As i lay here in bed all alone i think about all the things i want to tell my husband about my dirty sex life that goes on behinde his back like how i love just meeting some strange guy and having sex i never want to know his name or where her from its all about getting off thats all and i love the idea of getting to know someone from how they feel inside me .I go to a gym for yoga classes and i use the treadmill as well i look around the place as i work out and say to myself i would fuck that guy if he asked me and as luck would have it i have had a few oh yes i remember my first time i met this guy at the gym we talked for a few minutes then went for a quick lunch i told him i didnt want to know his name or anything about him and i never told him mine we just went to a cheap hotel and had sex ,Theres something about being with a total stranger in a hotel room it feels so dirty to get on my knees and take his cock into my mouth and not knowing his name or anything about him just some random guy i met at the gym .

There is something about having some strange guy slip his cock into me and cumming hard then going our way never knowing each others names or anything its so crazy and the next time i see him at the gym we act like we never met before maybe just a quick smile at each other .its all about getting my sex fix thats all no attachment no bullshit just fuck and get off and go our seoerate ways nothing more .my husband has no idea untill now after he reads this blog how many times i came home and got him to fuck me because the guy i was with came to fast and i needed more all the times he had his cock inside me just minutes after some strange guy came inside me .I would lie to my husband when he said to me my pussy is so wet and easy to fuck with his small cock i would tell him i was just horny for him and the times i sucked his cock after he had his cock inside me he thought i did that for him when i did it because i wanted to taste the guys cum that filled me at the hotel ,

My husband has a friend his name is walter and hes 55  years old and uses a wheel chair to get around because his legs are week and cant walk for long periods of time he was in a car wreck a few years back and hurt his back and thats why hes like that .A few weeks ago we had a chance to talk when he came over and my husband wasent home i was all alone and before he came over i was up in my room having some solo play time with my toys i was having fun and realy getting into it when someone rang the door bell and it was walter so after i caught my breath from running down the stairs i told him to come in and he did i was dressed in my nightie the red satin one with matching panties i like wearing lingerie when i play with myself .I just through on a robe and that what i had on when i opend the door he looked at me with this shocked look on his face .

we talked for a few minutes in the kitchen as i stood there leaning on the counter he was in his wheel chair i could see his eyes going from my head to my feet as we talked .. To be honest about it he was good looking and i often felt sorry for him because he is a very good guy and likes to help out but never gets a date or someone to be with i have thought about asking him if he can get hard and have sex but never had the chance to ask .

It was about a hour after he came over and he looked strange so i asked him if he was ok he said he needed to go pee but was having a bad leg day and did not have the strength to stand up on his own it took him a few minutes before he got the courage to ask me if i could help i said ok so went with him into the bathroom and helped him up out of the wheel chair then he opend his pants as i stood behind him holding him up then nothing hapend i waited and waited still i heard nothing no pee then he said theres a problem so i asked what it was so walter said i had made his cock so hard he couldent go pee he said it was my doing because of the lingerie i was in .i was so curiouse i had to look and to my amazement he had one very sexy hard cock i mean it stood up and looked ready to fuck walter looked at me and smiled then said he was sorry about this i told him not to be sorry i found it flatring and liked the fact he was hard for me he looked shocked by what i said and i reached down and touched his cock and with his arm around my neck so he wouldent fall i held him up as i slowly strocked his cock for him in the bathroom then he sat back down in the chair and wheeld out into the living room i helped him onto the couch and pulled off his pants then went to work on his hard cock taking it into my hand and slowly feeling it from top to bottom walter told me it had been a very long time sence he had a woman and his cock was this hard And i went down on him taking his cock deep into my mouth i could hear him moaning and telling me to suck his cock .

I tell you for a guy with legs that dont work his cock worked very good he might not be abel to stand up but his cock did and it stayed hard for a long time filling me with his hot cum over and over again and the good thing about it was i was in full controle i just layed him down on the floor and rode his cock like crazed slut he knew how to use his hands and how to finger my ass . 

I fucked him hard using his cock to please myself and i got off a few times and so did he and after we where finished i put him back into his wheel chair it was different and fun using a man like that knowing that i had full controle of him and he couldent just get up and fuck me it was all me doing the fucking and using his cock just for my sexual needs there was something kinky about it and i liked it .I have met up with walter a few time sence then and fucked him again i feel like his sex buddy and we get off on each other it works out because he gets to have sex and i get my fix and a cock that i can controle its a win win for both of us ....