If i was to put my first experience with dustan into a word i would have to say akward i mean i had no experiece with men or sex i just knew about what i watched on porn vids in my room under my covers .i will say it was nothing like the vids i tell you its very different when its right there in front of you .When i used to see women sucking cocks i would tell myself /i would do that /i even told myself if i had the chance with dustan i would but when i sat there with his cock in my face i froze and became this little shy girl i had no idea what to do i was so afraid to touch it because i was afraid he would get the idea i wanted to have sex and to be honest i wasent ready to give it away yet at least not after seeing how big he was i truly did not think he would be that big ;you have to remember he was the first man i had been that close to before so to me his cock was the biggest i ever had ..

It was so strange being there with my top off being touched and looked at by a man i grew up knowing as my dads friend at first it was fun but when things got more close i became nervouse and even scared i wasent sure if i wanted to go all the way i realy did not think it through and when what i thought was just inocent kissing became touching then my bikini top came off i began to think twice about it .i had no idea what to do and how to tell dustan i was scared and wanted to stop i did not want him to think i was a child or i did not like him .There was a point when he was holding my hand and running it along his hard cock i felt like i was going to cry because i was so nervouse .When i was feeling his cock there was a point when dustan reached down and touched my pussy he began to rub it softly then reached into my panties it felt good at first but when i felt his finger try to go into me i closed my legs quickly and firmly i just looked down and took my hand off his cock .I think dustan got the message because he stoped touching me down there and kept his hands over my waist ..

Do you think he thought i was a child for doing that or he was mad at me and did not say anything i hope not /Dustan seemed happy after he blew his load and thing seemed ok between us .I tell you i was so stupid when it came to men and had no experience with anything //after he blew his load i was upset because his cock went soft and i thought he was mad at me for closing my legs i had no idea this was normal for a man .i went up to my room and changed into my little red nightie and washed my face then went back down ;things where different now i felt bad and sat there quietly for a few minutes it was so akward .Dustan was the first to talk and said he liked my nightie i smiled at him then got closer to him we sat there and talked and i compared his big hands to mine putting them up to his then we did the same with our feet it took a while but after that i began to relax and things went back the way they where and it was fun again .

After playing together on the couch i found out that after time a mans cock will get hard again and i was happy to see that i knew he wasent upset or mad at me and i think dustan knew what i was going through and how it was for me because after i knew he was hard he told me that there is alot we can do without going all the way he explaned to me that he was more than happy to just play and touch each other if thats all i wanted to do right now and if i wanted we could go up to my room and just take off our clothes and feel each other under the covers ..i agreed with him and we went up to my room dustan undressed me and then he took off his shorts and we got into my bed under the covers and began to make out .The feeling was so amazing his body was so worm as it pressed up onto mine his hands rubbing my back as he kissed me i felt so small in his arms ..

The two of us kissed and rolled around under the covers our bodys began to sweat and it got slipery under there i held his hard cock in my hand and at times it rubed up onto my pussy and i would jump i kept thinking it would go in by mistake /once again i have to say i did not know better //I was having fun with him and it felt so new to me there is something about being naked with someone in a bed that realy feels amazing to me .We must have been in my bed for a few hours just playing around i became more relaxed with him over time and began to sit on top of him rubbing his cock onto my pussy i loved the way it slid along my wet bald and bare pussy there was a few times i thought about putting it into myself but chickend out ;there was a point when i was on top of him and i bent down to kiss him and stayed down just kissing him and moving my hips slowly rubbing his hard cock onto my pussy i have to say it was one of the most amazing feelings i ever had ..

I sucked on his cock again this time letting him finish in my mouth ;well;some of his load anyways ;i got spooked when it began to come out i tell you when its going into your mouth it seemes like way more than it is and i pulled back i got some in my mouth but i think most of it went onto my face ;i looked up at dustan and all i could think of saying was //oops i tryed to swallow it //dustan smiled at me and said thats ok you did great i loved it ..

I love the fact that Dustan is so understanding and dosent rush or force me he is so sweet i gues thats why after that night i kept going back for more sucking his cock regularly and after a few weeks i was abel to swallow his load .Over the next few weeks dustan began to put this masage oil on my ass and he would rub his cock between my cheeks untill he came it was scary at first because i kept thinking he was going to put it into my ass but after the first few time i knew he wasent and i began to love the feeling of his hard cock slidding along my asshole then the feeling of him blowing his load onto my back .Another thing he does that i realy like is when he cums on my boobs then masages his cum into my chest it feels so good and it makes me feel so close to him ..

Dustan taught me alot about sex and men things that will be with me as long as i live and i am gratefull for that ......