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Cruising or Sailing PT. 02
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"Were they there?" I had to know.
"No," she answered, reaching for my hand. "No one there and the bed looked like no one had been there either."
We walked down the gangway and I instantly felt better, being off the floating prison. At the end of the stanchioned walkway, we stood by the taxi area, and within ten minutes a fancy town car arrived.
"Would you like to see the city," she offered. "Or settle in at the villa and go sightseeing later?" I chose the latter and we saw a great deal of the city anyway as we drove off. Gwen's home was nestled into the rolling hills, many laden with grape vines as far as the eye could see.
Gwen's description of her home didn't do it a bit of justice. It was a 12,000-square-foot chateau with ten bedrooms and seven baths. The pool was Olympic-sized but there was also a smaller one indoors. Out behind the pool area were the staff quarters, and another three bedrooms. I was given a choice of two rooms on the left at the top of the grand staircase. I chose the one that faced due east where I might see the sunrise over the miles of vineyards.
As I unpacked, Gwen stuck her head in the doorway. "Lunch will be served in ten."
After lunch, Gwen asked if I was ready for a tour of Porto. She was an incredible guide since she lived there. We checked out a few shops and she tried to buy me everything from sunglasses to expensive suits.
More than anything, I could see from the start that she was trying to divert my thoughts about my soon-to-be ex-wife and the shitty situation. We stopped at her favorite wine shop and she asked me to pick out a few bottles of both red and white.
We ate dinner on the veranda overlooking the pool and the sun making its way below the horizon. I was ashamed to admit that I'd never eaten roasted lamb, except those little riblets. She laughed along with me but, more importantly, she listened to me and drew out my life story.
She was especially interested in what I did for a living. As I spoke about my aspiration to start my own company, she gave some pro tips she'd learned about finance over the years. The only time she mentioned Rose was when she compared our life goals.
Since she didn't know much about Rose's life, I found that odd. She immediately noticed the look on my face.
"I only meant that given her line of work," she stammered a bit, "and what she's done with her boss... I meant I wasn't sure that you and she were compatible."
As good a listener as she was, I realized over dinner, that Gwen didn't seem to care much, not really. If I had to guess, I was probably her guest and hopefully for her, a plaything.
After the sun went down and a chilly breeze descended, Gwen suggested watching a movie together. I'm used to watching TV but with Gwen, she led me into a small theatre room with about 20-30 seats. Yeah, small.
"Get comfortable," she said seductively. "I'll have Giorgio come in and take your drink order. Would you prefer to snack on Pate or popcorn?"
While she was gone, my mind started thinking correctly again. What was I doing here with this wealthy cougar? I'd bet she rarely heard the word 'no.' I had too many of my own problems to deal with. A divorce and then, a separation of our assets among them. I wondered how much or to what extent Gerald would help with her side of the divorce. Maybe, with any luck, he'd simply take her in and leave me with most of the assets.
Gwen returned wearing something while possibly considered fashionable in Europe, could only pass for lingerie in the US. She probably thought my stare was hypnotic as in her beauty, when in reality, it was her brazenness. She carried a fancy lighter and a silver cigarette case and, before she could get situated beside me, Giorgio served our drinks.
"I hear Americans love their science fiction," she teased. "But I don't think those would set the mood so I picked a drama. I hope you like it."
Gwen was all looks and no substance - a pity, really. I tried to imagine myself in her shoes: wealthy before even understanding what the word meant, parentless at eleven, and raised by family members who were marking time; waited on hand and foot her entire adult life. She was the true epitome of spoiled.
It was no wonder she shimmied up... people in my part of the world would have described it as 'saddled' up, trying to work her charms on me. I remained polite but I had other things on my mind. Being in two different worlds near the end of the film is probably why I was caught off guard by the kiss.
Gwen looked hurt as I bounced back in my seat spilling what was left of my popcorn. I probably looked like someone surprised by a bat or snake. I felt obliged to fix things.
"I'm sorry," I tried to sound sincere. "That was... unexpected. You surprised me." I knew I was stumbling, and I felt bad, considering how generous she had been.
"I'm sorry I startled you," Gwen said with grace. "Perhaps I, how you say, jumped the gun?"
"It's all right," I tried to smooth it over. "My mind was elsewhere. I just... well, I don't think I'm ready for that. I'm busy trying to map out the rest of my life. I'm sorry to have offended you, as you have been nothing but gracious, calming, and a very good listener."
Gwen considered my words and built a silence as the movie credits rolled. She started a few times and stopped and finally,
"I invited you here," she admitted slowly, "so you might at least enjoy the rest of your vacation. To be fair, I didn't put myself in your position - not really. It is I who must apologize to you, Cade, I'm sorry."
"I'm broken, Gwen," I stated. "I'm also not the kind of guy to wallow or sulk. She broke her vows to me. She rubbed my face in it. I can't say 'they' because Gerald was nowhere to be found."
"Cade," she alluded. "I think it's admirable that you can separate your feelings and begin problem-solving but, at the moment, you don't even know why she left you standing in your room. I mean, we assume she went to have sex with him but you don't know that."
"In my mind," I responded. "It's worse if she didn't. If it was some sort of sick joke or game, that's horrific." Gwen seemed to muddle over that.
"Hey, I'm sorry," I reached for her hand. "You're trying to be so kind to me and I've ruined your evening. In my defense, I'm certainly not at my best right now." She giggled, breaking the awkward moment, and we both laughed.
"So, I should save this?" she held up the ornamental cigarette case. I nodded.
"If you don't mind," my face serious again, "I'll take a rain check. I need some sleep."
