First of all let me thank everyone for the birthday wishes i loved them all ;Its hard to believe i am 18 and as i lay here in my bed i think about everything i have experienced so far and wonder whats ahead .I can still remember the first time i was touched by a man and how it changed me as a person it all started so inocent with me hurtting my foot as o played outside at one of the foster homes i was at .

The man of the house was allen and he was about 60 years old and was a realy nice guy and when he saw me sitting on the grass holding my foot in pain he ran out and picked me up and took me inside the house placing me on the couch then took a look at my foot making sure it wasent broken then he began to jentaly rub it for me at the time i had on my short blue sun dress and a pair of blue panties nothing to fancy just cotton panties .As i sat there on the couch sitting sideways leanning up on the arm rest he just rubed my foot i remember his rough hands and how they felt as he slowly rubed my entire foot i could see his eyes looking under my dress as he sat there and he would look away when he thought i was looking at him .

He asked me if it felt good i said yes and when he began to move his hands up my leg and began to rub my calf i just smiled and said that feels so good as well i remember feeling nervouse and a little scared about having a man his age so close to me but his hands felt so amazing on my skin it was very relaxing and maybe even a little sexy .i could still see him looking up my dress and for some reason not to sure why i did not feel the need to close my legs or hide myself from his eyes i liked the way he looked at me the way his eyes where just glued to my crotch as he rubed my leg and in time made his way up my leg .

His hands where on my thigh now and buy now he had kissed my bobo on my foot his big hands felt so amazing as he rubed my entire leg from my thigh to my calf and each time he went up i could feel his hand getting closer to my crotch and at times i could feel the wormth of his hand on my pussy and then his hand brushed up onto my crotch i just gave him a big smile as he looked at me with this //oh my god i touched you there look //i think my smile gave him a sence of ;its ok ;because he began to touch me there more after that each time pressing a little harder and by the 4th or 5th time i found myself laying there with my legs open as he began to jentaly run his finger along my panty coverd pussy he would press my panties into me then pull them back out again and i would giggle every time ..

At the time i had kissed boys my age and thought nothing of it it was ok but nothing special and one time i let my friend this boy in my class touch me but having this grown older man touching me was so very different all the feelings i was having inside me was crazy i knew it was wrong for both of us to be doing this but i couldent stop myself i wanted him to touch me and the feeling of being helpless there on that couch made it exciting to me and i will never forget the look in his eyes as he looked at me laying there ..

But for me the thing that excited me the most and put me over the edge was the look he got when he pulled my panties to one side and looked at my little bald pussy i thought he was going to start crying his eyes seemed to just glare between my legs as he jentaly ran his big finger along my pussy his finger tip just penetrating me a little going along from top to bottom .

It was my first time when i did not care that someone was looking at my private parts ..I began to move my hips up and down as he ran his finger along my pussy it felt so amazing my entire body was feeling something new and i liked it .We must of been there on that couch for about 2 hours just with him touching me then he pulled my panties back over my pussy and said /there you go is your foot all better //i said yes its all better now and gave him a big kiss on his cheek before going back outside to play .

I found that day that a mans touch is very special and could make me feel things that i never knew i could feel for a man i also found out that being touched by a boy my own age was nothing like being touched by a man that day changed me forever and gave me something special to remember .....