I think for me the one thing i find hard about being with older and mature men is trying to figure them out i think they dont realise sometimes that im only a teen i mean they see a teen girl but they forget that i have the brain of a teen girl and think like one .A few days ago i was out with Dustan we went for dinner then after he wanted to go for a drink and i had to reminde him i was under age and couldent go into a bar and drink .There are times when Dustan wants to be with me and gets upset when i tell him i cant because my mom is home and i cant stay out late .there are many challenges with being with older men they can do whatever they want and when they want to but i cant i still have to listen to my mom and dad and live at home .

I finde i have to explane this to him over and over again he seems to have a problem understanding the situation .We had a argument before and i told him maybe he needs someone his own age ;My dad is a bit better he seems to understand more and knows how old i am but he still dosent get the girl part like my mood swings and my bitchy side like the other day i wanted to go over and see Dustan because mom was out aver at her friends place and wouldent be back till late ;but dad said no i had to stay home i was so mad i called Dustan from my room and told him my dad was being a asshole and i couldent go over ..

I gave my dad the silent treatment and he gave me the you cant always get what you want speech Then i sat in my room for a while and felt sorry for myself .then i got mad again this time with my dad and thought to myself if my dad wont let me go out and play then dad with just have to play with me and i stormed down the stairs and right up to my dad sitting on the couch i stood there looking at him with this mad look on my face then sat down on his lap and for some reason i just cant stay mad at my dad and i told him i was sorry for being a bitch to him .I knew my dad forgave me before he even said it because i could feel him under me getting hard . A few minutes later in the kitchen my dad huged me from behind and began to kiss my neck he knows what makes me crazy and thats one of them i just love it when he presses his hard cock onto my ass and kisses my neck as he holds my hips tightly pulling me back into his crotch .

Dad whisperd into my ear /mom will be home soon /i turned around and grabed his crotch before pulling down his pajama pants and taking out his hard cock then i went down to my knees and went to work on my dads cock .It just seemes like my body and head have two different feelings at times like that night i was mad at my dad but my body needed to be touched and played with so i put aside my feelings towards my dad and even though i was still mad i made out like i wasent just to have my fun and satisfy my needs to be touched and played with .is it normal to have different feelings in your body than the ones in your minde i mean i was mad at my dad and did not want to talk to him but my body needed him so i put asside my feelings to satisfy my sexual needs .i felt like i used my dad for just his cock is that wrong ...

I just feel like my body is going crazy all the time its like i need to be touched and played with at all times i have this crazy feeling inside me i finde myself squeesing my legs together tightly because theres this itch inside me that i cant scratch and only a man can satify with his cock .Is this normal i just dont know or am i crazy and some kind of sex crazy freak .