Gwen wouldn't let go of my hand when I tried to pull back. "Cade, please listen to me," she matched my intensity. "I handled this all wrong. You don't need to say sorry or feel like you did anything. I'm well off financially, but I'm not much when it comes to interpersonal skills. I foolishly thought I could tempt you with some of the things that usually make me feel better. I also thought I could imbibe in some good mind-altering substances and maybe later seduce you into forgetting your troubles. Like I said, foolish and presumptuous."
"Well," I replied thoughtfully, "neither of us should be apologizing. Let's call it a night and try to get some sleep. I'm going with 'Tomorrow's a new and better day,' so I won't let that traitorous bitch get me down or you to get too far ahead of yourself. Deal?"
Her smile was worthy of her bank account. She gave me a soft kiss on the cheek and left me on my own.
Sleep was difficult. Despite my proclamations to Gwen, I couldn't get Rose off my mind. More accurately, I couldn't lose the thoughts of being completely clueless. The more I thought about the past year some of the signs were glaring. The pair had always been chummy and becoming his PA only brought them closer together. I lay there wondering if they even had separate rooms for their 'business' meetings.
That didn't answer the big question: Why didn't she just tell me and ask for a divorce? What was the point of the cruise? The fucking guy could buy twelve small countries so why the charade about our marriage? What had I ever done for her to inflict that kind of pain and humiliation? If they'd been intimate at any time over the past year, did the cruise just push them to the conclusion they tried to hide from me or possibly from each other? Maybe Gerald didn't have a girlfriend who'd cancelled at the last minute. Maybe he didn't have ANY girlfriends. That one made me shiver for the level of cruelty they may have planned.
I fell asleep, determined. They were going to pay and even if I couldn't come up with something monstrous in the short term, As a planner, I knew how to play the long game. Gerald, with all his money, probably felt pretty smug, and he definitely felt he was a step ahead. I'd teach that ego of his a lesson. There was one other thing that made me uneasy: Gwen. Her timing, the way we met, and my being invited here were all too convenient for me. I'd make a plan for that as well.
I'd been awake for nearly an hour, using my tablet to deep dive into Gerald and his company, searching for weaknesses and inconsistencies. Info on Gwen was harder to come by.
There was a knock on the door and, when I answered, a shy young lady announced that breakfast was served.
Gwen looked unbelievable in her semi-conservative two-piece swimwear and another expensive sarong. It is true that the right clothing can make a person look stunning. After asking how I slept, she announced her plans for the day.
"How many more days of vacation do you have, Cade?"
After counting in my head I told her I had eight more days.
"Excellent!" she seemed overly excited. "I want to take you out on the yacht. My crew is preparing to set sail right now."
"I don't know, Gwen," I stammered. "I'm not sure I'm up for it. I have to start separating my life from Rose and while you've been wonderful, I don't think I'll be very good company."
"Nonsense," she was undeterred. "I want you to enjoy the rest of your time, whatever that looks like. There's no need to do anything drastic right now while you're still angry and grieving."
She came over to my end of the table, which was quite a walk, and sat next to me.
"Cade, look at me," she bore through my eyeballs with hers. "I'd be lying if I tried to tell you I wasn't attracted to you but, honestly, if you're hurting too much, then we just end up enjoying each other's company. I won't push but it's better than sitting around here in this empty villa." I wondered how she got along when she wasn't entertaining a guest.
I wanted to back out, to shut down the advances but, in the end, I caved. The idea of sailing was always something I wanted and I reckoned that this might be my only chance. It wasn't lost on me that I'd be alone, minus a small crew, on a ship with a stunner.
After I agreed, Gwen left the room, making a call on her phone as she walked, I suspected, to alert her crew. I went up and packed a few things I thought I'd need for the outing.
By ten in the morning, we were boarding the Pomba Branca, a 90-foot vessel with full amenities. Gwen told me it meant 'white dove' because she saw one in a nearby tree at the funeral service for her parents. I was introduced to Captain Kodu, a tall, lean, and muscular, black man who seemed polite but standoffish. For the life of me, I couldn't pronounce the first (and only) mate's name. He, too, was a dark-skinned man, shorter and pudgy, compared to Kodu.
Gwen was excited to give me the grand tour of her ship. Before we headed below deck, I noticed that she was flippant if not rude to her captain, barking orders at him.
The vessel was breathtaking. All of the riggings were automated. There was a full galley, next to an open dining area. Above, there was even a heliport. Three forward cabins and three aft, all state-of-the-art, one at each end of the ship having its own ensuite. Gwen graciously offered me the aft suite which I found odd since I'd only need to possibly change clothes.
Heading out of the harbor, Gwen told the captain to hold position and the mate to launch the jet skis. We spent the better part of an hour riding along the breakwater, not having to fear the waves of the Atlantic.
Gwen was as athletic as she was gorgeous. She handled her machine far better than I, although she probably had plenty of time to become an expert. She buzzed my ski a few times, almost like she was playing 'chicken.'
Back aboard, the mate served us a prawn salad paired with a French chardonnay. For a while, I forgot my troubles and enjoyed Gwen's companionship and hospitality. Afterward, she surprised me, saying she had some urgent business to attend to and she would meet me on deck in an hour or so. I wanted to continue devising my plans but after a few minutes on my tablet, I felt my eyes closing.
In my light and rolling sleep, I dreamt an awful dream. Rose and Gerald were on a makeshift stage, on the promenade of the cruise ship, pointing me out and laughing at me. Many other passengers had gathered and also mocked me for what, specifically, I didn't know. The fact was, in my mind, I did know.
"Wake up, sleepyhead," I felt a soft hand on my arm. "We're sailing with a tailwind. Come with me and Kodu will show you how to man the wheel."
After getting my bearings, I followed Gwen. To say the next two hours were a highlight for me would be an understatement. Gwen remained at my side as Captain Kodu showed me the controls to trim or run the sail into or with the wind. With the ships' automation and even though I wasn't out on the deck physically doing it like sailors past, it still gave me a thrill I'll fondly remember.
