Context, my girlfriend is a closeted goonette. Read my last blog how I found out.
So I'm a switch. I can be very dominant but i do prefer being submissive. I sent my girlfriend some sissy captions i was jerking off to and she asks if I actually wanted to be a sissy. I'm still not used to being this open about porn with my partner so I took the text in a "you cant be serious" type of way and I try to back peddle. She instantly picked up that im just being nervous and she sends me a video a guy getting pegged, brutally, and a message comes through. She said, "Shhhhhh, let mommy fuck your worthless gooner ass."
I'm not joking, I came so hard just fucking reading that! Neither of us have called eachother mommy or daddy yet and I wanted us too for so long!
Since then, she's been sending me soooooo much sissy and femdom porn! Yesterday she made me shave as much of my body as I could, before she'd come over. So I did. She comes over with the big suitcase, she opens it and its a ton of lingerie and cute girly outfits. She asks me which one and my dumbass is like "oh God baby I don't know, you'll look great in all of them." She just starts dying laughing and says that these are for me, not her.
She played dress up with me allllllll night. I can't fucking lie, I fucking love this! I was so nervous the first several outfits but she kept reminding me how much she loved me and how sexy I am and she rewarded me every time I did as she said. She'd make out with me and jerk me off.
So we have a rule, if im home, I am required to wear a sissy outfit. For once in my life, I genuinely feel hot. I won't lie, this morning I jerked off just looking at myself! Ive become the sissys I've jerked off to for yeeeaaarrrssss! I changed into my normal clothes to go get lunch and felt so fucking uncomfortable! Before I even ate, I got back into my sissy clothes!
This girl who i had originally thought months ago was a virgin Christian girl who i was gonna dominantand teach her everything, was secretly a dommy mommy who's wanted a sissy slave all her life!
I just told her how much these outfits make me want to suck cock and she's like that can be arranged and sent me a bunch pics of sissys sucking thier mommy's strap on. Ladies and gentlemen, tonight, I will be getting pegged for the first time and my cock is so fucking hard. I've came twice just in the past hour alone and im still so hard. I cant stop thinking about it!
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