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Climb It! PT02
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I nodded, in shock. Ron re-asked the question two more times to make sure I understood.
"Marley," he began. "We have all the data and info we need. What we don't have is time. That's something we're in desperately short supply on. Britain's new parliament and the new Republican-led Congress are both about to hold hearings on the validity of climate science. The last thing we need right now is to have public opinion slowly torn from our cause. We're already losing that battle."
"But I helped to design those sensors," I said stupidly, "The only information we'll get back at under 8000 ft is going to be inaccurate. We won't be able to collect and analyze the data in order to draw a reasonable conclusion."
Ron touched my cheek gently. "My dear, Marley," he sounded sincere. "We're not talking about science right now. Put that aside and listen to me. There's an existential threat..."
"I know that!" I interrupted.
"Marley!" Ron grabbed both of my shoulders. He looked more serious than at any other time since I'd known him. I looked at him, petrified. He waited for me to calm myself.
"The science," he restarted, "the work we are doing; it's very important but it isn't the end game. What we're doing won't prove out for more than a decade and that's if we do everything right. The immediate threat isn't the climate, it is nine billion humans."
"I don't understand," I informed him.
"Try, Marley," he encouraged. "Nine billion people, each producing an average of .74 kilograms of trash per day. That's almost eighteen billion pounds of trash every single day, except, in the US, people produce five pounds per day instead of one point six. That's not sustainable. We need climate facts and figures now, even if they are disputable so world leaders can curtail human wasteful habits before it's too late. It may already be."
I was stunned. I just stared at him, waiting for a sick punchline.
"I can't accept that," I said in a daze. "You're telling me the science is... what? Not real?"
"Oh, it's real," Ron said, amused at my consternation. "You went to school. You earned a degree and excelled quite well there. Remember, I vetted you before hiring. Sixty, say seventy percent of what came from your textbook was applied, provable science. The rest, however, was filtered with theoretical concepts, and made to look like a logical conclusion. Hypothesis and then Thesis, sometimes without the key elements: specificity, clarity, and testability.
"Disease and war," he continued, "used to be the planet's best defense in controlling the population, except technology has changed that, on both counts I'm afraid. In three weeks, I'll be appearing before the British Parliament to share some of our findings - some very scary stuff. Of course, some will dispute the findings but they will be delivered in such a way that makes it look very convincing. After that, I'm off to South Africa then Greece. I've been told by Brinks that I'll be testifying before the Congress next month."
"How could Brinks know that?"
"Ah," he said, standing. "The very last thing you shouldn't know. Are you sure you want to hear it? If I tell you, you've become part of the inner circle, forever."
It was all too much for me but I couldn't allow him to stop there. I slowly nodded.
"Brinks knows," he said, "because our partner, Blackstone knows. They own a majority interest in Brinks as they do with most Fortune 100 companies, not to mention how tight they are with the US Government."
He chuckled and reached for a bottle of water. "Your very own husband is working for us, although he doesn't have a clue about that." He handed me the water and I was thankful because my mouth was as dry as the Sahara.
"Which brings me back to the beginning of our talk," he smiled for the first time. "If what you suspect is true, you'll need to go home and convince him that we're not sleeping together; that we never have. Quell his suspicions. Fuck him senseless, for all I care, just do what must be done. He couldn't have any proof unless he's seen your phone."
"He doesn't know the code to my phone," I replied.
"Then all he has is supposition," he retorted. "Remind him he's a scientist and how far supposition gets you. You've told me more than once that you love him, so love the living shit out of him. Do what comes naturally for a loving wife."
I wanted to tell Ron that might have worked before these two trips but kept quiet.
The next morning, two others and I set the sensors on a flatter section of rock, partially shielded from the harsh conditions by a rugged cliff face. The GPS told me we were at 7890 feet, nowhere near our target to gather any meaningful data.
As we broke camp and worked our way down the mountain, I constantly watched Ron to see who he spoke to most and who else was in the 'inner circle.' I'd be doing some serious digging when we got back and discreetly questioning some of the long-time employees at Brinks. The man I was having an affair with wasn't at all who he'd pretended to be. At least to me. Then it hit me, Dan was right all along.
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Dan:
I'm ashamed to say that I almost completely forgot about my wife in those six weeks, except to gloat, knowing at least a few of my plans had held them up on the mountain.
The rocket boosters, more specifically, the complex equations we were working through to gain enough thrust for the payload, weren't working out. My team was relentless in their efforts. As the team lead, I made the call to Washington and explained our dilemma.
I told them to balance the payload and maintain stability, we needed fourteen boosters, not fifteen. The opposite effect would be a downrange shimmy that could effectively roll the payload over onto itself. The even or odd was of little consequence, rather any geometric pattern of fifteen boosters we tried led to structural failure.
We needed to cut the payload by 1215 pounds to make the fourteen boosters work. The heated conversation on the Teams call went about as I expected. No way would they concede to that. I asked for two of NASA's top materials engineers to join the team immediately so we could test lesser-weighted materials aboard the payload. At least I was granted that small concession.
Despite the workload, Jeannie and I managed to have dinner at least weekly. A few days before I thought my wife was to return, our dinner outing took a more serious turn.
"I've got some more news on Brinks," Jeannie said as she munched desert. "And you're not going to like it."
She explained what she'd learned. It sounded preposterous. I couldn't see myself believing her as she talked.
"That's pretty far out there," I countered. "Even for the dark web."
"That's just it, Dan," she replied. "These are people I know. I went to school with one at Cornell. He has... well, had his PhD in anthropology. That is until he couldn't learn to keep his mouth shut. He was constantly in chat rooms and forums expressing his thoughts about climate science. He made a compelling argument, too, which is why he now works as a bank teller."
"Good God, Jean," I said, incredulously. "Are you saying he was silenced by Brinks? Look, I have a ton of problems with the faulty science these people put in the journals, that's for sure, but you sound like a conspiracy theorist. How credible can these sites you visit be?"