The wind died down and Kodu took back the controls. Gwen locked arm-in-arm with me as we wandered to the bow, watching the ocean roll and toss us about. As I looked around, I noticed no land in any direction. Gwen seemed to understand my dilemma.
"We're on the open ocean," she said calmly. "I told the captain we'd stay out for a few days. I could tell you loved it. Just let everything go, Cade. Let it all go and enjoy."
Maybe she was right. She seemed to have a sense of what I was going through. Why not? I had nowhere else to be, at least not right away.
Dinner was a surf and turf, consisting of an obscenely large lobster tail and chateaubriand du tenderloin. Gwen had selected a Perrier Jouet Belle brut champagne from her private stock to accompany the meal. I guess she was a bit old-fashioned as we had baked Alaska for dessert. We watched the sunset on the starboard side, smoking some of her pot from the previous night.
We laughed and joked, and Gwen tried hard to avoid the elephant hanging over me. There were plenty of worse places I could have been at that moment, not the least of which, was my cabin on the cruise ship.
She kept the conversation going when I drifted by explaining what she did for work, or hobbies, as she referred to them, and some of her traveling adventures. Eventually, we ended up in the same chaise, my arm over her shoulder and her cuddled into my chest.
During a lull, as we both stared into the heavens, she leaned in to kiss me. Of course, the champagne and the weed lowered my inhibitions, and I kissed her back. There was definitely a spark and she was a great kisser, but my head went to Rose and the mood lost.
"Don't think," she spoke softly. "Stay with me in the moment." She pressed her lips to mine again as her hand found my crotch.
The feelings stirring within me weren't overwhelming but the damned conflict was even as I tried to ignore it. I told myself I deserved what she was offering. At the very least, I convinced myself I knew exactly what was coming when I decided to go with her. Again, though, I had a plan. Something smelled fishy, and it wasn't the ocean.
My hesitation led Gwen to become bolder. In short order, my cock was out and her soft, warm hand was stroking it. Before I knew it, I was enveloped in a warm, wet mouth. It felt... fabulous.
I stroked her hair instinctively. Her hair was so much different from Rose's - thick, wiry, and full. It was also jet-black, whereas Rose was blonde. I wanted to stop looking at her. I tried to look away but couldn't. I couldn't focus as much as I tried. My hard-on was dissipating quickly and embarrassment engulfed me.
It's a funny thing - our consciousness. As I thought 'What's wrong with me,' I also already knew. It was just buried deep down. As much as I hated Rose and what she'd done to me, I wasn't fully disengaged from her yet. I knew that day was coming but it wasn't today. A small part of me was winning over the larger issue, saying, "don't be like her."
Gwen stopped and looked up at me. Her expression was part wonderment and part frustration. I understood perfectly. "What's wrong?" The hurt in her voice told me she wasn't ready for my answer but not telling her could hurt more.
"Nothing's wrong," I sighed in frustration. "At least not with you. I just can't get her out of my head, you know? I love what you're doing and I wish I could enjoy it; I really do."
Gwen's frustration turned to anger. It shocked me a bit, not that she was angry, but by how fast her emotions turned on a dime.
"I... never!" she stood up and walked away indignantly.
I felt bad for her but in a small way, I felt good for me. Heading to my cabin, I stopped in the galley to rustle up some snacks and bottled water. I had work to do.
I got about half an hour further into learning all I could about Gerald on my tablet. It was painstaking. He'd been born into money and started his company straight out of college. By all accounts, he was a normal silver-spoon kind of guy. No arrests, no rumors about the company, and no personal rumors either.
A tiny knock on my door stirred me. I turned off the tablet and turned it upside down on the nightstand.
"Cade," she quietly asked, "may I come in?"
"Yeah," I said. She entered cautiously and looked me in the eye.
"Do you mind chatting with me for a bit?"
"Absolutely. You have been nothing but wonderful and sensitive to me and I have behaved poorly, though I'm not sure this is the real me. Please."
"I just have to ask," she began. "What is wrong with me?" she didn't wait for my reply. "I maybe naïve, or socially... whatever, but I'm not used to rejection. Maybe... I'm a, what do Americans call it? The word they toss around as the end all, oh yes, narcissist. This is hard for me. I'm obviously attracted to you. I thought you felt the same. I've done everything I can to open myself to you, partly to take away your pain, but not only that."
She was pouring it all out and I wanted to be careful with my words, so as not to further punish her fragile ego. I motioned for her to sit on the bed with me. Of course, she took it to mean snuggle but then she caught my look and sat down with space between us.
"It isn't like that, at all," I tried to convince her. "You've gotten to know me over these past few days. You know what she did to me, she and her prick of a boss, and I can't stop thinking about it. I'm not good with all the therapy stuff - don't know the stages of grief. What she did was so out of character... well, I thought so anyway. At the same time, I have to start separating parts of our lives to protect myself financially. I've got some money but not like you."
Gwen oddly perked up at that last part. She sat up straight and took my hand into hers.
"Cade," she said, "I understand but I think you're looking at things all wrong. You said she's been working closely with this guy for a while, right?" I nodded.
"So it's pretty clear they've become close and maybe that even started before then. She's on a cruise; maybe he's coercing her because he's alone, and if he's rich like me, then he's convincing and powerful. You're moving too fast.
"Slow down, Cade," she continued. "I want you. We can make things even so that when you two finally talk about what happened, you have something over on her. If you stop to consider other options, you might realize things can come down to a shared experience on the high seas. There's no need to go straight to divorce. Don't you at least want to hear from her and to know why?"
"No, not really," I sighed out of hopelessness. "It doesn't matter, don't you see? If she can do this once, she'll do it again if I forgive. No, she ruined everything for me, even before she stood face-to-face, declaring she would spend the night with him. I did nothing to deserve that. Further, I'm angry at myself that I didn't know her better."
