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Future Farming Chap 03
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From the ending of Future Pharming:
"Steve, it's Gabriela," her voice was barely above a whisper, and I couldn't be sure it was her. "Do not turn on any lights. I'm coming into the room, where are you?"
She'd heard me scramble. I didn't want to take the leap of faith, but I did. "I'm here at the door," I whispered back. Gabby entered her gun trained on me. She lowered her weapon and got right into my personal space.
"If you want to live," she said. "Come with me. Don't bring anything. We're leaving now. I have everything you need in the car."
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The look she wore told me not to argue or hesitate. I only nodded as I followed her down the stairs and out of the house. As I started towards the driveway from my porch, she grabbed my elbow and sternly said, "No, this way."
We went out through my back gate into the alley, Gabby taking the lead. I followed her down two houses opposite mine, and we jumped over a small fence, then across the backyard, to a gate next to the neighbor's garage. She closed it carefully, and I followed her to a white 1965 Mustang GT, two-door sitting at the curb. We were now on the opposite block from my house and had evaded surveillance.
Gabby motioned for me to hop in the passenger seat, as she pulled a bag from the back. "Put these on and put your clothes in the bag." She ordered. I was only wearing my boxers and a T-shirt.
As Fontes pulled away from the curb, she began to fill me in. "We have about a two-hour head start," she said, "which isn't much. We need to cross the Mississippi in that window, and that's about an hour forty-five out. If I can get us at least sixty miles into Missouri we'll at least have a chance."
A chance at what?" I asked, very much in the dark.
"Tom, Agent Wilcox, and I," she started with a sigh, "We were supposed to bring you in this morning. You're officially a suspect in possible domestic terrorism."
"Why?" This wasn't unexpected, but I was shell-shocked that they'd go from surveillance to that extreme.
"Because" she stated emotionlessly, "you left your wife. More precisely, because she officially left you. The feds see you as a risk, because of your former wife, your skill set, and your proximity to others in your field. Stratagem has convinced the higher-ups that you pose a threat."
That last part hit home. "Have my friends been arrested?" I was steaming then.
"Not as far as I know," she replied. "But your little laptop stunt didn't help either you or them. Christmas Eve almost cost us everything."
"Cost who everything?" I questioned as another light came on. "Why are you helping me instead of arresting me?"
After a pause and another long sigh, Gabby continued. "Because we need you. I need you. Your expertise, to be exact. Steve, I'm now a fugitive too. That's a long story, but your life as you knew it was ending anyway, and where we're going your knowledge and skill could save millions of lives."
"Sounds familiar," I grunted. "We have plenty of time now, so explain it, so I can at least decide for myself. Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful for your help, but I'm not sure I want to get in any deeper than I already am."
I expected she'd tell me about some new medicine, or some interaction with medicines or vaccines already available. She shocked me with the real situation she wanted me to get into.
"My Father is Dr. Raul Fuentes," she told me. "We have different last names for just about any and every reason you could imagine. Mostly, so the government doesn't know we're related. He has a PhD in chemistry, a Masters in Analytical and Environmental Chemistry, and a BS in Geological and Earth science, from the National Autonomous University of Mexico.
"Early on, my father was adamantly critical," she went on, "of almost every environmental issue controlled or partnered with the US Government. I think he was already being labeled a quack before I was born, regarding stratospheric aerosol injection."
"What's that?" The woman was damned smart.
She giggled. "Sorry, a force of habit," she said with a wry smile. "I think you might know it better as cloud seeding, you know, chemtrails. It started long before any government officials admitted to it. They began testing in the mid-1940s and started making rain in 1957. Part of the problem with the soils in our heartland has to do with the metals used, and how they interact when they get into the soil and groundwater."
"I'm sorry," she was taking too long. "What has this got to do with me?"
"Patience, Steve," she scolded. "I'm getting there. Let me jump ahead and spare you the boring stuff that twenty-five percent of the world calls 'conspiracy theory.' After the Bill Yates' hearings and his subsequent imprisonment, my father received an urgent attaché from the federal government. Suddenly, instead of countless, ruthless smear campaigns, they asked him, literally begged him, the way he tells it, to help save the US farmlands."
"From what, exactly?" I asked.
"That's what he and his team of six thousand, give or take, are trying to discover." She paused a moment, choosing her words. "And that's what he needs your help with. It's not my field of expertise, so it will be better coming from him."
"And what exactly is your area of expertise," I asked with only a bit of sarcasm. "Besides sitting outside my home and working for the..."
"Formerly, worked," she corrected. "My immediate field of expertise will be keeping you safe... and happy. Oh yeah, and focused."
"Because lives depend on it," I replied with a chuckle.
"Gabby," I asked tentatively, unsure I wanted to know, "was my wife coerced by Stratagem?"
With a pitiful smile, she said, "No. As far as I can tell, she wasn't." There was more awkward silence.
"For what it's worth," Gabby said, almost lovingly. "I didn't see any malicious intent on Sarah's part."
"You've got to be kidding," I replied incredulously. "How can you see it as anything else? She knew what would happen. She knew the risks to our marriage, and she didn't give a shit about me."
"From your point of view, Steve," she corrected. "You're going to learn that it isn't just you that bases your beliefs on your life experiences. We all do. Sarah's entire career, her adult life has been dedicated to the sick - to saving lives. Why do you think companies like Stratagem look for volunteers in healthcare? They know too."
"Why are you defending her," I had a full head of steam then. "You make it sound as if she made the right choices."
"No," she replied, the pitiful look returning. "You asked if she was coerced. I told you no, because she has free will. She could have thought things through better. In the end, maybe what happened to her mother, and then to both of her parents, influenced her decisions. Maybe, she thought as a husband and a man of science, that you'd accept her decision. But of course, she didn't have the guts to tell you. That goes to her character. All that aside, she's either quite the selfish one, or she's not too bright."
We crossed the river into Missouri at the hour forty-five mark, at Quincy. Gabby knew what she was doing. She took a southerly route to Palmyra and then Highway 36 to Monroe City. We straddled Mark Twain Lake, as we headed southwest - first to Paris and finally to Mexico - both small towns in the great state of Missouri. With only a few bathroom breaks, and some light snack food, Gabby seemed to settle on a run-down-looking motel in Mexico.
I was pretty tired, both mentally and physically, as we both ate our chicken salads at the greasy diner. Gabby watched me intently all through the meal, studying me like we'd just met. Whatever she was looking for, she did well to hide it.
Once back in our room, Gabby used the restroom first to get ready for bed. There were only two chairs and a queen-sized bed in the room. She came out in a tasteful, but fairly short nightie. When I raised my eyebrow at her, she reached into her suitcase and tossed me a three-pack of briefs, still in the wrapper.
"You didn't think me heartless, did you?" she cooed, with a wan smile. Then she threw me a clean T-shirt and a brand-new toothbrush. "We'll only need to rough it tonight, possibly tomorrow."
When I finished my business and came back into the room, Gabby was under the covers, with only the faint bedside light on.
"I take it I'm sleeping in the chair?" I really didn't want to.
Gabby patted the bed beside her playfully. "Not tonight big guy."
She saw the surprise written on my face. She also saw the excitement.
"Do I need to spell it out for you?" Gabby laughed. "I've been watching you for a month, and besides pleasuring yourself in the shower, I'm very sure you could use a little... tumble."
She patted that empty spot again, and when I didn't move, she gave me a 'move it or lose it' face. I moved it. The covers were thrown back, and I took in the beauty of the wonderful naked creature before me. I was hard before I even climbed aboard.
