort blatant abuse.

I grew up with a mother He suffered from depression and his stepfather who was an absolute narcissistic asshole My mother was unable or unwilling To come to my aid when he abused me so I grew up with deep abandonment issues and distrust.