I have blogged here about the exhibitionist cycle, and how I wanted to break it. I had set myself up for leaving those photos online all weekend. But the greatest adrenaline rush is when I post and when you comment. 

However last night something else. Last night was unbelievably naughty, socially unacceptable, and hell of a risk.  

Last night wasn’t just uploading 3-4 photos which weren’t cropped or edited and putting them online for a few minutes.  

Last night was uploading 20 photos, and leaving them there for literally hours.  And it’s a Saturday so I guess more have free time to be online in that time. 

And last night was about the content of each photo and together. It is still crazy for me to think about but I am naked in every one of those 20. And in most I was facing the camera lens and my legs are spread. Someone said I knew exactly what I was doing. That’s true, but I also expected to be cropping my face not showing it. 

Then after uploading 20 full body nude photos to the internet I doubled down on my exposure by cropping a selected few and uploading these as single photos and collages. These crops weren’t to hide my face, no no, that is too simple and mundane for me. No I was cropping out the room background and my legs so that I kept my face tits and pussy visible. This allowed viewer to zoom in and meant they could comment on those edits. 

Then after I’d uploaded this insane, stupid, shameless act of sexual exhibitionism I linked it with IF clubs and left it online for 20 hours, and counting!

The cycle has been broken. And I’d have been online all day today if I could but had to be away. Which meant I have had to wait all day for any additional reaction and your comments. 

And the adrenaline rush doesn’t stop. I want to keep going even though I know this makes no sense.