We started with light kissing, which quickly became more urgent. Gabriela was no rookie. She nibbled my lips, and smashed her tongue deep into my mouth, wrestling mine. When we both came up for air, she went to town on my neck and earlobe. When her soft hand found my cock, I almost lost it.
"Stop!" I almost yelled, pulling away. She looked perplexed. "I don't want to cum right..."
Gabby interrupted me with another kiss. She stroked me hard and steady, using her thumb on the sensitive underside of my cock head. She never broke the frantic kiss, and with my pre-cum oozing and providing lubrication, I shot my first load in record time.
"There, there," she coyly remarked, scooping my fluid off my stomach and licking her fingers. "My turn. Can you help a girl out?"
I only smiled, and Gabby took that to mean... straddle my face! "Do a good job, white boy, and we can go two more rounds."
Gabriela got settled with her clit right over my mouth, but unlike my orgasm, she wanted to take her time and enjoy. She leaned back, two hands on my torso, so I was licking her entrance, and even further back. I never closed my eyes, like I usually did with Sarah. Hers were locked on mine, in a visual dance of lust. She scooted another inch forward.
"I made sure to be very clean, back there," she whispered. "Tease my ass with your tongue, stud."
Gabby wasn't one to mince words. She received an eager rimming from me, while she groaned out her satisfaction. With two fingers in her dripping pussy, a thumb diddling her clit, and my tongue swabbing her asshole, the orgasms were coming in rapid succession. Finally, she pushed my head away.
"No mas!" she screamed. Gabby and I then had a rough fuck. She wasn't stupid and knew I was taking out some ill-placed anger, and she not only allowed it, but she rolled with it. We both got off again and then we needed a rest.
I was awakened an hour later with a spectacular blow job, and then we made love for the first time that night. I hoped there'd be much more.
Gabriela, in just one day, had gone from foe to friend and she'd literally saved my life if I was to believe her account of things. I had no reason not to believe her. But I had been an untrusting bastard for quite some time, so the jury was still out until we reached our destination.
In the morning, Gabby rushed me up and out. But only after quickly trimming my hair, and putting some chemicals in it, to make it thin out and turn slightly grey. She joked that I'd be an old man by sundown. I teased back, only if I could be her 'ole man. We stopped at the same diner, each of us grabbing an egg sandwich and a large coffee to-go. We headed down state highway fifty-four, and took backroads through Springfield and Joplin, en route to northwest Oklahoma, and the Cherokee Nation reservation.
We talked a lot about our past and specifically, our childhoods. Gabby was still keen to avoid my questions about what the government had planned for me or what they might do to me if caught. She was reluctant to discuss what her father had in store for me as well. I tried to get her to talk about what would happen to her if she was caught, but she shuddered and remained quiet.
"What was last night about, Gabby?" I broke the silence.
"What, you didn't enjoy yourself?" she quipped after a pause. "I pulled out most of my tricks, so I hope to hell it was memorable."
"It was." I gave her my best smile. "I'm hoping for more, but you hardly know me, is all."
"That's not true, sir," she playfully mocked. "I know absolutely everything about you. You've been my mark for a month now. What, you think Wilcox and I sit in the car and tell sex stories all day?"
"Come' on!" I said, getting a little ticked off. "I'm being serious here, Gabriela. This has... been all too much. Everything's happening too quickly, and the hits keep coming. Why are you risking your life for me? What was, or is, Wilcox's role in all of this?"
Look, Steve," she seemed pissed herself. "You have no idea. And Tom put his neck on the line for you, to cover what you were doing. He's the most at risk here. He has a family; two small children and a wife he loves very much. You put all of us at risk with your little stunts. What did you think FBI surveillance meant, huh? Your laptop was wiped, and it's probably sitting in some run-down repair shop in Brooklyn. Did you really think you were going to achieve the very thing the government was on the lookout for?"
I just stared out the window like a sulking wife. She was right of course. I had no idea.
"No offense, Steven," she consoled. "So you understand, this past decade has been very taxing on the agency. Agents on assignment were openly and aggressively surveilled by True States Guard, or as you probably know them, state militias. Those groups used to work in tandem with the FBI and DHS. We've had disgruntled agents quit, retire, and become whistleblowers. Morale has taken a big hit since 2021.
In 2023, my former partner and I were on assignment at a school board meeting in South Dakota. It was a medium-sized town, and we were monitoring the meeting from our vehicle, listening in for 'domestic threats.' We shouldn't have been there in my opinion. There's always local law enforcement at these meetings, all over the country. We were snooping for folks with dissenting opinions. Halfway through the meeting, we found ourselves surrounded by Dakota Guardsmen, and not the ones under the control of the Governor. Six vehicles, with lights all shining on us, with at least two dozen guys in flack, and probably full-body armor too. We didn't like our chances. When their spokesman rapped on my partners' window, telling us to show hands, I thought we might be killed. We were questioned and told to go back and tell our bosses not to send any more agents. The head of the Dakota Guardsmen and the pacific northwest inland guard sent formal letters to Congress and to the regional deputy directors explaining what would happen the next time constitutional lines were crossed. My partner resigned a week later. That's when I met and partnered with Tom Wilcox."
"That doesn't make any sense," I said. "The FBI would have gone back in force. You've heard of Ruby Ridge, right?"
"Steve, trust me," she responded quietly. "The lower forty-eight state's guard now outnumbers the entire US military and all three-letter agencies five to one. That's a little different than a guy and his family hiding out in the woods. That's enough of a history lesson for today."
That night the sex I was hoping for had to wait. Just before we were about to climb into bed, we heard the town's sirens. Turning on the TV, we discovered we were under tornado warnings, and a funnel was on the ground moving in our direction. Gabby and I put our heads down and held each other tight, in the small grimy bathtub, of that Motel 6. The windows rattled and occasionally bowed even though the tornado was a mile and a half south of us, in a mostly rural area.
Sex ended up being warm and tender, and we cuddled afterward, lost in our thoughts. I didn't know what she was thinking, even as I tried to guess. She was very good at hiding emotions, and that was very unlike Sarah.
The next day, it was only a short drive to our first destination. Gabby made it an hour longer as we used back roads less traveled. By noon though, we were pulling into a ranch twelve miles inside the reservation. I saw armed men at the ranch house strategically dispersed around the open property. Our ID's had been checked at the ranch gate. The entire scene looked like a border party gone bad. Every person I saw was Latino or Hispanic.
As Gabby and I walked up the front steps to the porch, I felt their eyes on me as well. From a swing on the left side of the door, we heard a sturdy voice.
"Gabriela!" the man's deep tone resonated. "Mi hija especial!" Gabby's eyes lit up as she moved quickly to embrace the man, her father. After affections and a few sentences in Spanish I didn't understand, Gabby turned and presented me to her father.
"Papa, Permítanme presentarle, Senior Stefan Boswell," she said proudly. "Steve, this is my father, Raul."
Raul was an imposing man, quite large for being of Hispanic persuasion. He smiled and reached his hand towards me.
"Esteban," he said using his best American accent. "It is such a pleasure to me you. Please sit. You must be hungry and thirsty after your long trip."
Raul clapped his hands together two times quickly. A young woman appeared, and he gave some orders to her before she scurried away.
"Please, sit," he said. "We have much to discuss." Raul poured Gabby and me some sort of pink concoction, which I soon found out tasted of watermelon and herbs. It was quite refreshing.
Raul turned towards Gabby. "You weren't followed?" he asked.
"No, Papa," she replied with a smirk. "I was careful and always vigilant."
"Perfect!" he answered her. "Then let us talk and eat."
