I have made some bad choices in my life and had to live with them but i never thought I would be sitting here telling myself that i made the worst one by telling my wife Veronica she could date other men to be honest with you i thought it would help our marage and be exciting for me but talking about it and fantacizing with her is one thing and doing it is another ..It began when i asked veronica to tell me about her sexual mettings with other guys in our bed and i found it so amazing to hear about it all as i made love to her there is something so crazy about touching her as she told me about some guy that she fucked but i always had this feeling that there was more to her sexual meetings and she was holding back on me and had secrets inside her .

I had this feeling that she wanted to see Andy again because she talked about him the most during sex telling me how good he felt and how she loved to suck his cock so i decided to let her go out with him and have some fun i was hopping in some way that she would say no its all over between them but no she just told me some bullshit like i just want you to be happy but i knew she just wanted to get fucked again by him .There is something so fucked about seeing your wife getting ready to go out with another guy on a date its like you want to ask her questions like what are you going to do tonight but you dont you just let her be and sit there wondering about it driving yourself crazy .I remember the first time seeing my wife all dressed up and ready to go on her date holly shit i thought she looked amazing in her little black dress i called it her; fuck me dress;  it was tight and short and along with her high heels i knew she was going to get fucked tonight and thats all she had on her minde .

i wached her walk out the door and i think it didnt realy hit me untill the door closed behinde her and she drove away i gues i was hoping she would change her minde and stay home but she left and there i was alone thinking about her and him having sex together if you let it get to you it can drive you insane and it did just that i sat there and tried to wach tv but all i could think of was how someone was touching my wife and enjoying her body right now and she was on her knees sucking his cock like a slut .I truly hated myself for being a week man and letting my wife go but i knew it was to late to go back ;When she came home around 2am i was on the couch and fell assleep waching a movie the door closing woke me up and i sat up she came into the room and sat down next to me and said she was tired and just wanted to go to bed so i fallowed her to our room she turned her back to me and asked me to unzip her dress so i did and she pulled pulled it off it fell to the floor and i looked at her panty coverd ass she had on one of my favorit pairs of satin panties there black and shiny and hug her perfect ass ''I reached down and ran my hand along her ass feeling the satin and how slippery it was my cock went hard and i wanted her bad all my crazy thoughts i had all night where forgoten and all that matterd now was she was home and all mine ..

I pulled my cock out and pressed it onto her ass forcing her panties into her ass then i pulled them back out she said nothing to me so i kept going and bent her over and pulled her panties to one side and placed my cock up to her cunt .up  to that moment i realy did not think about her and Andy the guy she was just with i was just horny and wanted some but when i began to push my cock into her i could feel how wet she was and how my cock just slid into her with no feeling she didnt even feel my cock go in and at that moment i felt my heart sink into my gut and as i began to fuck her i could feel her skin and how clamy it was from sweating durring sex with Andy she even turned her face away from me when i tried to kiss her and i knew she had sucked his cock it seemed like i was just some punk guy and she was just going through the paces with me and couldent wait for me to finish so she could go to sleep ..

The hole idea behinde me letting her go on dates was to make my sex life better with my wife but it seemed to go in a very different way veronica seemed bored with me and by the time she got home she was so tired from having sex with andy or some other guy i was nothing but a obstacle between her and going to sleep ;At first it was good she would come home and i would get into the shower with her and wash her body cleaning away the cum that some guy left on her chest or tummy i loved it when i underssed her in the bathroom and i could see her naked body and see at times the dried cum on her ass or chest and the way she looked so used she wouldent say a word she would just stand there and let me underss her and put her into the shower .

Most times she just gave me a handjob and we went to bed but if i was lucky i got a blowjob but sex wasent on her minde she had enough with her date i felt like the kleen up guy and my pay was a hand job or blowjob and even that was quick and the feeling of lets just get this over with i always felt empty inside and like i was in the way .

I think the true reality of it all came when i told veronica she should bring home Andy after her date and have sex here i thought if it was my friend andy and i could see them in action i would have a better idea of what my wife was doing with him and other men but like all my other ideas it was a stupid one ;;oh hell yes it was very stupid ;;If you ever want to know what your wife does to another guy but not to you invite him over to fuck your wife .It was a friday night and veronica got all dolled up for Andy its amazing how when i take my wife out its jeanes and a sweater but when its Andy she gets all dressed up and this night was no different she put on her short leather skirt and her red silk blouse along with my favorit pair of black heels and to top it all off my favorit black satin panties she realy knew how to make me feel jelouse .