Jeannie looked at me like I had two heads. "Ah, about a thousand percent more reliable than Fox News or CNN. Geez, Dan, don't tell me you've been living under a rock?"
"Give me a break," I raised my voice a bit too loudly, not liking her insinuation. "You know I've been busy with my career. I don't care about politics and corporations. I've only voted in one election in college and that's only because the people at the booth on campus harassed me like carnival gamesmen."
"Okay," she retorted, "then listen to me since you don't know. Brinks working with the Department of Defense is one thing. What they're planning to build is something else altogether. Our boosters are being tested and designed to get them into orbit. I didn't sign up for this shit. An initiative they're working on - POH - although I haven't discovered what that means yet, has something to do with our boosters and my fuel."
I was starting to see a different side of Jeannie. She was keen - perhaps too much so - to help me try to evaluate the puzzle of my marriage when I confided in her. Now she was Sherlocking the company Marley worked for while trying to tie them to us. I couldn't figure out why she was so determined to find some sort of smoking gun. I was proud of the project we were working on, proud of myself as the team lead, and the money that came with that.
My wife was a separate issue. She was cheating and she'd be gone the minute I got proof or when she admitted it. If my plan for dealing with her mountain climb worked, I'd know for sure sooner than later.
Four days after my dinner with Jeannie, I got home a little after six and my olfactory senses were bombarded with the smells of my favorite meal. Marley came bounding out of the kitchen jumping into my arms and wrapping her legs around my waist.
"Oh my God, Baby!" she screamed with delight. "You're home! I've missed you so much."
"Well, well," I deadpanned, ignoring her physical intrusion. "Look what the cat dragged in."
Marley's legs and hands quickly left the space they'd occupied. Her smile turned to a disappointing frown as she stood back a few feet trying to read me. I did my best to remain stoic, not giving myself away.
"Aren't you happy to see me?" she asked, with one of her trademark pouts.
"Of course," I said, letting a smile appear. "Just because you belong to someone else, doesn't mean I wish you ill will. Let me change and you can tell me all about your adventures over dinner. From the smell, I take it you went all out cooking."
As I started walking away, my words must have hit home. "Dan," she hollered. "Exactly what the hell do you mean, someone else's?"
"We'll talk about it when I come down to dinner." I left her standing there.
We sat down twenty minutes later to pot roast with potatoes and carrots. I made a big deal of pouring the wine and then waiting for her to take a bite before looking at my plate suspiciously and digging in. I knew it was petty but it would likely also answer at least one of her questions. No need to drag things out. Her first reaction wasn't what I expected.
"Why did you do that to me?" she asked with an angry edge. "For that matter, what did you do to me?"
"I have no idea what you're talking about," I answered while chewing my food. She stared at me for a moment before picking up her knife.
"Where's the special lingerie?" I asked. She stopped cutting her meat mid-stride. "Did you let him keep it or were you planning to wear it for me tonight?"
She set her utensils down next to her plate. "So, you went through my phone." It was a statement. I ignored her again.
"Oh look, Dan," I mocked. "I bought this special sexy outfit so we could rekindle our love after I've been gallivanting around fucking my Portuguese stud."
She wasn't avoiding my eyes which was a good sign. Defiance meant she had feelings for him and my outing her would help get her the hell out of my life faster.
"It's in my dresser drawer, smartass," she scowled with a reddening face. "No, I wasn't going to wear it for you. What happened between us..."
"So, he gets to see you model it here, a little repeat performance in our marital bedroom, while I'm at work." I interrupted her, not wanting to hear her weak excuses for ending our marriage. "You're really something else, Marley. Glad I found out now instead of later."
"So, what did you do, huh, Mr. Chemist?" she went on offense, understanding why I'd cut off her last remark. "Something you put in my make-up or my lotion. The sleeping bags were part of our gear. What exactly did you use? You set us back a good bit and I couldn't finish my experiment. You fucked up my work. Are you happy?"
"Again, I have no idea what you're talking about." I smiled deviously then. "Needless to say, we're getting a divorce."
"Oh no, we're not!" she screamed at me. "After I find out what you did to me, I'll find a way to forgive you. In a way I deserved it. I did something wrong, too. I'm not in love with him. We were alone in a damned remote freezing place for months. It was merely a biological function for both of us."
I set my fork and knife aside then. After laughing, cackling more accurately, I threw my wine glass against the opposite wall. She flinched back in her chair.
"Please," I lectured. "Don't insult me by pulling out the cheaters' handbook. You seem to have forgotten; I saw your texts. It was a planned deception. You were fucking him in
Antarctica and you both were looking forward to a repeat on the mountain. I'm certain that it's been going on for some time before you two went to the ice. You no doubt are planning to continue your shitty affair now that you're back home. We're done."
"Fine," she said indignantly. "You're not ready to hear what I have to say. I understand but there isn't going to be a divorce. We're going to work this out like two loving adults. You've hurt me, too, Dan, both with your little stunt of late and for the last year or so demeaning my work."
"I'm staying here for a while," I sighed as I spoke. "I'm in the middle of something important and I can't be distracted moving right now. I'm set up in the spare room. And Marley, I'll never be ready to hear what you have to say. If you cared about me at all, you could start the divorce by filling out the forms online. A 50-50 split is all it comes down to and I don't give a damn about your creepy climate fantasy. Go back to Sousa. Considering what you've done to get him, and rid of me, he's your man."
I got up and walked away leaving her sitting there. A bit later, I headed for the local coffee haunt where I could work on some complex equations in private. I was going to call Jeannie and let her know how things had gone but decided to tell her the next day. By the time I got home, Marley was asleep.
The next day, Jeannie caught me first thing and dragged me outside the hangar. I was just about to meet the NASA guys and bring them up to speed.
"POH," she said almost in a whisper as her eyes scanned the area. "It stands for 'Produce Orbital Habitat.' These fuckers are going Soylent Green in private and they're using us to pull it off."
"Are you sure, Jean," I strictly asked. I was becoming numb to the facts of my life. A wayward wife was one thing, being involved with a wayward corporation and government was soul-numbing to me. I just wanted to make a living and help the world in the process.