The young woman returned with a large platter, filled with carnitas, beans, and rice. She placed a tortillero in the middle of the table alongside the platter. I was starving, so as soon as Gabby and her father reached for a tortilla, I was ready to dive in. I noticed there were no serving utensils on the platter and thinking the young woman had forgotten to bring them, I looked around, prepared to get them.
Gabby gave me a funny look, but Raul already sensed what I was thinking. He motioned to me with a slight nod, and tore his tortilla into quarters, then pinched two ends and used the other as a shovel, scooping up meat, beans, and rice at once. Gabby saw me relax and she smiled.
Steeben, may I call you Steeben?" he began when I nodded. "Tell me about your research and your background with Aspen."
He was a no-nonsense, straight-to-the-point kind of guy. I explained my career, leaving out the recent government interference, and let him know about two delivery mechanisms I'd developed for Lupus and another for liver cancer.
He asked about my background in chemistry, and how I'd done in earth science, and I explained that between bites of food. After nearly a half hour of interrogation, Raul leaned back in his chair and regarded me fully.
"Steeben," he finally said, "I need a man like you. We have a significant problem. We are doing our best to undo the damage to the soil before a crisis turns into something more catastrophic."
"Who are 'we,'" I asked.
"Ah," he responded, seemingly excited about our engagement. "There are seventeen chemists, the finest from North and South America. Sixteen cell biologists, twenty-two microbiologists, forty organic chemists, and we have seven biochemical engineers. You make number eight."
"That's ambitious," I told him. "What are you trying to do, exactly?"
"Maybe save the world's food supply," he was dead serious, and it showed. "Is that something you might be interested in? It could take your mind off your troubles."
"Won't it be a problem for you," I answered just as sincerely, "if I'm caught?"
Raul laughed for the first time, and it was endearing. "You won't need to worry about that." He was still chuckling, and I just looked at him in wonder.
"Let me tell you a story," he began, motioning for the woman who served us, as he paused. "Cervezas, por favor." He told her.
"In 1985," he restarted, "I was a... how you say -cocky - kid straight out of school. I knew more than everyone, and I was better than most everyone, too. My thesis had been on Leveraging Stratospheric Condensation, or what is now known as cloud seeding. It wasn't some new science. Trying to make it rain, first began in 1946, and the first official cloud seeding happened eleven years later. My thesis centered around the addition of other organic materials that water vapor could cling to naturally, as it has since the beginning of time.
"Microscopic polymers, similar to plastic, would act as dust particles," he continued. "But another scientist made me look bad, by proving a natural substance - common salt - could be just as effective."
"And that has what to do with saving the world," I asked skeptically. He needed to know right off that I was legit.
"I'm getting to that," he smiled, unmoved by my comment. "All these years later, our soil is contaminated. Contaminated with metals - high concentrations that aren't supposed to be there. I became outspoken a decade ago about Bill Yates and his mega-rich investors. They tried to silence me and were most effective. The thing was, after his trial, and as the land was being returned or repurchased by farmers, crops weren't growing correctly.
"After being shunned, the US Government contacted me. Asked if I'd be willing to find the cause and figure out how to reverse it. After all my conditions were accepted, I agreed."
"What have you found?" I couldn't help my curiosity.
"Let me finish, so I can answer your first question," he said. "I have a team of over nine hundred, working in five states. One of my conditions was having my own Seguridad. That's an additional five hundred men and the government had to agree to keep their mercenarios out. Some of my people are also mercenarios. You're in no danger here with us. No one is.
"Now to your other question," he went on. "I was wrong about Yates. We found out very soon after beginning our research that my personal opinions of the man and his partners had been driving my assumptions, not the science. Our problem here, and in the other four states, is the metals in the ground. The further along we go, the more we're beginning to realize that the chemicals used to seed clouds may be the very thing causing the soil problems. For me, that's been a, how do you say, hard pill to swallow."
"But Silver iodine is safe," I told him. "What else is there? A little salt and some dry ice."
"Raul smiled again. "Yes, those are the chemicals. The toxic metals in the soil are silver and aluminum dioxide. At first, my mistake was assuming the government wasn't being honest. Maybe short-cutting, using those other chemicals. However, it seems that it could be the way arsenic and other ground elements are interacting with the silver iodine that's falling to earth, and yet another theory is that the compounds are interacting in a way we don't understand."
"Okay," I said. "I build devices and delivery systems for a living, but I hope my basic chemical knowledge is still there. What could salt and dry..."
It hit me then. Dry ice is carbon dioxide. Dioxide.
"Yes," he was excited watching my mental wheels turning. "The carbon dioxide may be attaching to the silver molecules, transforming the rain droplets, or once they reach the ground. That's where we are now. If this pans out, we are going to need a remedy - and a delivery method to fix the soil."
And that's what we did. I met a number of incredible people - people of science, unrestricted by the government propaganda machine. Hector, a microbiologist from the leading university in Brazil, and Maria an organic chemist from Central America were the first to confirm their findings. That happened nine months after I arrived in Oklahoma.
Gabby and I had by then, moved in with each other. It was a small guest house behind Raul's. We were the only ones living in a home. The others were either in one of the small motels run by members of the reservation, or they were roughing it.
I couldn't say I was in love with her, because I rarely had time to consider it. We sure were living like a married couple, especially in the bedroom. Gabriela seemed like she was completely devoted to me, while at the same time, never pressuring me into the conversation I knew was coming. It ended up being Raul who had that talk with me.
"Ah, Steeben," he greeted me in his modest living room. "Please, sit. I have some news and some questions."
A cooler iced and filled with Mexican beers was alongside the sofa, and on the coffee table, a platter of roasted poblanos, chips, and guacamole. The ice-cold Corona quickly quenched my mid-day thirst.
"Steeben," he began, "The initial soil tests are promising. The hazardous metals are being neutralized. It will take some more time to see what will grow, or if we've made things worse. I'd like to send you to Yuma. Work with another biochem engineer there to develop the delivery system for our neutralizer."
Raul took a large bite of chili, then a tortilla strip, and finally a swig of his beer, all while allowing what he said to sink in.
"Ah, but I see," he continued, "you are questioning yourself. May this perhaps have to do with my daughter, Gabriela?"
I nodded, looking at the man. "Yes, sir. I think I need to talk to her before accepting your invitation."
"My invitation?" he chuckled. "Senior Boswell, it was no invitation. You are here for one reason. We have a bargain. Are you in love with my daughter?"
Always like Raul - very direct. I decided to consider my answer carefully.
"I believe I am," I finally replied. "We haven't talked much about that, though."
"I see," he became serious. "And you are still married, as I hear it, to this other woman, Sarah, yes?"
I nodded. There was no reason to be embarrassed as far as I was concerned, yet I was.
"Yet, you lay with her each night, no?" his tone more accusatory. "You aren't using my daughter, are you Steeben?"
"No! No!" I answered quickly. "She's been. She is... I do care for her - a lot. I don't want to ever be with my ex-wi... my wife." Therein was the crux of the problem. Raul has easily fleshed it out and made me feel like a fool.
"I think that you and Gabriela need to have a serious talk," he leaned forward. "Either way, tomorrow at sunset, you're leaving with a security detail to Yuma."
He was right. That night I asked Gabby if we could sit and talk. She was expecting it.
"Gabby," I began, still unsure how I wanted to approach her. "I think you know I have strong feelings for you. Your father wants me..."
"What do you think I know, Steve?" she interrupted. "What of these feelings?"
I just looked at her. Her face showed disappointment. "Okay," she said after the uncomfortable pause. "I'll begin. I think I may be falling for you, as in husband material. I've always liked you, been drawn to you, as I'm sure you know. We've shared a house and a bed for nearly ten months now. If I didn't have those feelings, we'd be in separate rooms by now. You've been busy though, and you're married."
