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I am already
getting fans, and you have only seen my profile pic! Thank you for being a fan
and especially for those that have sent me messages. Here is a quick Q& A
about me:
Q: Is that really
you in the pic or some AI generated avatar?
Yes, that is
really me and in a remote park in eastern TN back in late October of last year.
I took this selfie and named it "Solitary Confinement". . I felt conflicted and
you can see it in my eyes and blank stare. No AI used and if I did, I would
disclose. I selected this pic for my avatar out of dozens I took that afternoon
because the lighting and the colors just radiated and blended great with my flimsy
little blouse and shorts. I could of have selected others with my legs spread showing
my hairy snatch or on my knees with my mouth wide open and tongue sticking out
waiting for a hot load (DON'T YOU WISH...I AM NOT THAT KIND OF GIRL LOL!) But that
pic in that moment and my facial expression captured my thoughts going around
my brain that day. It was a Monday afternoon, and I entertained an old lover
from Nashville all weekend while my husband was in London. He was my boyfriend
in high school, but we broke it off when he joined the Marines. I hadn't seen
him in years. When he called just to say hi, my heart skipped a beat, and the
rest is history. However, behind that blank stare I am a young woman in conflict
... trapped between good and evil. I like to be in nature by myself and just think
about things when my husband is out of town. Especially when I have been screwing
around on him while he is away. I feel guilty. Eventually I snapped out of it
and said to myself "shit just happens: To make me feel better, I brought me
some wine and cheese. That afternoon it was rather warm and that Nelly song "its
getting hot in here so take off all your clothes" started spinning around in my
head. I started to get a little tingled and wet. So, I looked around and there
was no one in sight. So pulled off my blouse and dribbled off my shorts (I was full
commando) and I pulled out my little jar of coconut oil and my vibrator. I will
let you figure out what happened over the next ten minutes of me all alone,
greased up and toying my holes.
Q: Where do
you live?
Wouldn't you
like to know! I actually live in a small-town smack dab in the middle of TN on
16 acres with my husband. The property has a 2800 square foot house that we
built 3 years ago when we move out of Nashville ... too crowded. The property is
a good mix of open fields, small hills, trees, and a stream. By the stream I
had a contractor build a guest house, pool house and a swimming pool. You cannot
get to it by car. All-terrain vehicles or horses can only get to it. Perfect
for really private moments in nature! What my husband doesn't know is that I
had the contractor clear out about 1/3 of an acre and create a secret garden. I
should name it "wicked garden" after the STP song. I have had several men
friends join me. I particularly like to go on really hot and humid days and have
raw sex. It's wonderful. We are also planning to build a horse barn and buy me
a horse and lease out the stalls.
Q. Why do
you cheat on your husband? You have it made.
He is a wonderful
man and provider. The problem is that he is twice my age. Yes, I married him
because he is uber wealthy.... I figured that I better jump on the opportunity to
get my share of the pie while I can still use this face and body before I loose
it! But honestly, he is a good man. I feel really guilty and ashamed of my
behavior cheating on him. I don't deserve him. He would be better off married to my mom (she is 58 going
on 43... really an unbelievable hottie for her age). My husband also has problems
with ED as many men do at his age. Nothing like reaching for his crotch and
getting no response. Or sometimes when its slightly hard in the morning he
wakes me up and humps me for two minutes like a blow-up doll. NO FUN! Add in that
he travels all over the world weeks at time, it gets lonely out here in the middle
of nowhere. I often pull out some toys and masturbate a lot to porn so I can satisfy
my urges and to resist cheating. But I get bored, or as the GD song says, "and
when masturbation has lost its touch, you're fucking nowhere!" That's when I
get some liquid courage in my and see if any of my dudes are available for a
weekend of messing around 😊
That's all for
now. Pics and GIFS will be posted soon. xoxoxox KJ
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