It took a few days but i finaly called ben and we went out together i was a little scared to call him wasent sure if i was bothering him but i sent him a text and he replied right away so i video chated with him late that night he was so excited to hear from me the first chat was just talking then the next night we did another video chat while i was in bed and i showed him my satin nightie and panties as he jerked off he let me see him blow his load it was fun to see that ..We made plans to see each other on friday and everything went to plan i told my mom and dad i was spending the night with a friend so i could spend the night with ben ..

If you didnt read my last blog then you dont know who he is so let me tell you a little about how i met ben i was at this BBQ with my mature guy and i met ben there and somehow ended up on my knees with his cock in my mouth in some empty basement room ...     ben is old enough to be my grandfather but i liked him right from the start and when i saw what he had in his pants i did not care about his age .So thats the short form of the situation now i am going to spend the night with him and see what hapens between us . Friday finaly came and i left to go see Ben// i posted some pics that ben took of me that night  on my page //I had on my little white skirt and my little top under i had my satin pink panties on .

I wet up with ben and we went for dinner then for a walk down at the beach it was nice because the sun was just going down and we had the beach to ourselves ;;we walked in one direction for a few minutes  then stoped we stood there looking out at the water then ben went for it and kissed me on the lips i liked it and kissed him back and before long we where making out on the beach it was amazing i had never did anything like this before .We made out for about 30 min on the beach then went to bens place it was great because ben lives alone his wife passed away 10 years ago and ben has been on his own ever sence ..When we got there we walked down the hall and i could see pictures on the wall of his wife and two daughters and i began to think as i looked at the pics his daughters are my moms age and it realy began to make me think and bring it all into reality that im on a date and about to have sex with someones father .i thought about what they would say if they found out about me .but the thing that hit me the most was when i picked up this picture and there was 3 teen girls in the pic and i asked him who they where and he said they where is grand daughters i looked at the pic again and they where my age /OH MY GOD/it realy made me think about my age and bens age and how far apart we are ..

Anyways let me continue /We went in and sat in the living room Ben went into the kitchen and came back with two shot glasses and a bottle of rum he poured us a drink and haned me one i drank it down and it burned like hell going down but after the 3rd one it became easyer to drink ben kept my shot glass full at all times and i began to think he was trying to get me drunk and if it was it was working .It was about 1 hour into it and Ben began to ask questions about my relationship with dustan he wonderd why a young girl like me would want someone his age //that was a weird question for him to ask concidering his age //he seemed very interested in me and dustan he asked if i sucked his cock and when i said yes he asked if i liked it and if dustan came in my mouth and pussy ;i was very relaxed from the shots of rum and was very open about everything even when he asked me if it was true that i sucked my dads cock ;it seemes dustan had told ben about me and my dad and the night i let dustan and my dad have sex with me ..

Ben wanted to know everything about my relationship with dustan he was very into the sex part he wanted to know how big his cock was and how it felt when he had it  inside me  and if i like swallowing his cum .Ben reached under my skirt and touched my pussy over my panties and when he did he asked me if Dustan used a condom i was honest and said no .I thought it was so strange that he wanted to know everything even how it felt inside me the first time i did it with dustan and my dad .After about a hour of talking about my sex life he finaly kissed me and we made out for a while then bens hands began to explore my body and before i knew it my top was off and i had bens cock out i had forgoten how big and hard he was and how his cock stood up . Ben stood up and it didnt take much coaxing to get my mouth around his cock its amazing how i forget about a mans age when i have his cock in my mouth for me its all about the feeling of his cock as i slide it into my mouth his age dosent mater anymore .You know at the begining of the night i was a little wierded out about his age but when i placed his hard cock into my mouth any thought of his age was gon i just wanted his cock and i wanted to have fun ..

I love to get into it and realy make love to his cock i sucked his balls then licked his shaft a few times before taking it deep into my mouth Ben pulled my hair back and pulled his cock out of my mouth then told me to open my mouth and when i did he took a shot glass and poured the rum into my mouth and when i swallowed it he put his cock back into my mouth he did this a few times before taking me up to his bed room and removing my skirt and panties.. The rum was catching up to me and i was feeling drunk and ben went down on me and began to lick my pussy and ass it felt amazing but the problem was laying down wasent the best idea the room began to spin around and out of nowhere i felt realy sick i jumped up and told ben i was going to puke and he rushed me to the bathroom and just in time i puked into the toilet// OH MY GOD //was there alot  Ben held my hair as i bent over the toilet and rubed my back my throat was burrning like hell as i kneeled there letting it all out it seemed like forever but i finaly stoped and sat down on the washroom floor next to the toilet just in case there was more to come ben got me a glass of water then took me to his bed ..

I sat down on the edge of the bed and dustan sat next to me holding the glass of water i took a few deep breathes and layed back ben jentaly rubed my tummy and made his way to my chest then down to my pussy he slowly fingered me then got between my legs and fed his hard cock into my pussy i layed there my throat still birning and my head hurtting as ben fucked me he went slow at first then picked up speed when he knew i wasent going to puke anymore he fucked me hard only stopping to turn me over so he could fuck me from behinde it was hard to enjoy his cock because i wasent feeling to good so i just let ben do his thing and have fun with my body ;I was very surprised on how long he could fuck i mean i knew it was a long time sence he had sex but holy shit he went for over a hour on me ..

The next morning was better we had a shower together and he washed me all over and i did the same to him then i enjoyed his cock in the bed room this time getting into it and pleasing him the best i could this time he went for over 2 hours before his cock went soft but after a good lunch and a 30 minute power nap his cock was hard and ready to go again ..Ben realy knew how to please  a young girl sexualy and he gave me a whole new look at older men .Like i said before i do think about a mans age and feel wierd when i go on dates and in public i see how they look at us and i have told people that they are my uncle of step dad just to keep them from wondering about shit its just easier that way .but when im having sex with them its all about just that the sex and the feeling they give me to be honest with you i love being the centre of a mans attention and older men give me alot of that .i have learned alot over the past few monthes about what i like and what men like and its not just about a mans cock or the size of it ;its his hands and the way he touches me and the feeling of his lips on mine the way he playes with my hair and gives me shivers down my back when he kisses my neck there are so many amazing feelings when it comes to sex and being with a man .his cock is like the iceing on the cake and after spending time with foreplay and exploring our bodies he gives me his hard cock and we become one becoming closer than before its so amazing for me to feel a mans hard cock inside me there is something amazing about the look on a mans face when hes slidding his cock into a young girls pussy its like this look of disbelief that there having sex with someone my age its so great to see that .......