The where suposed to be home around 10pm buy never showed up untill 1130pm i was ready to give up when the finally came home Veronica just said they went for a few drinks after dinner and by the way she was acting it was more than a few ;Anyways  we sat and talked and i had a few drinks my wife sat next to Andy and i couldent help but feel like i was the third wheel and they wanted to fuck but i was in the way i even wached them kiss in the kitchen when they thought i couldent see them ..It was around 1am when veronica came to me and asked if i still wanted her to have sex with andy as i wached i paused for a second then told her yes .

My drunk wife began to act all shy and like a teen girl i have never seen her like that the way she sat down on his lap and wiggled her ass on his cock smilling at me like she was saying //look what i got //She began to make out with him i could see her tongue going into his mouth and there kisses where long and very passionat andy touched her face and told her she was beutifull i just sat there looking at them waitting for them to go further .

Veronica got up and came over to me and told me they where going up to the room she never said for me to come along and as i wached them walk up the stairs veronica went first and andy right behinde her lifting her skirt up so he could see her ass it wasent untill she was at the top of the stairs that she finaly looked at me and said /are you comming //I jumped up and rushed up the stairs and we all went into our room .Veronica told me to sit down on the chair that was in the corner of our room then she began to make out again with Andy there was something so wrong with the way she kissed him it seemed so passionat and sexy the way there tongues went into each others mouthes my wife even kissed his neck and she never did that to me .

The kissing seemed to go on way to long and i felt like maybe they where hoping i would get tired of waching and leave the room but finally after about 10 minutes things began to happen and thats when i began to realy regret this idea .

I wached as andys hands went up under her leather skirt and his hands began to rub her ass i wached as the satin wrinkled and his hands slid along the slipery satin then he made his way to her cunt and began to feel her up it wasent untill she stood back that i could see the masive buldge in andys pants and began to wonder how big he was i mean it stuck out like crazy i had never seen anything like that before .Then veronica reached down and opend his pants it seemed like time slowed down and everything moved in slow motion as she opend his pants and pulled them down just below his ass his cock was stuck inside his underware and she reached in and freed it and out came the biggest hardest cock i ever saw in my life i mean it was a //holly fuck moment //for the first time i saw what my wife was getting and just like that i never felt so small and like i was lees than a man than i did sitting there on that chair i think i felt my cock shrivel up and die my heart was so far down i thought it was going to come out of my asshole i truly felt like i was about 2 feet tall oh my god his cock was thick and long with the perfect head on the end i wached as veronica took hold of it and kissed him long and hard on the lips even her hand looked small holding it i could see her wedding ring on her finger as she ran her hand along his big cock .

Andy opend her blouse and touched her chest then slowly removed it i wached as her silk blouse fell to the floor and with one more long kiss i saw my wife slowly drop to her knees and kiss his hard cock right on the head then she licked it from top to bottom even tilting her head so she could lick his balls then she looked over at me as she held his cock in one hand and gave me this smile like she was telling me //look at what i have been fucking //then i wached as she opend wide and poped his head into her mouth she paused for a few seconds like she was getting ready to go crazy then his cock dissapeard into her mouth she took about half then back out and back in again this time taking a little more into her i could feel myself getting hot and very upset with every intake of his cock just the way she was doing it was crazy she was running her lips along his shaft then sliding his cock as deep into her mouth as she could it was as if she couldent get enough of his cock into her and was strugling to get it all in she even gaged a few times when she went to far but after she gaged she went right back to it .

All i could think of was she never sucks my cock like that .my wife was like a hungry anamal eating his cock she began to go crazy slamming his cock into her mouth i could see her mouth and how it was stretched to its max she would pull it out and take a deep breath before shuving it back in and i could feel myself becomming less of a man with every time she took hm into her mouth ;;It seemed like forever that she sucked his cock time seemed to be so slow then she stood up and kissed him andy unziped her skirt and pulled it down veronica steped out of it  and he grabed her ass she grabed his cock and placed it between her legs and i could see his cock head pocking out from her ass under her panties he rubed his hard cock between her legs a few times then layed her down on the bed and pulled her panties to one side and began to eat her cunt all i could see was that big cock hanging there and how i was so amazed by it i couldent help but think to myself thats why she dosent want my cock anymore he has stretched her pussy and she cant feel mine anymore .

