Honestly, I have never felt like that i look good in my whole life, but dressing up like girl, getting my make up done, being taller with heels (shout out to my short kings <3), I actually feel hot! I don't believe her but my girlfriend was even saying that she thinks I'm hotter than her.

After I kept saying that I don't look THAT good, she said let's put it to the test. Either tonight or tomorrow night we are going to out to the bar and seeing who can get the most drinks bought for them. Me as a girl or her the actual girl lol.

I'm so fucking nervous about thiiisssss! But the thought of openly hitting on guys in public makes me so harrrrddddd. I've hit on two guys my entire life. One was friend that took it as a joke and the other guy laughed at me, called me a fag, and walked away.

Not only that but doing that dressed as a girl!?!?! Even when I've been in the deepest end of porn addiction, I never thought I'd go out as a girl! For once in my life, I actually feel sexy and I am curious if others think I am too. If this goes well, I might actually post myself here... which I'd thought never do either but my girlfriend wants to share my sissy ass. Ill wait for that though because the internet is forever lol.

I can't stop fantasizing about going to the bar dressed as a girl though! What if a guy really likes me and we kiss!? What if he's super into me, even after he finds out im a guy?! I'd totally be a trashy slut and suck a guy off in the bar bathroom! I told my girlfriend that this is going on in my head and she said that she hopes it goes that well and that she wants me suck a guy off and make him cum on me so she can clean me up! God I love this women, if you are reading this mommy, thank you for turning me into the sissy bitch that I was always too scared to become! <3