"You don't believe me?" Jeannie must have picked up on my mood or expression. "Fuck, Dan, I wouldn't lie to you." She continued to study my face. "I only thought you should know. Shit, I won't bring it up again." Jeannie walked away from me, disappointment dripping from her body language.
I squared myself. Family troubles and women's troubles, and I still had a job to do. I'd decide what I wanted for myself as soon as we figured out these boosters. I spent the day acclimating to the two engineers.
When I got home, Marley wanted to talk, so I let her. I tried to listen and offer my attention, but I had equations and 'what-ifs' running through my head. Besides, I was done with Marley. I'm not one to cry over spilled milk or make a big fucking spectacle. She cheated. I figured it out before we got pregnant. The end. When this project was on track, I'd find a place, move my stuff, and file.
"Dan?" she brought me back to the current. "Are you even listening to me? I'm trying to explain how it happened."
"I'm quite sure I understand how, Mar," I said sarcastically. "I took enough biology classes as did you."
"Not how, dammit," she was exasperated with my lack of feeling. "I'm trying to explain why."
"Well, there you go," I told her honestly. "I have no interest in why. You made your choices. You know why or at least you should. Your decisions didn't involve me so telling me now would be pointless. The time to discuss this was when I first confronted you with my accusations."
"God, you're such an asshole," she screamed. "What happened to you? What happened to Dan Dawson, the man I fell in love with?"
"Ask Sousa," I said, leaving the room. "He can explain it to you."
There wasn't any more talking that night or the next. I had plenty to do with the engineers. They had already shaved significant weight from our payload. Jeannie seemed to make a point of not interacting with me also. That was by design.
The following morning, Marley was up and had coffee ready. She again seemed eager to engage me. While she was making me some scrambled eggs, she made a heaving sound, dropped her spatula, and ran to the bathroom. I could hear her vomiting. She stayed there for a long while. I left for work.
When I got home late that night, Marley's whole demeanor had changed. The bitchy façade turned calm and loving. She didn't try to physically interact but she was chattier than normal. I wondered what her game was.
Around noon the next day, I called an impromptu meeting with the team to update where we stood with the payload weight. Jeannie didn't attend and when asked, team members said they hadn't seen her. I called her cell and it went right to voicemail.
When I arrived home late, I saw lights on in our living room. We rarely spent any time in that room. There was a black sedan parked in front of the house as well.
Entering the house, I set my case down, walked past the living room, and headed for our fridge, grabbing a beer. Marley came and stood in the archway, silently. She knew what I was thinking. I walked past her and headed for the living room.
"Marley," I said as she followed me. "What is this Portuguese prick doing in my house?" I sat in a chair opposite my nemesis, appraising the large man in a tight suit standing next to Sousa. He was hard to miss and his eyes looked down on me without moving his head.
"I don't remember us inviting him," I said looking at her finally. "Well, whatever this is, let's get it over with. I'm busy."
"Daniel," Sousa said with a forming smile, "you're quite a resourceful man. A good scientist from what I've heard and seen." He paused, glancing at Marley. She wouldn't look at me.
"I believe I... we, owe you an apology," he continued. "You have every right to be angry and I understand your animosity towards Marley, but I assure you, what happened is more my doing. She loves you... very much. It can be very lonely on the ice shelf and I did... pursue her in very closed quarters. Surely you can understand?"
I took a sip or more like a gulp of beer. The smug jack-off was so placating, he was lucky he had the goon with him. "I see," I addressed him. "So, can I assume that you fucked other members of the Antarctica team, then? Maybe it was so lonely that others fucked my wife. One big, lonely orgy party, right? I suppose I can understand that. Doesn't change the fact that you're a worthless piece of shit and she's a slut. Tell me, a similar amount of loneliness on Mt. Manaslu?"
The smirk left his face, replaced by a look of extreme confidence. It was clear he didn't want to be in my house jostling with a man he didn't respect.
"All right," he changed tact, "now that the pleasantries are out of the way, let's talk about the mountain and the future, shall we?" He gave my wife a knowing look. They'd rehearsed this, undoubtedly.
"Now," he began, "you uncovered our texts - that was impolite, by the way - anyway..."
"Fuck you, asshole," I told him leaning forward. "Get to the good part."
"Sure," he said. "So, you went with what you knew, a little point of payback. Some sort of modified talcum I assume?"
"Itching powder," I stated.
"Ah, simple and effective," he chuckled. "Very 'chemist' of you. And based on what Marley told me, she's only allergic to one form of medication. A sulfur derivative?" In the lotion?"
I shrugged slightly.
"Bravo, Daniel," he laughed outright. I tipped my beer to him. "Marley, be a good wife and host. Please refill Daniel's beverage. I'd like one too, that is if you don't mind, Daniel?"
I didn't answer so he continued, "Now we get to the unintended consequences of your actions. Don't misunderstand, I find it appealing that you took action instead of allowing yourself to be my cuckold. Unfortunately, for all of us, the good doctor was covering all the bases and gave your wife three doses of griseofulvin. Now this is your field of expertise, Daniel. Can you tell us how the medication affects say, birth control? The Benadryl was probably overkill."
I knew why my wife had thrown up. To me, it was icing on the cake.
"Perfect!" I announced, setting my bottle on the coffee table. "So, I've done you two lovebirds a favor. Wonderful. Congratulations, Padre. I assume you'll be taking the mother-to-be off my hands as soon as possible."
Ronaldo's expression changed in an instant. He turned to the goon and said, "Do it."
The big man had a gun out of his holster before I could even think and it was pointed at me. My life flashed before my eyes. Later, I found it telling that Marley wasn't part of the highlight reel. Then I felt the excruciating pain.
But it wasn't my chest. It was my inner left thigh where indescribable pain emanated. I looked down but I saw no blood or wound. My cries of pain filled the room.
I looked around and when my wife saw me, she dropped the beer bottles. When I stopped making so much noise, Sousa filled the void.