"But you won't know how well you know her," she countered. "Not until you hear her side of it." She changed directions. "Regardless, I want to make love to you. I want to ease your pain, and by god, I will do it tomorrow. I'll leave you alone tonight because I can only take one rejection. Get a good night's sleep, mister. Tomorrow, you're mine."
Gwen didn't even give me a chance to respond, kissing the top of my head while grabbing my cock, and walking out of my cabin, closing the door behind her.
I went back to my tablet, convinced I'd have to deal with Gwen in the morning. Against her advice, I went to our shared bank account to see what was there. I almost had a heart attack! The balance was almost exactly what I thought was there, plus a one-million-dollar deposit just hours ago.
I was beyond confused. At first, I thought Gwen had somehow gotten into my banking information and was trying to buy... what, sex? My affection? I clicked on the deposit. The funds were from a corporation I didn't know, which caused more concern.
Looking up the company on the internet, I found a bunch of unfamiliar people's names; nothing about this made sense. Then a thought hit me. Was Gerald paying my wife to fuck him? She was okay but I didn't think she was worth a cool million. Maybe he was paying her to dump me. After all, that's exactly what she did.
My analytical mind screamed for me to isolate the money, regardless of the reason for it. Besides, it was a joint account so, if he intended it for her, it shouldn't have been put in an account we both owned.
Thinking quickly, I set up a new savings account and transferred the money there. A two or three-day hold would be required for that kind of money, maybe more, but at least whoever deposited it wouldn't be able to reverse the transaction. I expected at least ten days until the money was allocated but no one would be able to touch it but me.
If it was from Gwen, and I'd find that out first thing in the morning, then I'd moved it away from my traitorous wife's clutches.
That's when my brain was flooded with the light of consciousness. I remembered my youth - that surprise birthday party - all the other incidents. I felt like Peter Pan, grown up and forgetting how to fly for just a moment. Then, determination set in and I started making a plan. Someone was going to get royally fucked for trying to ruin my life.
Just before turning out the light, I opened the small porthole window for fresh nighttime air. As I listened more closely, I could hear a commotion, more like an argument. A male and female voice, although the female voice was much more vulgar and demonstrative. It had to be Gwen and Kodu. The bitter vitriol was kept to a harsh whisper as she berated her captain repeatedly. He was clearly defying one or more of her orders.
That night, I slept better. It took a long time to get to sleep, but it was silent and dreamless. I awoke to the sound of seagulls and bright sunlight.
The warm shower felt good. I began to think about how I was going to address Gwen. She certainly was beautiful but she was an odd woman. On the one hand, would it be so bad to bed a gorgeous woman who'd gone out of her way to help me? No, was my internal answer but I had an uneasy feeling that she wouldn't leave it there, that she wanted more, or she wanted something I hadn't thought of, and I needed to resist until I knew more.
On the other hand, I could be honest and firm with her. I didn't want or need the sex she was offering. The feeling of detachment I felt about Rose and the whole situation was strange. I would have thought with the love I had in my heart just a few days before, that I would have been more... something. Maybe my subconscious mind had already separated us, or maybe, it was some sort of defense mechanism. I was surprisingly nonchalant about divorcing her.
I climbed out of the shower, grabbing a towel. Some of my toiletries started vibrating on the sink and, at the same time, I heard what sounded like an airplane. Then I remembered the small heliport on top of the vessel. I quickly dressed and brushed my teeth so I could go and see what was happening.
Indeed, a helicopter had landed on the ship. I saw Gwen and Captain Kodu sitting at one of the tables near the bow. She waved to me and motioned me over.
"Who's that?" I asked as I approached. The noise from the rotors caused her to look at me questioningly. I pointed up top.
Gwen pulled out a chair and as the boat clipped the wind, it changed directions. Combined with a gust from the rotors, it blew her expensive hat away and into the ocean.
As the motor shut down so did the wind and noise. Gwen motioned to the chair next to her. I wanted to see who was boarding so I didn't immediately follow her instructions.
"Cade," she yelled louder than necessary. "Sit down."
I didn't like her tone but sat as she suggested. The man descending the steep staircase looked familiar but the woman who followed sent me into a tailspin. I looked at Gwen, who was studying my face.
"What the fuck are they doing here?" I spat.
"Calm down, Cade," she commanded. "Everything will be explained in short order."
Captain Kodu moved closer to Gwen, inserting himself between us. That was when I viewed him as an adversary and took stock of his build. He had several inches on me but not weight. At first glance, it would be a fair fight, one that I could win. I looked for the first mate and saw him behind me on the left. He was stockier but short and well-muscled. He would be a bigger challenge, and both of them would significantly decrease my chances.
Gerald helped Rose down the steep stairs. He didn't let go of her hand once she was planted on deck and wore a satisfied smile but not a smirk. He let her hand go about halfway across the deck as they approached us. He sat her, pulling out her chair, across the table from me. He then moved the only other available chair away from me and closer to her.
I stared at them with hatred. I was seething, feeling a loss of control that scared me. Rose gave a sheepish look but she seemed resolute after just a few seconds.
"Alright, Cade," Gwen began as if she was starting a school lesson. "Let me tell you what's going on."
I was still staring at the pair unfavorably. Gwen snapped her finger in front of me. I turned slowly.
"Gwen, I don't know what's going on here, but you had better think twice before you ever snap your finger at me like a dog. I'll rip it right off your fucking hand."
The captain stepped even closer then. I looked up at him with a sneer. "Be very careful, Captain," I warned in an even, measured tone. "Underestimating me would be a grave mistake."
Gerald laughed out loud. "Ooooh!" he mocked. "Beware the computer nerd."