She waved me off as I tried to speak. "I know your situation, obviously. I'm not blaming you for that. But, I'm still a traditional girl, even though I'm not completely traditional. My father isn't happy about that. I need to know that once we're done here, your priority is going to be a divorce. It has to be if we have any chance for a future."
"Gabby," I stated unequivocally, "if I could be divorced tomorrow, I would be. If you don't already know that, then I'm saying it now on the record. If - and I'm saying if - we help solve this soil and food issue, and I'm no longer being chased by a three-letter agency, then I'll initiate divorce proceedings. If she files for divorce or abandonment before that, and the paperwork somehow finds its way to me, I'll sign it in a heartbeat."
Gabby came over and sat by my side, cozying up to me. She could see how riled I'd become. "I'm sorry if it seems like I doubt you." She took a second to think through what she wanted to say. "I believe you - I do. We just haven't spoken about our relationship much, and I... well I've spent time, like I said, as a housemate and a bedmate, and have started wondering lately what we really mean to each other."
"And I'm sorry," I replied, pulling her close. "For not making it clear. So let me be perfectly honest. I like you - a lot. I'm not going to say 'love' because we haven't had the time, or the ability, normal people have to express their feelings. I'm never going to be with Sarah again. Likewise, you and I will need a courting period before we make any mutual promises. If I've learned one thing through all this, I need to be a lot more purposeful - maybe deliberate - when choosing the next partner to spend my life with."
Gabby started crying, so I held her tighter. But I had no patience about the subject matter, so I lifted her chin so I could see her face. "They're happy tears," she said right away. "I feel the same, and I'm so glad I got to hear you say that before Papa sends you away. I'll be waiting for you when you return."
Gabriela and I made desperate, passionate love that night. She pulled out all the stops. I too, gave one of my best performances, partly because I worried some other guy might get lucky with my girl while I was gone. I knew what she'd said earlier, but she was one of three females in the encampment, with over three hundred men.
I spent the morning making sure the others on my team were up to speed on my project, which was a delivery system that would get to all the soil, while not harming existing plants. I had a nice, but subdued dinner with Gabby, and later Raul came by to chat.
"Gabby tells me," he got right to it, as always, "You've had a good talk about the future. That warms my heart, Steeben." I nodded. We spoke of the work in Arizona. Raul brought me up to speed on one of the better chemists there, who only that day had reported a possible breakthrough. There was a chance that by the time I arrived in two days, we might have a chemical to work with. If so, I'd have to modify my delivery system.
After her father left, Gabby and I enjoyed a subdued evening. She cuddled into me on the sofa, after helping me pack.
"You better not find some other woman down there," she said as a joke, but I knew her well enough by now. She was worried.
"You're kidding right?" I answered lightheartedly. "I don't want some hot lady's murder on my hands! I know what would happen to her when you found out."
She giggled, but she was also concerned, and probably more about me than some love interest. After all, she'd been my protector for several months already.
When the security men lightly knocked on the door at two in the morning, Gabby accompanied me to the SUV and hugged me tightly.
"I love you, mister," she had unshed tears awaiting their release. "Please be careful and take care of yourself, Steve. I'll miss you, and I'll be right here when you come back."
For security reasons, I still wasn't allowed to use a cellular device or landline. We would not have any communication at all, except maybe by third-party message. It was an incentive to finish the work and get back to Oklahoma.
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Dr. Philip Restor - Phil, as he demanded we call him - had almost unlocked the code by the time I arrived. After a decent meal, and going over a couple of hours of security protocol, I was able to sit with Phil over a beer and get to know him.
"What I've discovered is nothing short of amazing," he told me with enthusiasm. "You know, Raul will be happy that we've found the answers, but he'll be a little sad, I suspect."
"Why mixed feelings?" I asked.
"Because," he replied, "he's always thought the diagnosis had something to do with cloud seeding. It turns out, at least in part, that may be the cure."
I listened intently because I was a scientist, but also because this project had implications to help an awful lot of people. I found pride in myself that I hadn't felt in some time.
"Do you remember, back in the early twenties," he began. "All the whoop-la over Bill Yates, and his group of food scientists? The coating chemical they called "Repeal?"
I did remember. Sarah was the queen of organic produce. Every time we were at the grocery and I wandered in the direction of the 'regular' fruits and veggies, she always hauled me in. I waved for Phil to go on as I came back from memory lane.
"Raul," he continued, "always suspected some phantom chemical mixed in with the Silver iodine, because he couldn't understand how iodine released into the upper atmosphere, could end up as silver dioxide in the soil. I think I've figured that out. We'll need to run some tests, of course. The dry ice, attached a molecule to the silver, naturally. It had to do with altitude, not a phantom chemical."
My area of expertise was quite different, but I understood chemistry in my sleep. Dry ice was carbon dioxide. If Phil's molecule theory held water, it would explain a lot.
"And how's that related to the soil issues?" I was becoming more curious by the second.
In a harmful way," he went on. "It doesn't. The silver dioxide, as it fell to earth, interacted with one or more of the polymers in the Repeal. You know what mono- and diglycerides are, right?" Of course, I did. "And you understand the role they play in keeping oil and fat from separating? Well, that same process is undoing the natural cellular structure of soybean and canola. It's doing the same, to a lesser degree to other porous fruits and vegetables, like leafy greens, squashes, and so on. Remember, they sprayed the chemical in the fields, not after harvest. We've isolated the attaching molecule, Steven!"
"Do you know this for sure?" I asked, very surprised.
"I'll let you look into the microscopes in the morning." He said it with confidence. "The better thing is that I think I've found a way to remove the attaching molecule from the silver dioxide. If my team is right, and again, we'll need a good thirty days of testing, we can begin to deliver my compound right away."
That was stellar news! I'd have a month, with my team, to come up with some sort of mass delivery system. Then, something struck me.
"Wait," I said with some urgency. "If that product has been doing what you say, then we have proof the bastard and his rich cronies, have been poisoning people."
Phil shook his head. "Not necessarily, Steve. People have been consuming all the chemicals in Repeal for a long time. It's possible that by putting them together in one chemical compound, they could be more dangerous. I'm pretty sure the FDA and USDA would have discovered that during their testing."
I was far less confident. I'd have to look up how long Yates's product was in testing and the actual findings.
My mind raced in bed that night. I was overjoyed because if Phil was right, I'd have a short time, working with an entire team, to invent or re-tool a delivery system. That meant I'd be back to Gabby far sooner than I'd planned.
Then, I thought about Sarah for some reason. Over time, her betrayal and my stages of grief had waned. I started thinking about her cancer concerns. I thought about all the people who were contracting cancer and especially the differences between men and women. I'd have to pick Phil's brain about my suspicions.
Things moved quickly. The next day I was excited and quite nervous to view Phil's findings under three electron microscopes. It felt like I was in college again, working through a thesis, or an important project at Aspen. My feelings of self-worth grew daily. But that also caused a problem. I needed to work fast with my team of five, to discover a delivery system. We were in Yuma, in the heart of winter, so any mistake by me or my team could be catastrophic for the crops - crops that millions of people relied on.
I asked Phil about some of the risks, over another beer, six days after we first met.
"I suppose that will depend," he responded. "We've already lost three hundred thousand acres in the heartland. Half of the pacific northwest's potato crop has been affected. If we lose Yuma, here and now, almost every person living in the US will be without critical fruits and vegetables for six months out of the year. The only grace we have now, is the major produce companies are packing up in three or four weeks and heading back to California."