"I'll bet that smarts." He was no longer laughing and his gaze was intense and serious. "I don't want your wife. What happened between us meant something but not what you imagined. Now, it's time to stand up and be a man. Take responsibility for your little stunt. You're going to honor your vows, 'for better or for worse,' as they say. She's on pregnancy leave, effective immediately. She'll be here, acting the part of a good and loving wife, helping to take all your troubles away.
"You'll finish the project you've been so rightly elected to lead," he continued. "You're the best man for the job, after all. No more distractions or hard feelings at home and that lovely little distraction you had at the base, the one you've been having intimate dinners with, well, she's been reassigned as of today. Seems she had some questionable browsing habits."
I was still rubbing my leg where the rubber bullet had impacted. It was swelling pretty good, I'd be hurting for several days but the biggest thing was that Sousa wasn't playing around at all. I was in trouble and, if I guessed right, so was Marley and her love child.
"That's right, Daniel," he finished. "Now that the sword fight is over and you understand me, I'll take my leave. Take care of your wife and complete the task the military has given you. Do both things as if your life depended on it because they do. If you piss me off in the slightest, it's the end of you and Marley, and maybe even the rest of your family."
He nodded at his man and they walked out the door, closing it softly behind them. Marley ran to me, trying to figure out what she could do for my leg, and I pushed her away.
"Get the fuck away from me!" I hissed. "Don't touch me, damn you."
Marley sat back and scooted away from me as far as the couch would allow. She sat there watching me rub the area around where the projectile struck. I felt like an animal licking its wounds within the room's silence so I attempted to get up. That really hurt.
"Can I at least look at it?" she tried to ask softly.
I got up again, forgetting the pain. "Haven't you done enough for one lifetime?"
Once in the bathroom with the door locked, I pulled down my pants. It felt about as bad as it looked. There was already a multi-colored bruise forming. I promised myself right then and there, that somehow, I was going to make Ronaldo pay for what he'd done. At the same time, I knew it wasn't going to be easy because it was far more than Sousa.
There was a soft tapping on the door. "Dan, are you all right?"
Shit, she wasn't going to stop. Maybe she was trying to be a nuisance or maybe she was already getting into character, as her lover had promised. Either way, I knew we were going to have to have the conversation that evening. It couldn't wait, for a few reasons.
"Just give me a minute, will you?" I scolded her. "Go order some food or something."
Twenty minutes later and a half tube of burn ointment to numb my leg, I walked out to face the bane of my existence.
Marley sat at the kitchen table, a half-finished bottle of wine in front of her. She was staring out the back window. "The food will be here any minute," she unemotionally said. I grabbed a beer and pulled a bottle of Maker's Mark from the top cupboard. Marley's phone pinged and she went to the door to get the Chinese food. We ate in silence.
"I'm sorry," she said while cleaning the table. They were just words as far as I was concerned, devoid of any meaning or sincerity. Since she'd started, I decided it was time to say what needed to be said.
"I'm staying in the spare room," I announced. "I'm going to finish this project and then I'm going to leave Space Force. I don't give a fuck about your boyfriend or his threats. Don't get any stupid ideas of reconciliation because that isn't going to happen. I don't know about Brinks and I'm guessing some other dangerous people higher up the chain. So, we'll play it Sousa's way for now until I figure a way out, even if he's bluffing. What do you know about what he said or are you in on it?"
She seemed reluctant to talk about it but finally sat back down and poured another glass of wine.
"I don't know anything," she said, "other than what he told you. Something you're working on has to do with a secret project that Brinks and he are pulling together."
She hesitated so I knew there was something she left out but then she switched gears. "Were you trying to get me impregnated by him?" she looked deeply into my eyes. "Why would you do all those things without at least talking to me?"
"Because," I answered honestly, "once I knew you were sleeping with him, we were already done. I was pissed and figured I'd get a little revenge, particularly since you refused to explain when I confronted you, several times. I didn't think about drugs interfering with your birth control. But on the bright side, once this shit show is over and I'm out of the picture, you two can raise your child together and live happily ever after."
"Yeah," she harrumphed. "Except that's not what I want. I never wanted it. I got lonely and he was there. I'm sure I helped him with a need as he did for me - it was purely biological."
"Marley, you keep telling yourself that." I'd already theorized all the bullshit justifications she'd use.
"I wanted your kids," she said with meaning. "Whether you believe it or not."
"It's too late, dear wife. Doesn't matter what I believe. Let's try to keep it civil until we get out of this - mess - shall we?"
I had a lot to do the next morning. While Marley slept, I gathered my laptop and pulled the surveillance equipment from behind the nick-nacks on the shelves in our living room. I went straight to my office at JPL because if I was being watched, I needed to appear as natural as possible. Stopping at some coffee shop when I normally wouldn't was a thing that would get me caught.
There I turned off the wifi connection and set up my Bluetooth, uploading the security recordings of the previous afternoon in my living room to a secure account that only I and Jeannie had the credentials for. I shut down the Bluetooth connection and removed all files accumulated by that connection.
Later, my teammates were openly questioning what had happened to Jeannie. She wasn't just an integral part of the team, she was the only one who could solve our intermix issues, should any new ones arise. Her protégé was frantically going through the formulas as though it might solve something.
That night and the next were like being in a deep freeze at home. The new normal was hard to adjust to. Marley and I had always had fun together even when weren't seeing eye to eye. It was going to be uncomfortable for a bit.
The next day, I went through my checklist. On my phone, I transferred the rest of our money to the new account I'd created. At lunch, I went to that bank and transferred the new deposit to the offshore account I'd set up. That money wouldn't be available for some time if I had to go on the run, because the government probably had the means to track it. Back at work, I substituted the faulty formulas Jeannie had provided for the correct ones in the system. The changes were so minute that no one else on the team would notice or at least that's what I hoped. On the way back home, I took note that my getaway vehicle was still parked in the dirt lot of the Flintridge Riding Club, four blocks up the road from our complex.