"Shut up, Gerald!" it looked like Gwen had had enough and wanted to get the show on the road. She turned her attention and her chair to address me directly.
"Let's get the introductions out of the way, shall we?" she said. "This is my brother, Gerald, my fraternal twin."
I didn't know if this was a part of her game; if she was enjoying it - it seemed more like savoring it - or simply giving me ample time to respond. When I didn't, she plowed forward.
"Now, try not to lose your temper," she said contemptuously. "But I've set this entire series of events into motion. Yes, everything that's occurred since you boarded that cruise was done by my design. I've been planning with these two for some time, learning about you."
She paused again, staring at me and almost daring me to speak.
"So," I said, looking at my soon-to-be former wife. "You're the pimp then?"
Rose isn't usually a quiet person, especially under stress. Either she'd been coached to remain silent, or there wasn't any stress because she was right where she wanted to be; the latter scenario brought the finality to me, and it was unsettling, to say the least.
"Not at all," Gwen sighed. "I am, however, a very selfish person. Desperate and selfish. You see, I spoke about my desperation with Gerald several times. Then, one day, he told me about his loyal personal assistant, Rose.
"I need your sperm, Cade," she got to the point, "and I'm willing to pay for it."
I looked at her unbelievingly. "What are you planning to do?" I asked sarcastically. "Seed Mars with humans? Start a clone army on Earth? Are you making a funny TikTok video?"
I had an idea then of where the money came from but I wasn't going to let on that I knew about it.
Funny, Cade," she continued, unaffected. "I need a baby. I want it to be your baby but I don't want you to be the father. In fact, you'll never have any contact with the child, ever."
"Okay," I pushed, "draw up a contract, give me a baster and about fifteen minutes and voila!"
"I'm not..." I cut her off.
"Oh, and," I paused. "Have Gerald throw Rose overboard. It will save me a lot of time, money, and grief. Plus, it will ensure she can't get her greedy hooks in the money you're paying me."
"It doesn't work like that, Cade," she leaned closer. "You're going to stay married to her. That's right, and make babies with her, and watch your grandchildren while you grow old together. This is a love story not a tragedy."
"Sounds like a tragedy to me," I told her.
"Let me get this straight," I shouldered on. "Instead of contacting me, making me some monetary offer, letting Gerald plead your case if I hesitated, or have Rose here, persuade me with sex and tears, you instead kidnap me, give my wife to this diseased fucker, destroy my marriage, and my life, for what? That's your great plan?"
"You could have gone to the authorities," she said it like that would be option one. "If you didn't agree or felt pressured. I couldn't risk that. Gerald and I keep our fortunes separate, hence the different last names. I have... interests who don't like my name in public. That's Gerald's world. It needed to stay quiet."
"Okay," I drew it out. "So, what's with these two?"
"I... we thought," her demeanor changed slightly. "I thought it would be only fair for Rose since I'm asking her husband to father another woman's child. They have grown quite close working together and I felt it was like keeping it all in the family."
I'd found the smoking gun, the chink in the armor. I caught Rose's nervous blink out of the corner of my eye when Gwen said that.
"So then," I asked. "Rose spends a few days making me jealous, making me crazy pissed more like, and what? She does the big reveal about spending the night with this piece of shit and you swoop in and make it all better. We do the horizontal mambo and give you a bun in the oven. Then what?"
"Simple," her tone sounded like I should automatically know the one and only outcome. Gwen was certifiable and I was starting to understand the danger I was in.
"We have sex," she went on. "lots of sex for most of your vacation, during my fertile period, which is now. Then, a few days before you're supposed to go home, Rose and Gerald come to the villa; we reunite you with Rose and explain what's happened. You get paid handsomely for your contribution, which is a million dollars, by the way. You and Rose spend the last days of your anniversary vacation reconnecting at the villa and start making plans for the future. Neither of you would have any of your purist American Victorian ideals hanging over you. You'd be even and wealthy, I might add."
"Well," I said as I shrugged. "Here we are. How's your plan working so far?"
"Admittedly, not well," she said in a resigned tone. "The intel I received about you from them was off - by a lot. I never thought a man your age, married only five years, could have developed that kind of love for your wife. I knew we'd made a mistake the minute I saw you on that pool deck, broken as you were."
"And yet," I spat derisively, "you went ahead with your plan for her to leave me for him."
"I had to." Gwen's conversation with me was surreal. I learned then that she was the brains and boss of this operation, or at least she believed she was. I wondered what she had over on her brother.
"First," she continued. "I'd promised them." She paused again, thinking about something. "Second, I figured it was the best way to get you off that ship so I could move forward with my seduction. I would never have believed that you'd rebuke me. That hurt." She still didn't quite see it.
"Let me finish for you," I spitefully told her, "I'm getting a little bored. So, third, she didn't leave me for him, right? All's well and a bunch of crap to that effect, and everyone gets what they want, living happily ever after.
"Well, you failed," I said stoically, folding my arms. "I want this ship turned around now. This weasel can keep Rose, I have no further use for her."
"No," she said quickly and definitively. "I've taken the liberty of already paying you. Even if I don't get pregnant, I'll be requiring a test tube sample, and we need to square things between you and your wife." She kept looking up at Kodu who was just behind me.
"And for their part," she smugly said, "It was only the once, you understand, to even things out." As Gwen spoke the words, I'd been staring at Rose and she returned it. I saw it plain as day in her eyes and she looked away over the starboard rail. No doubt at all about that blink now.
Gwen was still talking, not that I cared. She stopped when it became apparent no one was listening and, from my face, she followed my eyes to Rose. Then, she knew, too.
"Pelo amor de Deus," she murmured to no one in particular. Then she again addressed me.