I considered his summation. "Hey, wait a minute!" I got excited. "Why aren't they having these problems in Salinas?"
Phil smiled, seemingly proud of my forward thinking. "Because California stopped seeding their clouds in 2019. And because the soil has far less arsenic in it. Salinas used to be an ancient ocean bottom. That's my best guess, but an educated guess."
Over another beer, Phil asked about my life. I'd mistakenly brought up my marriage earlier. I was careful not to recount everything. I didn't want him worrying about the feds while we were supposed to be saving the world. Well, at least saving the United States. I did tell him I was involved with Raul's daughter, Gabriela. He perked up.
"Ah," he teased, "you've got inroads with the boss!" We joked and kept it to three beers each. There was work to be done.
Later in the week, nine days after my arrival, we were commiserating. Phil's testing had hit a snag. The two largest growers had told us that we'd need to wait until they were gone, but that they would leave three of their top people in our care, to help grow test crops that we could experiment on. After all, the growers - all of them - had a huge stake in our success.
He continued to rib me about my time with Sarah. Phil was a no-punches-pulled kind of man, which was a rarity among us geeks. Reluctantly, I told him about our marriage, and how my time at Aspen went from bad to worse in those years. I held off telling him about the island and the trials, not due to wanting to keep it hidden. It was too personal and painful.
"You know, Steve," he opined. "If we pull this off, we'll be famous." That surprised me. While almost all scientists carried a great deal of pride, fame wasn't a driving force. He saw my look of distress.
"I don't care about that," he chuckled. "I was thinking of how the feds devastated the scientists of the last decade - even before that. However, I like to remember. Like a fucking elephant, I like to remember. It creates a great deal of perspective, as I'm sure you'll agree. Do you remember what led to the debunking of the climate crisis?"
I did, but I was enjoying his rant, so I shrugged. "It was that fucker, Yates, getting caught. All the testimony about plant-based food, during the trial. He, trying to save himself from prison, focused on himself as some kind of savior. Remember, he got caught making shady deals and using banks improperly, with the shell companies he and his partners set up. Nothing to do with his shit science, but that's where he went. That opened Pandora's box, for the congress. I danced in front of my TV when the scientists that had spent actual time on that continent, were finally able, to tell the truth about Antarctica growing, and ninety percent of the ice being the culprit in pushing the other ten percent into the ocean."
He had a wry, crooked smile as if recalling the specific day. I was sort of in agreement, but not quite.
"Yeah," I reminded him. "But they still uncovered and passed a ton of laws about pollution. I think in some ways, the climate nuts were vindicated."
Oh, I don't agree," he came right back. "As I recall, we finally passed the correct laws. Laws that truly addressed what humans were doing to the planet, common sense things that mattered, not Al Gore fairy tales. I'm a scientist, Steve, but also a realist."
Since I didn't respond, he kept talking. "Call me old-fashioned, but I was never much on the vaccine variants either, even though I was on the critical team who formulated the two previous ones. I warned them until I was pulled aside and told in no uncertain terms what would happen if I ever went public with my beliefs. That's what those asshat feds called it. As if scientists had beliefs about science."
"What did you say to them," I asked, curiously.
"Nothing," he shrugged. "Not after being threatened. I'd only ever said, my feelings on plug and play and CRISPR. You also may remember your college days, what happened when 2 varieties of the same species of plant life were spliced together."
"Yeah," I retorted. "Everything. A fucking million things at once."
"Exactly," he clamored. "And that's all I had said. It takes a decade to sort out the DNA and the side effects, not months. Too many things could go wrong."
I began to sit with Phil most nights. It was relaxing and cathartic. We unburdened ourselves over a few beers. I told him some of my ideas about a delivery system. He seemed skeptical.
A few nights later, Phil was in the lab late. I sat on my porch alone, enjoying a beer, and staring out over the hundred or so acres the growers had cordoned off for our experiments. I'd been thinking about a very old movie with Matt Damon, called "The Martian" and his epic design to grow potatoes. As I watched the huge center-pivot farm wheels - massive sprinklers really - pouring hundreds of gallons of controlled water over the field, it hit me.
I needed an atomizer to effectively deploy Phil's compound. A giant humidifier, yes, but we also needed to turn water vapor back into good old H2O. For that, heat was required. We needed to 'sweat' the vapor. I ran inside and wildly went through equations, until midnight.
The next morning, I called Phil, so excited I could barely contain myself. I brought my team together, and that only brought the excitement level up ten notches. Everyone was eager to make my design work. We were on cloud nine all day and worked well into the night. I was so exhausted when I climbed in bed, I forgot all about the lube and tissues, that I'd been using for relief while thinking about Gabby.
Within a week, we'd designed devices that would accomplish everything we needed. They would mount onto every sprinkler head, and we'd retrofit the heat source. We only needed to test it, on a large scale.
Phil and I were back to having a beer, and we were pleased that the work was well on the way to success, barring some unforeseen setbacks.
"Phil," I asked quietly. This was a tough subject for me, but one I hadn't been able to shake. "Let me ask you something theoretical."
"Sure," he said nonchalantly.
"I've been thinking about my wife... ex-wife, Sarah," I tentatively began. "About the threat of her condition, and also all the others that already have ENDO. The work we're doing here and now... it's got me wondering if there isn't a paradox."
Phil sipped his beverage and observed me. I could almost see his wheels turning as if trying to decipher my thoughts before a vocalized them. He simply nodded at me to continue.
"What would you say to a theory that perhaps, it isn't the vaccine that caused all this, but rather how the compound in the vaccine interacted with the chemicals in our food?"
"That's where I thought you were going," he said with a smile. "It certainly isn't inconceivable, but you're forgetting a big fact. We're all being slowly poisoned by the chemicals in fruits and vegetables, but only a small number of people, relatively speaking, have ENDO-causing cancer. So, to reach a hypothesis, you'd need far more to go on."
"I get that," I replied, still working the problem in my head. "But what if it had more to do with the way the chemicals reacted in individuals, based on their genes? Like the Yates trials related to tobacco."
During the 2026 trials, lawyers pinned down Yates, because his attorneys used previous cases against the tobacco companies from decades before. The prosecution argued, successfully, that the government had been in a war with tobacco companies, and to gain an advantage, had used the Surgeon General's warning to promote that tobacco was dangerous to people, when both the government and tobacco companies knew in fact, it was the chemicals that went into the tobacco to get people addicted that was causing cancer. The lawyers made brutal points about people smoking tobacco for thousands of years with no evidence of cancer. Then they tied the last one hundred years to the actual chemicals used to process tobacco as well as the filters on cigarettes. They concluded that the tobacco companies had been defeated at their own game because to call the government liars would only shine a spotlight on the fact, they used those chemicals to get people addicted to their product. That had been the turning point in the Yates trials, and later it had led to his undoing and conviction.
"I see where you're going, Steve," his mind was racing. "So, if someone has the specific genetic marker, they would be far more likely to get ENDO due to both sets of circumstances?"
"Yeah," I answered. "I'm just wondering how possible that is. It's barely a theory, and I'm not a chemist, but you are."
We sat for a few minutes, both pondering the subject. Then Phil got up to leave, and said, "You're right. You're not a chemist, and you should stick to your day job. Let me think about your theory a bit more though."
By week's end, my team and I had a delivery mechanism that worked on a small scale. We only needed the seedlings to sprout so we could begin larger-scale testing on the actual ground they grew in.
