I write this blog because i know my husband is going to read it and i need to tell him things that i have don and the things i am doing and i just cant say them to his face its so hard to tell him things when i am sitting in front of him so i will tell it all on here because i know he reads my blogs and after he reads it i finde it easier for us to talk about it..My husband thinks he knows everything about my sexual adventures and what i have been up to but he couldent be further from the truth i have only told him what i wanted him to know .

That first night when i went on that date with Andy the one my husband wanted me to go on i told my husband i did not sleep with him that night and that was a lie i did fuck him that night [oh fuck did we have sex]]it began on the dance floor and i could feel myself falling for him the way he held me tight the kiss just hapend and i was hooked on him the ride home was akward untill he put his hand on my leg after that it wasent long before i was reaching over to the drivers side to get his cock into my mouth i was like a hungry animal once i saw what he had in his pants we had pulled into a parking lot and he kept wach as i sucked his cock .It wasent enough for both of us so he took my back to his place .We got there and i was horny as fuck  we stept into the apartment and the door closed and i went down to my knees i couldent wait anymore my body was going insane for him so i grabed his pants and pulled them down and shuved his cock deep into my mouth i couldent get his cock into me fast enough or deep enough .

Over the years my husband has wanted my ass and have anal sex with me but i never wanted to so i kept him away from back there oh yes he has tried everything to get his cock inside my tight ass we had many fights over it but i just told him ;;its my body and i say no;;and thats was that my husband always got so mad he realy wanted my ass so bad .the first night with andy  i found myself so horny and wanting him so bad i shocked myself when i felt his cock press onto my ass and i did not jump or say no like i do with my husband i just let myself go and i let andy slide that big hard cock deep into my tight ass i was so amazed by the feeling of his cock going into my ass and my first time getting it in there i felt like a virgin again .

I gues it just takes the right guy to get you horny enough to do things that you dont do or feel comfortable doing and in 8 years of marage my husband never got me to that point and i just one night Andy took me over the edge and went way further than my husband ever could ..Dont get me wrong i love my husband and we have always been close and very good friends but the sex was borring the same old thing and as the years went by it became routine the same od thing he fucks gets off and we go to sleep its been over 2 years sence i sucked his cock because i felt he wasent making me happy in the bedroom so why should i do anything for him so i stoped sucking his cock .

I tell you that first night with andy when i felt his hard cock go into my mouth i was hooked the way it felt and tasted was amazing it became something i needed not just wanted and even though i had a world of guilt on my head it wasent enough to keep me from wanting andys cock it became my life chalange to get every inch of his cock down my throat and every time we had sex i would try getting a little more of his cock down my throat without gagging we kept a small bucket on the floor for when i would puke all i wanted was to feel his cock as deep in my mouth as i could i wanted it all so bad .

After many tries with my head hanging over the beds edge and andy feeding me his cock and alot of puke in that bucket the day came when i finaly was abel to take his full cock down my throat i will never forget the way it felt going down as he jentaly rubed my neck it seemed that when i felt his balls touch my head and i knew it was close i just let myself go and relax and just like that i felt his cock head go deep into me and i had done it ;fuck ;was i proud of myself and so was andy he took me out for dinner to celebrate the next night and every time we get together i make it a habit to deep throat him every time just so i get used to doing it .

The one thing i have learned about cheating is there are men that turn me on and i will do just about anything with then theres my husband i have sex with him because i feel like i have to and its all the basics again even now i havent let my husband fuck my ass or my throat he just gets my pussy and if hes lucky a blowjob;  When i think about it its so crazy that i have given myself to different men and been forced to do things as well as having gang bangs i have swallowed enough cum to fill a 5 gallon bucket and yet i prefer to jerk my husband off other than let him cum in my mouth i dont understand why maybe its because i hate going back its like getting a new car then going back to drive the old one its never the same i want the new one its way better .

