When i think back and look at my past now that i am 18 i realize that i have looked for acceptance from men for a long time now i never had a dad or a mother to that fact and growing up i foster homes i always seemed to be attracted to the man of the house and looked to him for attention .I realy had no idea about what was wrong or right when it came to me and older men or someone that was suposed to be my gardian .

The one thing i knew was i had something they wanted and i learned to use it to my advantage right from the first time i felt a man finger in my pussy or my hand was placed on a cock i knew that i had something they wanted .I have had men that just wanted to feel a young girls hand on there cocks and where happy to just sit or stand there as i played with them .Then there where those that just wanted to kiss me and feel a young girls lips on theres .                                                                                                          Then theres the ones that took it to the next level i have had men tell me that i was to young to have sex with but a blowjob was ok and thats what i did there age did not mater i had tasted the cocks of 40 year old men up to 72 year old men and when you have there cock in your mouth there age is no factor i have had a 70 year old man that showed me more and did things to me that a 40 year old man couldent do so i never look at a mans age if i did i would be missing out on what could be something special ..

Dont get me wrong i know what its like to be with someone my age and its ok but theres nothing like being with a man that knows how to pic me up and put me into difeerent possitions someone that looks at me like a hungery wolf and guys my age just dont do that ..I was in a home about 3 years ago the family was realt nice  there was the mother and father and there son who was a year older than me and about 2 weks into my stay the father told me that his son liked me and thought i was very beutifulll..

I did not care about that i was more attracted to him the older man and in time i did end up sucking his cock in the basement a few times .I know it may sound stupid to some but for me i allways thought that i could make a man love me and accept me  by sucking his cock and when he came in my mouth it was his way of telling me he loved me .Ya when your young you have crazy ideas about what love is and to me it was a older mans cock in my mouth waiting for him to cum ...

I have called many men daddy over the past few years and not because i thaught they where i always found it amazing how mant older men have daddy daughter fantasies and ask me to call them daddy as i went down on them .There where many over the years where there daughters had moved away and i was sleeping in there rooms and beds i remember sitting on the edge of some daughters bed sucking on there dads cock as he called me her name and wanted me to call him daddy i know it sounds crazy but believe me its very true.there has been those that had clothes from there daughters when they where at home and had me put them on so i looked like them then touched me all over before jerking off in my face or getting me to suck there cocks ..

I remember this one couple i lived there for about 4 weeks and after about 2 weeks the man a 60 something year old was very playfull with me and we would play fight together and i would feel his hands going places where they shouldent but i never said nothing about it and after a few days the play fighting became more sexual and he was exploring my body and i explored his it seemed inocent enough to me ..we must have spent hours in the basement just touching each other his fingers in my pussy and me sucking his cock ..then one day his wife sat there with me and tried to teach me about boys and sex thinking i had no idea about that stuff i just remember sitting there listening to her trying not to laugh as i thought about me and her husband and what we where doing in the basement right under her nose ..