I'd been thinking more about Sarah, even in my sleep. It disturbed me, and I wondered if it was some sort of ricochet of memories, or missing Gabby. In my thoughts and dreams, there were visions of my heartlessness toward her. How my actions squared with over a decade of love. I determined that I, perhaps, was entering a different stage of grief related to Sarah and our failed marriage. I also reasoned with myself that any callousness on my part had less to do with a bunch of fertile guys, dumping sixteen different types of sperm into her vaginal canal for a month. It was because she lied to me - harshly deceived me - and then got me into a lifetime's worth of trouble with the government. The icing for me was her doctor friend going to the island to be her quasi-companion. That part hurt almost more than her other blatant deceit.
I wrote a letter, asking Gabby to see if Tom Wilcox could check up on Sarah. I explained everything going through my head, so she didn't worry that I might be having second thoughts about our relationship or wanting to reconcile with Sarah. That was never going to happen. But Sarah had been my better half for a lot of years, and I had to admit to myself, that I did care about her well-being. I gave the unsigned letter to one of Raul's security men, who was scheduled to head back to Oklahoma.
Four days later, we were making great headway, and the excitement amongst the entire science team was through the roof. One member of my team had tweaked the nitrogen intake valves to produce a richer flame, which in turn rapidly accelerated turning the water vapor into liquid droplets. It was decided not to send the findings back to Raul and his group until we had another two weeks of testing on the new crop completed.
Phil sounded a little down when he asked if we could have a few beers that evening. We were all so ecstatic that his tone surprised me. But when he asked me to bring a six-pack to his lab instead of his cottage, I became worried.
"Steve," he said as soon as he cracked his first beer, "come over here and check this out." He had two microscopes set up, side-by-side. I looked into the first one.
"That is genetic sequencing on our soil issue." He said as I stared at something that held no meaning to me. "Silver dioxide interacting with all ground metals - iron, arsenic, copper, and others. Changing their coding on a fundamental level."
I looked up and shrugged. "Look through the other microscope," he offered.
It looked similar to me but again, my limited knowledge of chemistry did me in. I looked back to Phil, asking with my eyes, for him to explain.
"They're almost identical," he said with a mixture of pain and pleasure. "The second one is Stage One ENDO, after vaccine number eighteen."
I wasn't comprehending, and Phil was becoming frustrated. "I can't even begin to say why. I thought about your theory and decided to compare plant and human cells. We found a way to fix the soil, Steve. We still don't know exactly why it occurred, beyond scientific speculation. But there, in front of you, it's plain to see that both plant and human cells are suffering the same degeneration or mutation. If we found the cure before the cause in the soil, we may have also just found a cure for ENDO."
I almost fell over as my knees went weak. Phil was alarmed and reached out to steady me. I refocused my attention on the dual microscopes, literally trying to find a hole in his thesis. They were nearly identical. We spent some time talking - mostly Phil explaining - what the differences were, and what they meant. I never got past my first beer that night. We put together a long summary for Raul and then redid it several times until we were satisfied.
The security guys had been briefed by Phil, explaining the significance of the package we wanted to be delivered to Oklahoma. Thirteen men drove away from our labs, whereas it was usually four or five. We still had another ten days of testing, and then most of the puzzle would be solved.
Five days later, some of the security forces returned, and I was taken into the command office and given a manilla folder. Inside, Raul explained that I was being immediately recalled to the ranch in Oklahoma and that I would be leaving that night with a large security detail. I wasn't to tell anyone, even my own team. I found that a little strange, but I trusted the man.
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We were pulling onto the ranch when I was awakened by one of the team. I'd spent a good portion of the twenty or so hour ride sleeping and pondering all we'd accomplished. Henry, one of Raul's most trusted men, turned over his left shoulder to look at me from the front seat.
"It's dark at the ranch," he warned ominously. "Keep your head on a swivel, and do what we tell you to, without hesitation." His words were a command. I sat up straight, shaking off my slumber as the adrenaline began to flow. The two men in the front, along with the wiry guy sitting next to me, discussed strategy, seemingly in Spanish, as we approached the ranch house slowly. As the car slowed fifty or so yards from the house, Henry opened the door and rolled out. The guy next to me did the same four seconds later.
The driver didn't make eye contact with me through the mirror but told me to stay close to him when he told me it was time to get out. My heart was racing, and I had to keep remembering to breathe. We stopped short of the parking area, and the headlights were extinguished immediately. We held our ground for almost a minute, then there was a short, strong whistling noise.
"Get out," he said sharply. "Step to the rear of the vehicle and get low." He stepped out, clearly making himself a target, and quickly opened my door. I exited and stayed in a crouched position until I was behind the trunk. Nothing happened as he stayed glued to my side. Five minutes later, Henry and the other man emerged out the front door.
"Nobody here," he said to my protector. Focusing on me, he said, "We're all going inside, do another sweep, and then we're leaving."
"Where could they be?" I asked somewhat frantically. My mind was on Gabby. "Is there trouble? Some place they would go to be safe?"
"We need to move," he told me without answering. As we ascended the front stairs, there was the sound of gunfire in the distance. A single shot - followed quickly by several rounds of a semi-automatic. The men moved with urgency then. Henry took over my shadowing, as we efficiently moved from room to room. I kept expecting to hear the men shouting, 'All clear,' but they were professionals and knew exactly what the others were doing. As we all met back at the front vestibule, I confronted Henry.
"We need to get to my cabin," I told him. "They might be hiding there." The shots seemed to come from a different direction, and the guards quickly conferred. We piled back into the car and drove without headlights the five hundred or so yards to where Gabby and I stayed. The same search protocols were implemented as I waited again behind the vehicle.
Henry and company gave the all-clear. Now, the men had a problem, and it was how to protect me, while also trying to help the others, wherever they may have been.
Looking at Henry, I said, "Leave me here. I can take care of myself. You need to find Gabby and Raul. If someone comes, I can hide and stall for time."
The indecision on Henry's face was palpable. There was a conflict, only someone in his line of work would have while trying to sort out the variables. Taking me along might slow them down and put all of us at risk. Leaving me behind could spell certain doom for a person they were paid to protect.
Henry went to the car's glovebox and returned with a 9mm handgun. He provided a crash course on its operation that lasted all of three minutes. With that, the men were off. I went into the house with only a flashlight they'd given me, to search for any clues that would tell me what had happened. I found nothing and came back out onto the porch when I heard more shots in the distance.
That's when I noticed the storm cellar door was open. It sat off to the side of the house about thirty feet and there was no reason for that door to be opened. If Gabby and Raul had fled that hiding spot while I was inside, I'd have had no way of finding them until later. Carefully, I walked over with my gun pointing at the entrance. I peered down into the darkness. Then I threw a stone into the abyss to see if I could startle someone. All was still, so I began my descent.
Shining the light left, I saw no one, but as I turned to my right, my flashlight presented me with a grizzly scene. The room was much deeper to the right, and hanging upside down from a beam was Raul. He was covered in blood, his face smashed in, and his right eye was lying against his forehead. Blood was still dripping from his left hand, and I noticed he was missing a thumb. This was done recently.
As I approached the man to check for a pulse, I noticed another figure in a dark corner. It startled me so much, that I almost fired my weapon. Putting my hand on Raul's neck, he was clearly deceased. I shone the light on the person who appeared to be squatting in that corner but not moving. It was Tom Wilcox, and his legs and arms were tied to a chair. I set my gun beside me as I knelt in front of him, trying to assess his injuries or if he was still alive.
Tom's face was bloodied too, and his head hung to the side. But he was breathing faintly, so carefully I wiped the mess away from his mouth, and then he stirred.
"Tom," I said urgently. "It's me, Steve Boswell. Wake up! Can you hear me?"
Tom muttered something incoherently, and then one of his eyes opened. I set the flashlight next to my gun so it wasn't shining directly on him. He stammered some more, and then there was recognition.