At home, I did my best to treat my wife, soon-to-be ex-wife, like a human being. We had dinner together and I even asked her what her project on the mountain had entailed. Marley even caught herself smiling a few times during our conversation. After she went to bed, I removed the items I'd need from our home safe, including our passports.
The shit was about to hit the fan. I could barely sleep, going over every detail so I didn't wind up dead in the near future.
At ten in the morning, while sitting in my office, the burner phone began vibrating in my pocket for the first time since I'd gotten it. As expected, it was Jeannie.
"I'm here," was all she said. I replied, "Roger that," before clicking 'end call.'
After disconnecting the call with Jeannie, I left JPL, parked my car at the riding club near a trash dumpster, and began my drive to the mountains. I had plenty of time to think as I drove over the Grapevine. My new wheels were a 1972 Monte Carlo, and completely untraceable.
I found the cabin address without the assistance of a smart device because those had disappeared at two different gas stations I'd stopped at along the I-5 freeway. It was tucked back off the road. Anyone in the dwelling would see me coming before I'd see them. I almost turned around, unnerved.
Jeannie hugged me when she opened the door. She was wound tight. As I entered the living area, there on the sofa sat Marley.
"What is she doing here?" I cried out. "Are you fucking nuts? She's the enemy. She's with him!"
"Calm down, Dan," she said softly. "She's not. She's here to help; mostly, to help herself but also both of us. She has key information. It's better to have her with us than working against us. Plus, I don't want to see her dead."
I studied Marley's face without a word or greeting. Both women were tense.
"Sit down, Dan," Jeannie told me. "Beer or coffee?" I settled for caffeine.
"What's going on, Jean?" I urgently asked her. "I was frantic when you were reassigned."
"Me, too," She admitted. "I called my father right away. My parents come from money. Immediately, he told me to get somewhere safe. I told him about our having burner phones and he started to concoct a plan. He told me to go to Union Station the next morning by nine a.m. He told me where to sit, how to dress, and then at 9:14 exactly, go to Starbucks and get in line.
"When I did that," she continued, "someone seemingly in a rush bumped into me. I ordered, picked up my drink, and headed out to the parking lot. In my blazer pocket was a phone. The text told me to go to this address as soon as possible. That's when I knew I was... we were all in trouble. After what you told me about the visit with Ronaldo, I suspected your wife was also in deep shit."
"That's great," I admitted, unsure. "But you and I had a plan or at least the beginnings of one. Now you've altered that plan without telling me. Even after Sousa told me they'd taken you off the project, I still trusted that you wouldn't renege on our deal. Now this." I waved toward my wife.
Marley looked at me sadly. I saw the emotions boiling just below the surface.
"I'm not here to screw things up," she promised. "I understand we're done but I have a child to consider now and I'd like to keep us both alive. If I can help you, after what I've done, that's a bonus."
I had no reason to believe her. In a few days, hell itself would be unleashed and that kind of inferno was going to put Jeannie and I on the worst kind of list one could find themselves.
Marley:
After an awkward previous night, I was glad for the dawn of a new day. The obvious - sitting in the same room as my future ex-husband - and trying to talk to his presumptive next woman had been about all I could take. I could see right through her, the conniving, beautiful bitch. We spoke mostly about the next few days' travel plans and what I'd need to do to carry my weight.
After a hearty breakfast to which I was totally unaccustomed, we hit the road. We drove in an old convertible Mustang, as Jean had explained the night before, a vehicle that could not be traced as it was all mechanical muscle and no computer.
We headed over the mountains on Hwy 33 through Ojai on our way to the Ventura Harbor, where Jean or her father had arranged a charter without manifest. Jean wouldn't tell me where that ship was headed and told me she wouldn't until we were well out to sea.
As Dan drove, Jean grilled me on what I knew about Ron and Brinks. It was frustrating and embarrassing to discuss in front of Dan, plus it seemed he was still pissed at Jean for letting me tag along. I talked about my work holding about Ron and me except for our last conversation on the mountain.
Oddly, I didn't see Dan as my husband anymore. The thing was, I started to grasp that we'd been emotionally distancing for some time. It probably started when I went to work at Brinks and at the time, had nothing to do with Ron.
I believed in my work, in my science. That's why I majored in my field. It wasn't only that, though. As I became more entrenched at Brinks, my future started to unfold. Like an author who dreams of writing the next great novel, I could see myself and our research leading to me finding something that could unlock the mystery of saving the Earth from impending doom. I could see myself in research papers and history books.
I recalled one horrible week, a few years ago. At dinner, I'd been explaining some new tech we were testing for atmospheric monitoring related to temperatures. Whether Dan was having a bad day or not, he started laughing out loud and it was directed at me.
He had the gall to ask me what the temperature in Chicago was on April 1st, 1863. Instead of answering, I stared daggers at him, so he continued, "How about Baltimore on any day in November in the year 1919?"
I tried to calm myself, telling him I knew what he was trying to do and to please stop. He growled and went back to eating his food. Then a few minutes later, he stopped, grabbed his phone, and got busy.
"Say, Marley," he used his cocky voice. "What's the temperature today, right now? I'm just curious what your weather app says. Would you mind telling me?"
That tipped me over. I went and got my phone. "It's eighty-four, smart-ass," I told him. He smirked and turned his phone so I could see the screen.
"Odd thing, that," the smirk grew. "Mine says eighty-three." He paused, watching my face burn red with anger. "Oh, and my car said it was eighty-two half an hour ago. I didn't read the sign out in front of the bank, but I'm sure it said something entirely different."
Those were the types of arguments we had. Thermometers weren't accurate for the first fifty years, so science had almost no data for comparison, he'd say. The fact that they were still mostly inaccurate proved that there was no way at all to predict or claim the planet was getting hotter. I'd point out that it wasn't the thermometers but rather where the temperature was being measured in that town or region. After that particular blow-up, we slept separately for six nights and weren't intimate again for another week.
