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Self-hypnotized bitch
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It's been about 6 or 7 years since I discovered something that would make my Sissy's life even more interesting and delicious. At that time I was routinely sailing on these porn video sites, always looking for videos where the guys appeared more than girls, female POV was my favorites. One night, when a guy first called me on the internet as a sissy (in Portuguese always called me as "Maricas" since I was a child), I researched the video site for this term ... to see if there was something for someone like me. So I looked for POV videos with Sissies or Shemales ... I didn't find it, but what I saw was much better than I expected. Videos full of various erotic scenes, a compilation of other videos, which passed very fast one after another. And with so many suggestive phrases flashing on the screen when plays Britney Spears hits. The beats of Gimme More, Piece of Me, Work Bitch and Womanizer invaded my brain by the ears, while scenes of sluts sucking BBCs deep invaded my mind through the eyes. "Hot Cum Addict", "Do you want to be this girl?", "What excites you more? The cock or who sucks?", "Submit to a great black cock", "daddy's bitch" "be this cock whore" ... these phrases were rooted inside my conscious, associated with that images that make me feel so horny. Because I was so addicted to this type of video, that I spent hours and hours watching, in bed with headphones, always before sleep. And today, even without seeing these videos anymore, always when play some of these songs comes everything in my mind. It gives me heat, my mouth dry when I remember the scenes, I feel itch in the butt, I am all excited just listening to songs I already knew before these videos. Other songs also played in these videos, such as Fergie's Fergalicious and Clumsy. California Gurls and Last Friday Night from Katy Perry too (who are my fav singer ever) ... and also tease me the same reactions when I listen to them. I like to listen to them all when I want to encourage myself, before going out with some guy, even before taking my photos. But there are also songs that I didn't know in these hypnosis videos, but with much more explicit lyrics, these songs encourage me the same way. My passion of the moment is Kim Petras, I feel very bitch when I listen to the songs Treat Me Like A Slut, Throat Goat, Buttt Slutt, They Wanna Fuck and Gag on It. And singer Slayyter provokes me a lot with Daddy AF, Purrr, Throatzillaaa and Erotic Electronic. Another thing that moved my mind when I heard it was Bioknesis. It's not music, it's like ASMR, but as long as you hear, you focus your thinking on what you want to turn into your body. I made use of one that promised to produce female hormones in my body, while I heard water sounds in a cave. I swear I felt it work on me, I felt more feminine for a while in my behavior.
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Posted on : Aug 18, 2025
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