"Steve, where..." he began, confused. "When... how long have you been...?"
"Slow down," I ordered. "Tell me what happened here. Where's Gabby?"
"She's..." he was still shaking cobwebs. "They're hiding. We took a lot of fire. I stayed behind with a half-dozen men to look after Raul. Gabby took your wife to the bunkhouse."
What? I thought. My wife? Tom must have had a concussion. "What are you saying, Tom? Why would Sarah be here?" He was fading. I went to get up to find some water and a towel, and as I turned, there was a pistol point blank in my face.
"Don't do anything stupid," the voice behind the gun commanded. It took a minute, but I recognized that voice. It was Brian Noxworthy. I thought about going for the gun, but he had me dead to rights. I slowly raised my hands and tried to think.
"I should have known, Noxworthy," I said calmly. "That you'd be mixed up in this. What do you want?"
Noxworthy's laugh was evil. "Just you," he said matter-of-factly. "It's always been just you. But you had to make such a goddammed spectacle of yourself. Mr. Goodie-two-shoes. Well, now you've caused enough trouble for everyone. Walk slowly toward the stairs. Any sudden moves, and you'll wind up like the good doctor here."
I did as he told me. Noxworthy, if I guessed right, probably had about as much training with his weapon as I'd received twenty minutes ago. I had to try to stall, and I had to remain calm, even though my heart was pounding so hard, I could feel it throughout my chest. Then I had another thought.
"Where's Sarah?" I asked as I slowly walked to the stairs. "Why is she here?"
Noxworthy spoke into a walkie, "I need extraction. Target acquired. Guest house." Then he pointed again at the stairs with his gun hand. "Move." He ordered me.
Noxworthy made me sit on the bottom step, instead of climbing them. That worked for me unless Henry and all the other security guys had been eliminated.
"Your wife, fortunately for us," he said, "was brought here by Agent Wilcox. I guess he must have felt sorry for her. She missed you so much." He wiped his forehead with the sleeve of his expensive suit.
"Bullshit!" I yelled back, not meaning to lose control. "She doesn't miss me. You saw to that. And what do you mean, it was always about me?"
You idiot!" he chuckled. "Your wife was only ever another volunteer. That is until we did our background checks. We need people like you. People who are dedicated to their work can be easily swayed to tell the public whatever we say to tell them. You were perfect for our organization. I spent over a month talking your wife into coming to the island. She worried that you wouldn't go along with the trials. I suggested you might take it better if we told you once you'd both arrived. In reality, I needed something to make you more... compliant. The carrot and the stick, and all that.
"Now, it seems," he continued, "you and Raul's team are trying to be the heroes. That's not going to happen. The people I answer to will never allow a bunch of 'nobody's' to make Stratagem look bad. Steal our thunder - or take credit. One of your team members in Yuma was undercover and reported everything to the Government and to me. Wilcox, the fucking traitor, bringing your wife here only serves us the opportunity to tie a nice tight bow around this shit show."
So, Sarah had been colluding too. Did it make her more - or less - culpable?
We heard a vehicle approaching from above. "Get up," he told me. "Face the stairs."
I did as he said, but I realized that he'd already told me that he didn't want me dead. I figured it was a good time to try and put him off balance.
"You're going to pay for this," I spat. "I'll never help you. The first chance I get, mark my words."
A man appeared at the exit to the shelter, as Noxworthy laughed. "You'll be doing exactly what we want you to until you're of no further use. Now, get moving."
The other goon motioned for me to climb out, as he waved his gun at me too. I was in big trouble. I was surprised to see Brian climb out behind me. He'd left Tom to die, but he hadn't killed him. We walked to the vehicle, and I was placed in the back, with Noxworthy next to me.
There was another man already in the passenger seat and the other fellow got into the driver's seat. No sooner was he settled, and ready to drive away, when all hell broke loose.
The passenger side window exploded in an instant, and simultaneously the passenger's left temple blew out all over the driver. The driver didn't seem to care, as his right hand and arm were shaking, and blood began pouring from his ear. By the time Noxworthy and I both regained our composure, I saw him reaching for the gun in his lap. Reaching over I grabbed his hands with mine, and tried to keep the weapon pointing forward. Noxworthy was a strong son-of-a-bitch, as I wrestled for control.
Suddenly, his door flew open, and a familiar voice ordered him to drop the gun. She calmly told me to let go, as her gun pressed against Noxworthy's head. He let it fall to the floor and put his hands up. Another agent pulled him from the car, and he was ordered face down. Once he was detained, Gabby came around my side of the car and wrapped me in a bear hug as I stepped forth.
"I thought I'd lost you," she cried as I held her. I blanked out for a moment, then as I got my bearings, remembering the gory scene in the storm shelter. I pulled back looking at her.
"Gabby," I said with urgency, "Tom is in there. He's in bad shape."
She looked towards the open door. "That's not all," I said sternly and somberly. "Your dad... he's..."
Gabriela tried to run, but I held her tight. "Let go of me!" she screamed. But I wouldn't.
"No, Gabby," I said calmly. "You won't be able to unsee that. Let someone else."
An hour later, I was holding and rocking Gabby on the porch swing as she sobbed. The others had attended to Tom and also to Raul's corpse. Noxworthy was bound and gagged inside our living room. Finally, she settled down and looked up into my face.
"Thank you for saving me," I said sincerely. "I'm so sorry about your father." She nodded, and behind her eyes, I saw more that needed to be said.
"Steve, your wife is down at the bunkhouse," she said. "She's sick. Stage one ENDO. Tom brought her here after Papa told me what you'd discovered in Yuma. That's how these bastards found us. They'd been surveilling Tom. We were smart enough to hide her, just in case. Sadly, that wasn't enough. You need to help her, Steve. We need to balance things and I need to figure out what to do with Noxworthy. Someone... or more likely a bunch of them will be along shortly to cause more damage."
I sat with her in my arms, processing. "I'm not leaving you until we figure out how to deal with him," I motioned to our door, "and how to keep everyone safe."
"We lost a lot of men out there, Steve," she added. "These guys aren't FBI. More likely BlackRock, or Mercs." I knew she meant mercenaries. "I think I need to make some calls to the big guns."
"What big guns?" I asked. "Who's bigger than them?"
She smiled at me. "Go see to your wife. I'm gonna make a call and then sit with Papa for a bit. Say my goodbyes."
There were doctors and a nurse in the makeshift room where Sarah lay in bed. She looked tired, but not too sick. She saw me as I stepped through the curtain.
"Steven," she said weakly. "Thank God, you're okay. I was so worried."
I walked over and held her hand. "If that fucking Brian Noxworthy would have succeeded, I wouldn't be here now." I was lost for words then. "I take it you've met Gabriela?"
Sarah nodded. I looked at the IVs in her arms. "What have the doctors said?"
"They don't have much, right now," she responded. "Gabriela said that you may have found something - something related to soils. I don't understand."
I sat down and explained what we'd found in Arizona and how it pertained to ENDO. I told her if she had a positive reaction to the medical cocktail that Phil was synthesizing, then I'd develop a delivery system to administer it. Sarah seemed shocked the further I went, but then she seemed to find a level of understanding.
"Steve, I'm..." she tried to stifle a sob. "I'm so sorry. I caused all of this. I've ruined your life. I've..."
"No, Sarah," I said squeezing her hand. "Noxworthy told me how hard he worked on convincing you to get me on that island. You didn't ruin my life - the government and Stratagem did. And besides, if it wasn't for that chain of events, I wouldn't have ended up on Raul's team, saving our food supply."