If there was one thing and one thing only that Dan and Ronaldo agreed on, it was that the planet was seriously overpopulated. Dan would always claim in his circular argument that if we wanted to save the Earth, we simply had to correct our soil. Stop spraying chemicals at ground level with aerial pesticides and from even higher trying to seed the clouds. The soil's ability to absorb carbon was a natural function of the planet. He'd point out that the same company I worked for, trying to prove climate issues, was the same one funding developers to cover the soil in concrete. He'd say the sciences of pedology, edaphology, and even anthropology had already proven that.
When I tried to find fault with his theory, even in a nice way, he'd point out all of the climate crisis predictions that had never come to pass. By contrast, Ron was a leading authority on the matter. He saw our work for the necessity it provided, concrete answers that would stop humans from debating the issue once and for all. When he needed his team to dig deeper and fight through our exhaustion, he'd remind us that just over seventy-five percent of the population still didn't believe a word we told them.
The more I thought about it, Dan and I were not and probably never would be compatible. Sure, makeup sex was often a highlight but the truth of the matter was, every time we disagreed about our life's work, we lost a bit more respect for each other.
We took surface streets once we made the Ventura city limits and, in short order, found ourselves parked at one of the smaller marinas in the harbor. The Captain was a burly man with a thick Aussie accent. His mate, a young surfer type, helped stow our minimal stuff aboard. Jean had purchased several new outfits and toiletries for my husband. I'd have to get used to not thinking of him that way, and fast.
We were out to sea quickly and I found myself daydreaming at the bow, watching the occasional dolphin breach the surface of the water. Lost in my thoughts, I'd become unaware of what the other four people aboard were up to.
My life was completely changed and not in a good way. By association, I was now marked but worse, I was going to be a mother - a single mother - and I had no idea if Dan or Jean were going to help me or dump me whenever we got to where we were going. I suddenly yearned to talk to family or friends, I cared not which. Anyone who cared for me would do, maybe even Ron, although I knew that wouldn't be a good idea.
Jean came up to me and asked if I was hungry. I only nodded and she returned shortly with a tuna sandwich. "I know this is hard," she tried to sound compassionate. "It is for all of us. Tomorrow morning, we'll explain what is about to happen and our plan to lay low for however long it takes."
However long it takes, she'd said. It wouldn't only be Ron and his proxies hunting for us, it would be the Department of Defense and the military as well. Later, after waking from a nap, I watched the bow pointing at the setting sun and wondered what all the life below me would have to deal with when humans made these waters uninhabitable.
Dan:
Breakfast was a low-key affair. Marley had said very little after we'd departed the harbor. She hadn't joined us for dinner the previous night but had gone to her cabin early. Before we sat down together, Jeannie and I talked about her state of mind and decided to be careful how much information we should give her just then.
"Marley, we're heading for Hawaii," I began with a deep breath. "From there, we'll be going to Polynesia, to one of the islands inhabited by natives and whites to blend in. We'll be able to travel to many other nearby islands should the emergency arise."
"You fool," Marley spat. "You think you can hide from people with endless resources and money? You've signed your death warrants and mine along with you.
"Why did you do this?" she asked, despondently. "Why couldn't you have just left well enough alone, left me out of it? Why do you throw away everything?"
She was staring out over the deck, not looking at either of us. "I didn't throw everything away, Marley. I had no choice in the matter. I didn't cause this, you did. You could have told me you wanted to be his. I would have accepted it and let you go, even given my blessing. We've been off course for quite a while. But you didn't come clean and none of us could have foreseen what we've come to learn about Brinks and the DoD guys."
"And just what is it you think you've found out?" she asked.
"We can't tell you all of that," I replied. "Not right now anyway. I can tell you that the shit is going to start hitting the fan today and it's going to continue for quite some time. That's so the stories don't die in the media. We'll be spoon-feeding information over and over until Brinks has a spotlight shining on them. Some very true, some partially, and some of it only speculative but all designed for maximum exposure."
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We'd lived on Savai'i in the Samoan island Archipelago for nearly a year. The island afforded plenty of flexibility. As one of the westernmost in the chain, it gave us the ability to flee quickly to several islands close by, in Melanesia, which had different laws.
Life for the three of us wasn't easy at first. Even though the island's population comprised seven percent Anglos, the native people harbored a deep mistrust. Had it not been for a religious family taking in the three of us weeks after our arrival, I'm not sure we would have survived.
Despite my dislike for Marley, I couldn't stand to see my former, now pregnant wife, literally malnourished. I was finally hired at the docks in the main town. Then Jeannie found employment with a local energy company. Marley was last to find work, a cashier in the local grocery on the afternoon shift.
We stayed low for the first six months, living in a small flat once we had the means. Any news from the outside world came via the newspapers from Australia and New Zealand. They painted a grim picture for Sousa and, by association, Brinks. Congress was about to hold hearings concerning involvement in a scheme between Blackstone, Brinks, and the Department of Defense.
Ronaldo was the first to fall. With the data Marley had provided and our improvisation of the facts, evidence was presented to all the major news outlets via fax, that their reported findings on the continent of Antarctica were unfounded and faked. The sensors on Mt. Manaslu proved to have been placed and activated too low to measure the upper atmosphere.
Then came the security tapes from my home. I'd installed the system as soon as Jeannie and I had devised a plan. They were up and running before Marley returned home. The gruesome conversation, combined with the rubber bullet to my leg, and the fact that we were officially missing, prompted local authorities to arrest Sousa, and then, the FBI got involved.
Sousa's lie detector test eventually helped gain him bail but he remained on house arrest, pending trial. Brinks disengaged with him almost immediately but then more information that we funneled out, brought to light their involvement.
Jeannie had doctored the fuel intake formulas in the computer, just enough to make the launch fail spectacularly. As it turned out, the launch was scrubbed pending a congressional review of the project and through NASA. Whistleblowers had come to the rescue concerning what they planned to do in space. Ronaldo Sousa was stuck in New York City and likely would end up not going to trial for our disappearance, but his career was tainted and over.