I love sex and being a slut i admit that i mean when im with my husband he takes me up to the bedroom and before i get worm hes putting his cock away because hes finished it sucks so bad with him i want to be fucked and used like a cheap slut like the time i went to this bar with this guy i met at work it was fun and we did ecstacy for the first time i tell you it was so crazy i found myself in the mens bathroom in the stall sucking my dates cock i sat on the toilet in my short skirt sucking his cock like it was the last cock on earth and when he let go and blew his load into my mouth it must have been the drugs but it just felt so amazing going down and when he moved back and closed his pants up i could see that the stall door was open and we where in the handycap stall so it was bigger than the otheres and as i looked over i could see that there was 2 guys waching me sucking his cock i just smiled at them and that was a mistake on my part because they took it as a invetation to come into the stall and thats what they did .

My date closed the stall door and locked it after the 2 guys came in then they took out there cocks and put them up to my face one guy grabed my hair and forced his cock deep into my mouth and after a few pushes in he pulled it out and the other guy did the same then i went from one cock to the other sucking each of them sitting there on the toilet then they stood me up and began to grab my ass and chest they took off my sweater and then my bra i could hear people comming in and out of the washroom as they explored my body i felt my panties being pulled to one side and one guys finger going into me and he fingerd me as the other guy kissed and sucked my boobs i could see peoples eyes in the crack of the stall door looking in to see what was going on and when my date saw there was a few guys trying to see in the stall he just opend the door so they all could see and there i was getting fucked in a boys bathroom by three men and being wached by a few moore out side the stall i had one cock in my pussy and one in my mouth and they switched every few seconds feeding my holes like crazy my body was tingeling and going insane from the ecstacy i did  i just let them use me like a cheap hooker as other men came in and out of the washroom they all paused and looked at me getting fucked in that stall and when one guy was finished another came in and took out his cock and began to fuck me at one point i was bent over and had my hands on the toilet as guys fucked my ass and pussy i wasent even looking at them as they came into the stall and slid there cocks into me and filled me with there cum i am not sure how many guys fucked me i stoped counting after 8 guys i never looked at any of them i just looked down into the toilet and tried keeping my balance with my heels on i remember the cold toilet rim on my hands and how hard it was to hang on to the wet slipery toilet as each guy fucked me from behinde some where easy on me and there where some that fucked me hard and fast they just wanted to fill me with there cum and be a part of the fun ..

I could feel the cum going down my legs and when i looked between my legs i could see the come dripping onto the floor my pussy was getting raw and began to hurt i was relived when a felt a small cock going in  but for the most part they where big and it seemed like the bid guys went for my ass first then my pussy and every time someone came inside me and pulled out they all would cheer as the cum came back out and driped down onto the floor .i kept hearing my date asking everyone [[whoes next ] and a few seconds later i felt another cock going in a few times my hand sliped off the toilet and my hand went into the water wich made it even more slipery every time i thought there was no more guys in the bathroom i would hear the door open again and then my date tell them i was a fuck doll and to help themselves i thought it would never end one after another they fucked my cunt and ass there where a few that came in my mouth but most came in my ass and cunt .then it got quiet and every one was gon i stood up and there i was with my skirt around my waist and nothing els i closed the stall door and locked it then kleened myself off with toilet paper then put my skirt down and the rest of my clothes and walked out of the bathroom i kept my head down and walked through the club and out the door i never saw the guy i had the date with again that night and i had to take a cab home i never felt so cheap and used as i did in that cab and i tell you i had one long shower when i got home .

The one thing i did after my shower was put a tampon on i wasent on my period but i wanted my husband to think i was in case he wanted sex and i was glad i did because when i woke him up with the noise i made he wanted to have sex so i had to suck his cock so he would leave me alone .It took about a week for my puusy to feel better but it soon was ready for fucking i never told my husband about that night untill now even andy never knew about it i did regret doing it at first but now look back at it as one very crazy experience and one that i will remember forever ..