"Okay," she held her head higher as if entering a new round of negotiations. "It seems we've both been deceived, however, this changes nothing, Cade. You and I have a bargain - one million US dollars for slightly less than one million sperm. You can dump your slut of a wife, take her back, or I can arrange for something more... shall we say, permanent and satisfying if you'd like." She stared daggers at her brother, daring him to challenge her.
"You don't get it," I viciously laughed at her. "You don't own me. You want something, then you'll negotiate, just like everyone else, you spoiled little brat."
"So, negotiate," she implored. "I'm listening."
"Five million," I said with confidence. "And those two take a long swim before we turn this yacht back towards Porto."
"Two million," she paused, "and they'll be punished. I'm no murderer."
"Fine," I made to stand. "Then you'll get your precious sperm in a baster, not fresh from the source. Provide me with the instrument."
"I'm afraid not," she also stood and motioned with her hand. The captain and his mate moved right to my side. "The negotiation has ended. You have one hour, no more, to agree to my proposal. After that, we'll make you. As you can see, there is no negotiating. I'll take what I want for as long as I want. If you comply, then you get to enjoy your compensation. If not, you can join your wayward wife in that swim for your life." So much for her not being a murderer, I thought.
I looked the Captain straight in the eye. "Do you two plan to help her?" I made sure my tone said it wouldn't be easy. "Hold me captive for her sick plans; put me overboard?"
He nodded without hesitation. At least I knew where I stood. I turned back to face Gwen.
"You're a sick, disgusting woman," I sneered. "But it seems you have me where you want me. I'll need that hour."
"Of course," she nodded slightly, with a satisfied smile, and the crewmen stepped back. "I may be sick, as you put it, but I'm not heartless. I want you to at least be open to me when we do it. There's a higher chance of success that way."
Gwen looked at the other pair. I found it interesting and devastating all at once that Rose hadn't even said one word during all that. As the Blue Oyster Cult song says, 'She had become like they are.'
Gwen grabbed my phone off the table and turned her attention toward Gerald and Rose.
"You two will board up forward, furthest to the bow," she directed. "I don't want Cade to have to look at you. Hell, I don't even want to look at you. The both of you have made this a thousand times more difficult with your greed and lust."
She focused on my future ex-wife. "You disappoint me, dear. My brother has always been selfish regarding his wants and desires. You, well, I believed you when you told me how much you loved your husband. I should snuff you out simply for the lie you told so make yourself scarce in your cabin, or I might change my mind."
Satisfied, Gwen looked back at me. Despite Gerald's company and his position, she was clearly chairman of the board in their relationship.
"Go," she ordered me. "You've got an hour to prepare yourself mentally and then I expect you to rock my world." There was a sinister pause. "Or I'm going to rock yours and not in a good way, I'm afraid."
Captain Kodu walked me to my cabin in silence. I decided to test his resolve and attempt to learn what I could in case things later went belly up.
"Are you really going to commit crimes for your boss?" He didn't reply or look at me. It was probably my weak question. I turned to face him, walking backward down the narrow corridor.
"I don't think you'll do well," I smirked, "in a fight against me. Not enough muscle mass, by the looks of you. Does she ration your food, too? Like a dog?"
That at least got me a stare but without any emotion behind it. "Yes, I think when the time is right, I'm going to enjoy beating you senseless." I wanted to say 'to death' but I wasn't trying to make another unnecessary enemy. I probably did, anyway.
I turned back to face the direction I was walking. "Tell me, what does she pay you?" I asked, genuinely curious. "I wonder if I couldn't do a little better." We were at my cabin and as I opened the door, I stopped without looking back at him.
"Think about it, Kodu," I sternly warned. "It would be a shame for you to lose so much for that entitled bitch. She doesn't know me and neither do you. You have no idea what you're into." Without waiting for any response, I stepped in and shut the door in his face in one smooth motion.
I wasn't sure if I'd made a feeble attempt at intimidation. What I did know was that my rant may or may not have caused just enough confusion to create hesitation. If something did go down between us, that might be a life-saving moment for me.
I spent my time fine-tuning my plan from the previous night. This time, it wasn't about hurting someone's precious feelings or dishing out lessons. This time, my very life depended on my ability to think ahead. When I powered up my tablet, it quickly let me know there wasn't an internet connection. That was as expected.
Just short of an hour later, Gwen lightly knocked on the door.
"Come in," I said emotionlessly. I was laying back against the headboard in just my swim trunks. She saw my lackadaisical attitude and sat down on the side of the bed.
"I'm truly sorry," she began. "For misreading their intentions. I was led to believe... well, I sense that you already know what I was led to believe." There wasn't much more for her to say and I doubted she was at all sorry.
"Blinded by your own ambitions and desires, I guess," I answered. "It looks like the big lesson here is that none of us knew the people important to us. For me, Rose would have been out on her ass just for conspiring with you; forget the sex with her boss. At least you have some small idea of how I feel now."
"I'm sure," she sighed. "You've proven you're a man of conviction and, I dare say, a goodie-two-shoes. Much different from the man Gerald and your wife described to me over the two months we spent setting this up." She paused for a moment.
"I was clearly misled," she sounded regretful. For a minute, I thought I had a chance. "We both were so that they could be together. I manage my brother's portion of the trust so he usually caves to me, but he claims he's in love with your wife and wants her for himself.
"I'd be willing to recompense," she hopefully added, "for his lies... if we can stick to the original bargain."
"That's just it," I interrupted. "There was and is no bargain." I shrugged. "you made a bargain with them, foolishly hoping I'd go along. At this point, you're holding me against my will, trying to force me to impregnate you. I don't trust you. I don't expect ever to see any money nor do I expect anything additional due to their lying ways or successfully putting a fetus in you. Right now, survival is higher on my list than sex. It seems they are interlinked, the way I see it so, I'll give it my best, but don't get upset if the little guy doesn't function."
Gwen seemed shocked for some reason like I was making her out to be a bad person. She was as delusional as her brother and the slut.