Four weeks after we'd left, the last tidbit to leak was the information Jeannie had recovered from the dark web. That was a reach, concerning the orbital farm, but it provided enough suspicion with a noted scientist like Jeannie, especially since she'd disappeared. Sometimes it's just as easy to plant the seeds of conspiracy as to tell the truth.
On the home front - a strained home, with strange bedfellows - Marley became sick and tired of listening to Jeannie and I going at it every night. The walls were quite thin. She moved in with a co-worker the day she got her second paycheck.
That didn't mean we didn't spend a lot of time together. My ex-wife had grown comfortable with Jeannie. We all maintained an unspoken rule. Marley and I were done and we couldn't get a divorce, maybe ever. We ate dinner together whenever we were all off work at the same time. Jeannie and I helped her with her pregnancy whenever and however we could. All the revenge that I'd planned and pulled off was front-loaded so I'd gone through all my stages of grief. Besides, Marley was reticent, since she knew it was mostly she who caused us to become outcasts.
I didn't want the baby to have my name, even though Marley kept trying to persuade me. My middle name was Edward so we scrapped that too. Bradley Morris was what she decided on. I decided on day one to call him Phillip; nothing like a good cigarette joke. For our safety and all concerned, Jeannie's parents planned to wait two years before contacting Marley and my parents to let them know we were alive and well.
Phillip was a few months old and we'd been on the island almost a year when it happened.
Marley had been out on a few dates with locals who either worked at the market or were customers. None of it seemed to get too serious. I wasn't sure how I felt about that. I had to constantly remind myself that the last few years with her hadn't been all too good.
At the same time, Jeannie and I had become lovers. We'd evolved from friends to much more. Being on the run may have contributed to our feelings but I knew we weren't exactly 'in love' yet. I hoped that would happen organically because I cared deeply for her.
Marley was sitting in a local seafood café, in what most Americans would view as their downtown area. She was with one of her boy toys and Jeannie and I sat on the other side of the restaurant. We weren't at the docks but only a block away. The ocean smells always helped prick my tastebuds for some local delicacy.
Our pot of steamed shellfish had just arrived when something out of place caught my peripheral vision. I froze but almost immediately, I went into protection mode. Up until that moment, while I knew that I still cared for Marley as a person, it hadn't occurred what exactly she meant to me. I looked up at Jeannie and she knew immediately that something was wrong. She looked around, scanning the room. I looked at Marley who was too busy with her friend and hadn't noticed yet.
"Get to Marley," Jeannie said. "I'll try to distract."
"No!" I whispered with emphasis. "It's too risky. We go together. Hang on." I had another thought. I pulled out my cell and tried Marley's number. She heard it, thank goodness, and looked across the restaurant at me strangely. I exaggerated my head nod toward the front of the café. She didn't get it at first but about the same time, I saw the look of comprehension on her face. She said something to her guy, Palo, and they were on their feet and heading for the back door in a flash.
Not wanting attention drawn to their exit, as I saw one of them start to scan the open-air restaurant, I tossed one of my crab leg appetizers at the opposite end of the room. That bought Marley and Palo the needed time but it didn't work well for us. The crab hit an older gent in the back of the head and the commotion started.
Jeannie and I were stuck. We needed to use one of the other six exits - back or patio - where the guys weren't, but if we stood up while they were looking in to see what was happening, we'd be spotted for sure. The closest exit was directly behind me, not exactly opposite of the men, but probably our best chance.
I motioned for Jeannie to get down on the floor. We both started to crawl with our table and one other blocking their view. I almost breathed a sigh of relief until I heard a woman's screech and some chairs squeaking on the concrete floor. We were made.
"Come on!" I ordered my lady. "Get up and run!"
We did not have a great head start and I was beginning to panic. We had no idea how many of them there were. We ran left, around the restaurant, and away from the water, then we went down an alleyway behind some of the shops.
I saw one of the small cleaning huts that the town had for keeping the marketplace clean. The door was ajar. I pulled Jeannie inside and carefully closed the door. We had zero security in that room and I quickly cursed myself for going in. There were two mop buckets with mops, some brooms and on the wall opposite the door, a tall shelving unit over-stocked with cleaning chemicals and other nonsense.
Jeannie and I crouched down in front of the shelf, without anything to cover ourselves. I briefly thought of Marley and hoped they got away clean. Jeannie and I looked at each other in silence and fear. For several minutes, we heard nothing outside. I was beginning to calm down but not enough to try to leave. What felt like ten minutes later but was probably less, we heard some voices talking, coming in our direction.
"We're going to need to check each of these," a man ordered. "One by one. Let's start at this end."
We were screwed. Neither of us had grabbed a broom or anything we could use to defend ourselves. It was unlikely that whoever these people were, they weren't professionals.
Less than two minutes later, we were face to face with our biggest nightmare. Since we were already defenseless, crouched near the floor, the guy shining his flashlight at us simply touched the communication device in his ear. "We've got them. The other one can't be far."
It's an unnerving thing, having a gun pointed at you. That had already happened to me once, but I wasn't anymore accustomed. They weren't saying a word, and both of us were too afraid to speak so we just sat there, waiting.
Many things went through my mind. Why had I put us in this position? Jeannie was just as guilty in that regard but I could have just sucked it up, worked my job, kept my credentials and status, and moved on to another. I could've come home every night and ignored my wayward wife and the kid. I could have spent my nights at some club and found women; bided my time. Why had I been so stupidly driven to revenge? Why did I think taking on people like Brinks, Blackstone and the Department of Defense was smart?
I thought about my family. They had no idea if I was alive or not so they'd still be safe and none the wiser. They had already experienced the pain of loss. Finally, I thought about Jeannie and Marley being killed.
The door swung open slowly. Ronaldo walked in, holding Marley tightly by the arm. He roughly pushed her on the floor between us and the thugs, then he turned his attention squarely on me.
"Did you really think you could get away with it?" his cocky and condescending expression tone was familiar. "How fucking stupid are you? Well, no matter. You tried to take my life, and ruin my reputation, so now, we take yours."
