As i lay here in bed at 3am i cant help but think about how Dustan has changed my life and being with someone his age has made me look at myself in a very diferent way ;before when i looked in a mirror i just saw a ugly girl that no one wanted but now i see a girl that gets noticed and wanted by a man .when we go out i can see the way Dustan feels about me the way he looks so proud to be next to me the way he looks at me and most of all the wat he touches me .The other day i was over at his place and i was doing some home work at the tabel Dustan came over and sat next to me he just wached me for a few minutes then said i needed a break and i was looking way to good sitting there and he needed some attention then took out his already hard cock and put it up to my face I got the hint and went to work on his cock sucking it as i sat there after he was finished and filled my mouth with his cum he told me to get back to work and finish my homework ..

I love the fact that he cant keep his hands off me and at times it gets us into trouble like last weekend ;oh yes it was some weekend;;it all began when Dustan said he wanted to take me to his lodge BBQ its something they have every summer so i said yes i would love to go ..Theres a pic of me in my latest pics wearing a short pink skirt and white top ''thats me at the BBQ that pic was taken by dustan as i came down the stairs from the bathroom at the hall we where at ..I felt like a model with so many eyes looking at me i could see the men glancing over to get a look ;Under the skirt was my silky pink panties and im sure they all got a look at some point even if it was just a little one .I felt like every one there knew i was having sex with dustan not sure why just a feeling i gues .

As the day went on and they all had a few beers the men became more open telling me i was cute and they loved my outfit and there was so many guys taking my pic with there cell phones one guy must have taken 30 pics of me by the end of the night i can only wonder why ..There was this one guy his name is Ben and hes in his early 60s and all night he kept comming over to me and asking me if i was ok and needed anything he even let me have his beer a few times ;;we would sneek around the back of the building and he would hand me his beer and i would take a few big sips as we talked alone .i think it was the 4th time we went back there when ben began to ask questions about me and Dustan he asked me if i was sexualy involved with him i said yes i was he looked shocked by my answer and it opend the door to so many other questions like ;do you like older men and  how did i end up with dustan and i told him hes my dads friend ..We sat there behind the club house for a while just talking about me and dustan and sharing his beer .

Ben is cute and has sexy blue eyes i found myself falling for him as i told him my secrets about me and dustan and after a few to many sips of beer i told him i was wearing dustans favorit pink panties then asked him if he wanted to see them .i knew it was a stupid question when he said yes in less than a second and his eyes opend wide .I stood up and lifted my skirt and held it up as i turned around so he could see them all the way around .It felt so strange being there behinde that club house holding my skirt up in front of this older man i barely knew ..

Ben looked at me the same way dustan did the first time and i think i had to many sips of beer because when i went to spin around the second time i triped over my own feet and fell down Ben stood up and put his hand out to help me back up so i took it and he lifted me up then put my skirt back down for me but not before he got a quick touch of my ass ;oh yes i felt his worm hand touch my panty coverd ass he said i had some grass on my panties and just wanted to kleen it off i just gave him a big smile and said thank you .

We sat back down and talked some more i told him why i liked dustan and men his age and ben asked if i would like to go out with him one day just to hang out i said yes i would love to he was so happy it seemed like after i said yes to going out with him he realy opend up to me telling me i was very sexy and had a perfect ass and he began to ask if i sucked dustans cock i was honest about it and told him yes he looked amazed by my honesty as i told him about other things i do with dustan ..I would sit there and wait for him when he went to get more beer and after a while he began to bring me my own beer and we talked about sex and what i like and what he likes as well he told me he hasent had his cock sucked by a young girl like me in over 35 years i was shocked to hear that .  We must have been back there for about 2 hours and it was getting dark i lost track of time i was just having so much fun talking with him about his and my sex life Ben asked me if i would like to see his cock because he wanted to show me how hard i made him and that he wanted to show me that he wasent kidding about his feeling towards me so i agreed to look at it and he stood up and pulled down his shorts and out came his cock /OH MY GOD //he wasent joking when he said it was hard it stood up and was very hard and big ben kspt a look out for anyone that might come around the corner as i looked at it then got up and went over to him and took hold of it in my hand and began to feel it .

I felt like it was going to explode right there in my hand Ben became to nervouse and pulled his shorts back up then asked if i wanted to play with it somemore i said yes so he took my hand and we went to the back of the clubhouse and into the back door then he lead me to this room in the basement it was this empty room with nothing in it but a few chairs and tabels then he took off his shorts again and stood there so i got close to him and began to slowly stroke his hard cock at first he let me just touch it keeping his hands to himself but after i told him he could touch me he began to place his hands all over me i could feel his finger going between my ass cheeks pushing my panties into my ass then he would pull them back out  ..It felt so strange being there in that room with a man  i barely knew holding his hard cock in my hand and yet so dirty and i felt like a total slut and for some srtange reason i liked it alot .

Ben was exploring my ass under my skirt over my panties then i did something dustan loves i took off my panties and began to rub them on his cock i even put them up to his face so he could smell them then i put his shorts on the floor under me and got down on my knees using his shorts so i wouldent have my knees on the cold hard floor then told ben to hold on to my panties and i gave his cock a big kiss before taking it into my mouth .

There was something about being there in that empty room on my knees sucking this strangers cock i mean i just met him and here i was with his cock in my mouth and loving every second of it and to the sounds ben was making he was loving it as well i looked up at him with his cock in my mouth and i could see him smelling my panties as he looked down at me he had the same look in his eyes that dustan has when i suck his cock .I was going slow and taking my time realy getting to know him in my own way but i think ben knew we had to hurry up before someone came looking for me so he grabed my hair and began to fuck my face and with one hand holding my hair and the other hand holding my panties to his face he gave one last big push into my mouth and his cock exploded filling my mouth with his cum it wasent easy keeping it all in but with ben holding my head onto his cock i had no other choice but to swallow it all ..

After we where finished ben helped me put on my panties he even took the time to get a smell of my pussy when he bent over to put my panties on then he put on his shorts and we went back out the back door again and around the building so no one would see us    Later that night i did the same for dustan and as i sucked his cock i couldent help but feel like a dirty slut i mean holy shit i sucked two guys off in one night and one i barely knew .Ben gave me his number and im not sure what to do should i go out with him and see where it goes its not like me and dustan are a couple at least not seriouse so i think its ok to see other men dont you .

There are times when dustan cumes to fast and i still want more way more sex so maybe having another older man to play with will be a good thing or will it make things crazy i mean i have dustan and my dad to play with but sometimes i want something more and new but i dont want to make things to crazy im so confused and horny theres a part of me that wants to call ben and go out with him but the other part of me is telling myself not to its going to get complecated and way to crazy ;what should i do i could use your help and wisdom in this matter please let me know what you think .......