"Do you plan to keep me here until you have a positive pee test?"
"I hoped," she seemed prepared for that one, "that we could enjoy our intimacy. That would improve the odds. No, I have no plans to hold you indefinitely; at least, I had none. You were supposed to go home with your wife, fat and happy. I can see that isn't happening now and I'm very sorry. I promise you will get your money. If you give this your very best, I'll double the million and set you up so you can live an easy life and find a woman who really cares for you. Hell, child or not, I will always remember you and if you wanted to join me long-term, I'd be happy to have you."
She wasn't only delusional, she was bat-shit crazy. I figured I'd do my best now, hoping she kept her word about letting me go before I got even angrier. But, replaying her words, she didn't promise that at all.
The first twenty minutes were about as awkward as any interaction I'd ever had with a woman in my life. We kissed, she vigorously, me playing tentatively along. Those kisses had no passion and I was sure she felt it. When she broke off, reaching for the drawstring on my swimsuit, she looked at me and said, "Can you at least try, Cade?"
It was the first time I heard pleading or desperation in her tone. I slowly nodded.
I didn't answer, but I did help her get my shorts off. There was my little soldier on a nap break. By the look of her, she'd obviously never been rejected so physically before. But then determination set in. Gwen took my floppy cylinder in her hand and began massaging it. I lay back, pretending to try to enjoy her attention.
She worked hard. My manhood even gave her half a salute, which made her double her efforts. In the end, though, the ship sank. I heard a deep sigh and opened my eyes. Gwen's eyes were burning into me with rage.
"Stroke it and make it hard for me, Cade," she warned. "Don't make me force drugs onto you because I will."
"Look at you," I whimsically replied. "Such a natural beauty on the outside, yet such a demon on the inside, a black widow, really."
She jolted off the bed as if slapped in her pridefulness. "The Captain will be back to administer your cocktail. Then we'll see how beautiful I am."
Even with my planning, I didn't like my chances. The more I resisted, the higher the chance they'd just dump me overboard for all the trouble. Sperm or no sperm, the bigger the liability I became, the easier it was for Gwen and the lovebirds to justify their actions. There was no way they wanted a kidnapping charge hanging around their necks. I had to try and reason with Kudo.
I realized my planning was all for after my feet were back on dry land. I felt that part would be fully in my favor. I thought about my obnoxious boss from long ago. The friend I'd brought into the equation had an unintended effect on things that paid off for me.
I'd seen him months later at a party and asked him why he took things so far.
"I hated that prick," he said as if I should have known it. "I was always going to quit and I was always looking for a way to screw him over. You simply presented the one thing."
I made a decision based on that. Looking around, there wasn't any paper to write on. In the bedside table drawer, there was a pen and a Sharpie. The pen's ink had long ago dried up, but the Sharpie was in good shape. It would do me no good if I couldn't find something to use it on.
Finally, a weird thought struck me. Lifting the mattress, there it was - the tag no human was to remove. I did remove it, and careful not to run out of room, scribbled the following:
"Kudo - you know what they will do to U if you kill me. If I don't kill U 1 st."
On the opposite side, I wrote over the typing: "Get me off the boat and I'll pay U."
Hopefully, he would get the message. I wasn't even sure if he read English but I was out of options. The ship was clipping along the coastline, never more than a mile offshore. I didn't think I could swim a mile, even without sharks.
After thoroughly drying the writing, I crinkled it up in my fist. The transfer would be tricky, especially if others, like the first mate, were involved in restraining me. And 'transfer' reminded me of something, so I took some baby and talcum powder out of my toiletry bag, and covered my tablet with it, then put it in the bathroom sink. After pulling the stopper closed, I filled the sink with cold water. There was no way I wanted Gwen to be able to get into my bank account. The powder would destroy the devices' ability to function, while the water would be the delivery vehicle.
As I awaited my fate, my mind went to Rose. Whether I was about to die or live, I had to reconcile my thoughts and feelings about her. She'd been a good wife, at least I'd thought so. Maybe I was delusional, stupid even, but I had the sense that she'd somehow fallen for Gerald and, later, Gwen to a lesser degree.
Ridiculous as it seemed, sitting in that cabin, the one feeling of regret was that she hadn't said one word to me on deck. Her face was expressionless, devoid of emotion, almost as if she never knew me...and that hurt! I tried to convince myself that she'd made her bed; she deserved it. But I wasn't made of stone. I didn't deserve it and she was the conspiracy
Voices from up on deck brought me back to the moment. I moved to the open porthole and listened. Gwen was arguing with her brother.
"Of course, you have to..." a muffled female voice uttered incoherent words. "You took his wife from him." That sparked my interest, so I went to the bathroom, took a glass off the sink, stood on the settee, and put the glass against the ceiling.
"I would have taken Rose for my own soon enough," he bragged. "She was beginning to fall for me nearly a year ago. Besides, I've already paid my contribution. You're the one who wants a child so badly."
So, Gwen hadn't transferred the money as she'd claimed. Gerald probably used a shell company to make the payment. They argued more but I had no use for what was said.
What seemed like a long time really wasn't. As I expected, it was Kudo, his mate, and Gwen. I was surprised she hadn't sent Gerald to make it three men against one. My anxiety immediately went through the roof when I saw the syringe in Kudo's hand. They weren't fucking around. They were going to inject their drugs directly into my bloodstream!
The mate leapt behind me on the bed and quickly had me in an effective choke hold. He was agile as a monkey. Gwen simultaneously grabbed hold of my left arm and pulled. Kudo had the needle at the ready and he grabbed my right arm with his left as he quickly moved the syringe to my neck.
Our palms touched as I pulled against his grip and I pushed the wrinkled mattress tag into his. His eyes met mine in a knowing glance as I....