There i was all two feel of me sitting there feeling very small and stupid looking at him making my wife happy this is not what i wanted or expected i felt like i had lost my wife forever its crazy because even though i knew she was fucking him for a long time now it seemed like now that i see it with my own eyes it became a reality and now i can see what my wife sees in him i truly felt usless sitting there because i knew joining them would be usless and have no pleasure to my wife she had mr big cock and no need for my little cock i realy felt like the third wheel in that bed room .

After he ate her pussy she went back to sucking his cock  she realt made it look like she couldent get enough of his cock and when she layed down on the bed with her head over the edge and i wached as andy slowly slid his cock down her throat i almost died i could see his cock making a lump in her neck and she took it down without even a gag i was in shock i mean there was my wife taking this big cock down into her throat like a true slut my god it was so insane to see that she even had her hands on his ass pulling him in like she couldent get enough of his cock into her .My head felt like it was going to explode and my heart was racing like crazy as andy began to fuck her mouth i could see the lump going up and down her neck and i could almost feel it in my throat .

I never thought my wife was into this stuff i mean we never did this together so to see her with andy was a shock to me the way she took his cock like it was like a dream and i wanted to wake up now but it wasent a dream this was real and after a few minutes of fucking her throat he stoped and turned her around and she began to suck his cock again by now i had seen enough of her sucking his cock it was way to long and she was loving it way to much and when i thought it couldent get worst i was wrong because she pulled his cock out of her mouth and slaped his ass and when she did he turned around and as i looked on she kissed his ass then used her thumbs to spread his ass then licked his asshole she ran her tongue along his ass fron top to bottom before kissing his asshole then pushing her tongue into his hole it was insane to wach she semed to realy love the taste of his asshole and she licked it like true slut slowly strocking his cock and rubbing his balls as she did she must have spent 10 minutes eating his ass she went from sucking his cock to his ass back and forth like a hungry anamal ..

And it that wasent bad enough she began to finger his ass then put her finger into her mouth like she was tasting and loving the taste of his shit and i began to realize that i kiss that woman and i felt like i needed to puke ..the crazy foreplay went on for about a houre then andy finaly was ready to fuck her and when he went for her cunt she stoped him and told him to fuck her ass first so he bent her over and i thought it would take a few seconds for his to get it in but no he slid that big cock right into her ass in one push i felt it in my ass just seeing his cock dissapear into that little hole oh my god i couldent believe it just like that into my wifes ass all she said was //give it to me i need you inside me //andy fucked her ass slowly it looked like her ass was going to rip apart and he was going to pull it inside out by the way it looked then he pulled out and his cock was dry so veronica turned around and slid his cock into her mouth getting it all wet again and then he fucked her ass again they did this a few more times before moving on to her cunt then he fucked her hard and fast i cold see her body shaking as he ramed his big cock deep into her cunt making her moan like crazy .

If seeing my wife doing these things wasent bad enough i could hear her yelling out things like //fuck me with that beutifull cock //and telling him to go from one hole to another then licking his cock kleen between each hole she kept telling andy she loves his cock every time she sucked it and that hurt alot to hear the word love comming from her and towards him she always told me there was no love it was just fun but by the looks of it she was lying about that and many other things  because to what i have seen so far she must be in love with him to do the thngs she is doing with him .

I wached her lick his cock after being in her ass and pussy then as i looked on he blew his load into her mouth feeling her his big load and she took it all down like a pro i could see her swallow it all then she licked his cock like she hadent had enough and wanted the last few drops on the head of his cock then she sucked on it trying to get anymore that might be in there then finishing it all off with a big kiss on his head and you would think that after about 2 hours of sex they would be finished at least thats what i thought but they got under the covers and snuggled up together like i wasent even there and began to pillow talk my wife began to tell him how amazing he was and how he made her feel so good i just sat there for a few minutes like a total idiot then got up and left all i heard as i closed the door was my wife say //i thought he would never leave //and she giggled then it got quiet for a bit and as i layed down in the spare room i could hear andy telling veronica to suck his cock like a good girl and her moaning i couldent believe it they where going at it again i layed there listening to them fuck in the next room the slapping sound of his balls slamming on her was crazy and even though i coverd my ears with a pillow i could still hear them ..

They fucked in the morning again before Andy took her out for brakfast and left me all alone in the house they truly made me feel like a loser and unwanted and i layed there in that spare room feeling sorry for myself and thinking about the future of my marage with veronica ......