"Let the women go," I tried to command him but I didn't feel very in charge just then. "Your beef is with me. I'm the one who got the satisfaction of fucking you hard. I'm the one who organized the whole thing. They'll remain and never leave this place. Your dirty secret will be safe with them."
"How noble," he mocked. "Now all of a sudden you care about Marley."
"And her child," I reminded him.
What happened next, happened so fast that I still couldn't recollect much later, even after being told. There were flashes, the sound of gunfire, and screams by at least one of the women. Things were falling behind me.
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I heard someone announce, "He's waking." A local islander in a white lab coat on stood over me. "Zachary," he said, using the fake name I'd been using for nearly a year.
"Where's Anna and Paula?" I tried to sit up way too fast. Those were the names the locals knew Marley and Jeannie by.
"Easy, easy," he said, trying to push me back into the pillow. "Relax. They are fine. They're just outside. You've got a pretty good bump on your head."
Jeannie must have heard the commotion as she burst into the room and ran to my bedside. She reached for and squeezed my hand. I felt her love for me then, at a deeper level I'd only contemplated before. She frantically kissed my face.
"Marley?" I asked and Jeannie understood.
"She's here," she told me. "I wanted to come in first. She needs to talk to you when I'm finished. You had a shelf tip over and were hit in the head by its contents. We're all so lucky we weren't shot."
The doctor went over a few things I needed to do once released. I had a concussion and had been out for nearly twenty minutes before arriving at the clinic. After the doctor left the room, Jeannie leaned in close to my ear.
"Palo and his companion saved our lives," she explained. "Shot those two Brinks suits with spearguns. They still got off a shot or two, which is how you were hurt."
"What about the prick?" I had to ask.
"That's a deeper story," she replied, "and one that Marley can explain to you herself."
Marley entered the room with a look I hadn't seen for a long time. Maybe certitude was the best word. She looked lovingly at me but also was resolute behind that.
"How are you feeling, Dan?" she asked kindly. She already knew but I told her anyway.
"Are you okay?" I asked genuinely.
"Better than that, I think," she responded, sitting beside me on the bed. I'm sure she saw the confused look.
"I'm leaving the island tonight," she said. "With Palo, for a short time until we can return."
I panicked as I tried to sit up. She comfortingly put her arms on my shoulders.
"Relax, Dan," she calmed. "Everything's been arranged and no, I'm not being forced."
"What happened to Sousa?" I asked.
"He's dead," Marley tried to speak those words stoically, but I saw the sadness in her eyes.
"Shot," she continued, "by one of the Brinks guys, accidentally, after getting speared."
"I don't know what to say," I really didn't. "Where are they now? Is that why you're leaving?"
"Yes," she looked out the window. "And all three are at the bottom of the harbor."
She chuckled a bit. "Look, I blew it with you, I know, and I accept full responsibility for the fact that you and I will never be again. I should have handled it better and been honest with you and for that, I am truly sorry. I'm sorry for destroying our dreams and all the hurt I've caused you. You didn't deserve it and I was being selfish. We were both at fault though, when it came to respect, and that began long before Antarctica. The sex was inevitable, something you predicted, because we were stuck in a habitat for months but that's only a part of it. I admired him. Working together constantly, he appreciated my perspective and increasingly began to rely on me for input and alternatives to validate the hypotheses. I became his right hand. I didn't love him or want his child but those are the cards I was dealt. I no longer blame you."
"You and Jeannie, though," she continued, "will have to leave the island in the next three days. They'll send others here, looking for them." She stopped and we just looked at each other for a few long minutes.
"I'm sorry you got hurt," a tear formed and ran down her cheek. "I'm sorry about every damned thing. We were meant for each other, in every way except the biggest one, our personal beliefs. I hope you find what you're looking for with Jeannie. She's lovely and she's smitten with you the way I once was," her eyes now flooded.
My emotions began to take hold and perhaps I became melancholy in that moment. I told Marley how sorry I was for purposefully getting her sick and pregnant for the umpteenth time. I even apologized for constantly making fun of her chosen profession. For the first time, I felt more like a jackass for possibly pushing her towards Sousa's bed. She leaned over, gave me a long emotional hug and a cheek kiss, and then turned to go.
"What will you do?" I asked for no particular reason.
"When Palo and I return in six to twelve months," she stated. "We'll get married. He told me this morning he loves me and little Bradley. At some point, I'll probably take up Volcanology at the local university. Plenty of work in this part of the world."
Finally, I thought—a worthwhile and applied science.
When she opened the door, she turned back to me. "Don't forget to recycle, just because I'm not there to make you." She gave her best smile and then she was gone, forever.
Epilogue:
We arrived on Upola Island four days after I was released from the clinic. We gave the doctor and staff everything in our humble abode just to keep our names off the records. Our goal was to blend in. Upola was the largest and most diverse in Samoa.
The villagers who were involved in dumping the bodies never gave us up, I guess.
I never officially divorced Marley. We couldn't. Two years later, Jeannie and I married in a local wedding ceremony. At first, I got a job as a "tagata," or pill pusher in local lingo, at the local pharmacy. Later, I worked part-time at the docks to make ends meet after Jeannie got pregnant with our first child. The pharmacist gig paid one hundred U.S. dollars per hour. Once I started mixing chemicals at the docks to attract fish for the tourist fishing boats, I made even more. It was a simple life, one absent the stress and complex equations necessary to launch ships into space.
Jeannie and I found ourselves savoring every minute, languidly enjoying ourselves with our children in what could not be more storybook. Every so often, my spidey senses would have me looking for strangers who may still be after us, but nothing ever again resurfaced.
Jeannie will occasionally give me shit about separating my beer bottles. She only does that because she gets tired of the tourists and how they leave our beaches. Some days I'll take some bags, her and the kids to the beach and pick up trash. She'll give me a look of love as we work.
Science helped my life and then almost destroyed it. If the world ever goes to shit, well, we're probably in one of the best places to weather it
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Posted on : Apr 14, 2025
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