He used the cocaine thing to blackmail me for months . My stepfather was loaded and had a big house , the top floor had an attic room. it was as far from the living room you could find and it became the fucking room all through the summer . The sex became increasingly vigorous and I began to find his domination very exciting . Sometimes he barely spoke to me , just moving into strange positions and using me as he pleased. I had a bf at the time , how I managed to keep it from him I don't know but the sex with my stepbro was way more exciting. He left for college that autumn and the fucking fell off to xmas and Easter holidays and if I am honest I missed it badly