The dream was like a sexy nightmare. It was like being in a triple X theatre, having the movie on the screen morph back and forth from the horror movie "Critters" to a top porn production. Someone was trying to throw me out of the theatre. They were very rough.
"Leave me alone, man," I told the usher - or soldier. "I'm trying to watch this..."
"Wake up!" I felt something cold and wet on my face. "Get up!"
What was Kodu doing in this theatre, I thought. His face looked intense.
"We need to go, NOW!" he said. It sounded far away even though he was right up in my grill.
His hand pulled me up onto unsteady legs. "You were drugged. We don't have much time." I remembered! But he was the one doing the drugging, I thought.
"We have to get off this ship," he seemed all amped up, scared even. "Let's go!"
Looking out the porthole, I could see the early light of dawn. It was still dark out but that wouldn't last. I was also beginning to dawn, my mind and vision clearing.
"I need the security recordings from the ship." I said as we started out of the cabin.
"No," he answered definitively. "The cameras have been off since we began our voyage."
We made our way to the stern of the yacht. Kodu placed a portable ladder over the back and scurried over quietly. I followed to find the dingy there with the outboard motor. The Captain helped me aboard as I was still under the influence. Once settled, he grabbed an oar and started putting some distance between us and the ship.
It took some time and I worried we'd be discovered, although I understood what Kodu was trying to do. The motor starting would be a dead giveaway.
"The Mate is fully on their side," Kodu mentioned, almost like he was talking to himself. "He's murdered for her."
My mind was full of its own concerns. "Did she have sex with me?" I could barely ask above a whisper.
Kodu only nodded in the affirmative. We were roughly two hundred yards away before he fired the motor, turning us back towards Porto.
Once the ship was hard to make out with the naked eye, Kodu turned toward me and looked me in the eye.
"I'm going home," he stated, "to Abidjan. From there I may move my family to Lagos or another port town so they can't find me."
"Why?" I asked, stunned that he seemed so afraid of Gwen. "Will she really send someone after you on the Ivory Coast?"
"I sabotaged the ship," he admitted after a few seconds of contemplation. "I've rigged the oil pumps. It will cause a small explosion and disable the yacht, giving us the time we need to escape. I also broke the radio."
Out of habit, I immediately worried about my wife. That concern lasted only ten nanoseconds as I remembered what kind of person she'd become.
"Where will you go?" he seemed genuinely interested. "You know you can't go home, can you? The authorities will find you and blame you if nobody lives. If anyone does, they will accuse you and try to destroy you."
Kodu was right and I already knew it. "I'm going to my family in Scotland. It's better if you don't know the details. Can you help me get there?"
He gave a slight, knowing nod. "Aye. I know a salty captain in Porto who can help get you started on your journey. Do you have money?"
I found that to be an odd ask, considering I'd already told him he would be handsomely rewarded for his help.
"Of course," I assured him. "When we get to Porto, I only need a bank."
"No," he somberly said, disappointed in something. "We need to appear dead. This will be an act of kindness. Gwen-O-line," he struggled with her name, "is very powerful and has much money. We cannot take the risk."
"Why did you help me?" I had to know. "It wasn't my threats, I'm sure."
Kodu just stared through me for a moment. "I'm a boatman," he said with a humble resolve. "Not a Captain for a wealthy pig. She and her brother care nothing for life - human life. I didn't want her to have a child, so I rigged the ship. Helping you was just a courtesy."
I'd planned to get my small bag from Gwen's villa first thing, as I didn't want any evidence remaining that I'd ever been there. Kodu cautioned that she'd likely had it removed by her staff, wanting all traces of me erased. He told me my best course of action was to go straight to the man he knew so I could be on my way, and he, on his.
Just then, I noticed dark smoke over Kudo's shoulder in the distance and pointed it out. He looked very surprised and pushed the skiff to full throttle.
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I was introduced to Captain McConnell and went to England aboard his small freighter. From there, I called my Uncle Colin and asked if I could visit, telling him not to let anyone know. His village was small with a population of under two thousand, and a perfect place for me to hide. McConnell had made arrangements for me to stow away on another ship. I had to purchase a new tablet and transfer the million dollars into several offshore accounts, then pay the new captain for my passage.
It should have been a risk but the local newspaper eased my mind. The article detailed the explosion and sinking of Gwen's yacht and went on to say that the ship's captain and husband of a guest, Cade McDowell, were missing and presumed dead.
I was shocked to see that Gwen was also dead. The only survivors were Rose and Gerald, and Gerald spun a tragic story of romance and infidelity gone wrong. Supposedly, I was infatuated with his sister and by the time they realized it, I'd already made a plan to kidnap her and blow up the ship.
By the time other ships arrived on the scene, Gerald was clinging to pieces of the ship, cradling my wife, who'd been badly burned about the face and chest.
I had to read the article three times; it was all so surreal and unbelievable. Months later, I came to the conclusion that Gerald and Rose murdered Gwen, or at the very least, refused to help her when the yacht exploded. I could picture Gwen in the water, injured, begging her brother for help when he chose Rose and of course, Gwen's inheritance.
Kodu had obviously been too efficient. I often wondered if Gerald remained with the badly scarred Rose or if he'd discarded her like a piece of garbage. I've also never quit looking over my shoulder, although I've come to believe that a million dollars might not be all that important to a man like him.
My wife, Ainsley, and I have been together now for five years and have a boy and a girl to round out our family. I work with the local villages, including ours, to provide more technology to the area. My uncle and his wife were happy to have me, and not long after I told him my story, swearing him to secrecy, he and my aunt began playing matchmaker.
After so many years, thoughts of Rose rarely present themselves. When they do, I'm quite happy that I was given the gift to think ahead and plan. Without that ability, my life may have been forfeit or very bleak.
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Posted on : Apr 14, 2025
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