"Well, then," she replied. "I'm sorry for what I did to us." She smiled hopefully then. I didn't like that look. She wasn't forgiven, and probably would never be. But I smiled back. Right then she needed hope. The rest could be dealt with later.
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Phil and I worked with the doctors and chemists, tweaking the formula many times before Sarah was given the first experimental dose. It wasn't lost on me that we were breaking just about every law on the books. But laws and science rarely play well together, and we knew who was at fault, for the cancer and the food supply.
Gabby and I spent our nights together, but she was broken up over the loss of her father, and I think she felt a twinge of guilt about making love with my wife just a mile and a half down the road in a debilitated condition. We held each other, and I felt the love radiating from her, so I was biding my time. It was weird to have so many people on the ranch, and the flurry of activity had us all on edge.
Gabby had made the call. Her call was to the Texas True States Guard. We now had over two hundred armed men on the ranch, which I'm sure was unsettling even to the Native Americans. They had taken Noxworthy to their base in West Texas.
While my life was dedicated to science, and Sarah before everything went off the rails, I cared less for politics, except for how it impacted me personally. I had no idea that the lower forty-eight's true guard or militia had swelled to such formidable numbers over the past decade. I knew the military had been depleted in the early twenties, but that came as a shock. Gabby told me that the entire FBI - in fact, every active member of all three-letter agencies, had been under militia surveillance since 2017. They did what they could to keep track of the state's Guard members too, but they were hopelessly outnumbered.
Holding Noxworthy and knowing the truth about the farms Yates had almost destroyed, gave the guard an invaluable negotiating tool with the President and Congress. Yates idea wasn't criminal, but his zeal to move forward without proper testing proved to be negligent. Precluding a viable treatment for ENDO, they also held the upper hand in that regard as well. No one would try to overtake the reservation with a possible reset of our Federal Government looming, was how Gabby explained it. She told me if that happened, it would simply be a forty-eight-hour total blackout for most Americans, with very few shots fired. Nobody on either side wanted things to go that far.
Raul's funeral was sadder for me than I anticipated. I'd come to like and respect that wise man. I held Gabby tight in my arms that night, on a lounge chair on the back deck of our humble cottage, watching the stars.
Two weeks and three days after the assault on the ranch, all of us involved with the ENDO treatment were being significantly pressured by the state's guard to get moving. I wasn't about to make the same mistakes that had been made for the past dozen years, especially not with the woman I'd loved for so long. In those thoughts, pressure or not, I found solace. I was in love with Gabby - I'd loved Sarah. Just before her first treatment, Sarah asked for some privacy and had me sit on her bed.
"I want to talk to you, Steven," she said sadly. "I want you to know about everything, in case things don't get better for me. It's not a confession I need to make, but rather for you - for you to compartmentalize all that's happened so you can box it up and get on with your life with Gabriela."
I... well..." I had no idea why I was stammering like an idiot.
"I've seen how you look at her, Steve," she interrupted. "When she comes down here to talk or see you. I know that look. It's the one you gave me in the beginning."
What could I have said to that? I nodded and she began.
"Noxworthy indeed worked on me to join the trials, but I knew what I was doing. That was beyond disrespectful to you. I underestimated your work and your job, and finally, I disrespected you as a partner. I still can't say how that came to be, but I'll be eternally regretful. In the end, I really believed he and Ling would have you accept what I was doing."
"What about Dr. Prescott?" I had to know.
"He was a distraction." She looked away for a moment. "Noxworthy was laying it on hard. I knew what he wanted after you'd left. He made plenty of excuses about keeping me happy on the days we weren't in the trials, but I knew. Finally, I told him, that if he didn't back off, I'd do whatever I could to sabotage the trials. I told him since he'd blown up my marriage, I'd do the same to him, and they'd have to start all over. But the truth was, I blew up our marriage.
"Then he asked me if he could call someone. Anyone I was close to, a friend or co-worker. To be honest, I thought about Prescott, and how he'd chatted me up at work, and I was so damned angry at you for leaving me there. We had sex three times, so you know, but mostly he just listened to me complain and did island activities with me. When I came home, I saw the writing on the wall, and moved into his condo, until I could get a place. Then you left, so I moved back to our house. Noxworthy had lied to me to get what he wanted. Everything he promised me fell apart. His big excuse was your damned stubbornness. But I knew you. I should have known how it would go."
Sarah needed a break but there wasn't any more to say. She'd done a good job and gotten it off her chest, I supposed.
"Sarah, I forgive you," I squeezed her hand. "I'll always love you, and I plan to help you beat this. Thank you for that talk."
Just a few days later, a reformulation had a positive effect on the lab rats, and we waited and crossed our fingers. Several days after that, we started to see the results, and all of us became emotionally optimistic.
Epilogue:
Sarah responded to the treatment in ways beyond our wildest dreams. She wasn't only my wife, and the link to corruption between the fed and Stratagem, she was also 'patient number one.' As she began to feel better, she and Gabby started talking. I didn't mind that and had nothing to hide. I hoped that Gabby would help provide the same kind of closure that Sarah had given me that day she told me the whole story.
Noxworthy was kept in a secret location until the government and the state's guard could reach an agreement with the fed. I knew the Guard gave them an out to save face because the story that was reported was a far cry from how things went down. I didn't care about that either. Those kinds of deals had been happening since long before I'd been born. Brian Noxworthy was convicted of extortion, bribing public officials, conspiracy to commit murder, and attempted murder on me. He died in federal prison almost one year to the day he was sent there. Dr. Ling fled to his native homeland - China.
The FBI was completely disbanded six months after the story about Stratagem and the government went public. It was replaced by a DHS with a complete upgrade to its tactics, processes, and protocols.
That worked out well for me and Gabby since another change was the collapse of Stratagem and the deregulation of the drug industry. Fourteen new companies sprouted up, to fill the void, much like the cell companies of the early twenties. A more robust and competitive market caused lifesaving medicines to rapidly drop in price and offered even more transparency. I had so many job offers, I almost went cross-eyed.
Gabby went on the media circuit with Raul's number-two man, explaining the science to the layman. Tom made a full recovery and retired with top honors and a fat compensation package. Gabby and I join him and his wife, sailing on his yacht every September.
The ENDO crisis ended just as quickly as it had begun. Within a year after Sarah's treatment, the levels of affected humans with ENDO shrank to almost zero. Sarah went on to become a secretary of Drug and Chemical Reactions, a new cabinet position in the executive branch. We divorced quietly, shortly after her recovery.
Then in year three, after everything went down, I came home to a wonderful candlelit dinner and a smiling Gabby. After dinner, she handed me an envelope. It was an invitation to Sarah's wedding. I knew she'd met a doctor - a man who looked and acted a lot like me - nine months previously. That was only because She and Gabby corresponded a few times each year.
"I think we should go," Gabby announced as she held my hand.
"And I think it was just a nice gesture," I quickly replied. "Besides, don't you think it would ruin her special day?"
"She said it wouldn't," Gabby said, "when I called her."
"You have her number?" I was surprised.
"No," she answered immediately, "she included a note with the invitation. The number was on there. Sarah claims that enough time has passed, and you've both moved on. Without her parents, she has no actual family to share her wedding day with, and she told me we - you and I - are the closest thing to family she has."
That made me suddenly emotional. For all that Sarah and I had been through - that she'd put me through - we still had a special ten years together. It dawned on me that I thought about her less and less and that with Gabby in my life, I didn't resent Sarah anymore.
"Maybe, you're right," I responded. "But we are NOT becoming friends with her!"
"You bet your sweet ass, we're not, Mr. Boswell!" Gabby squeezed my crotch and we retired early to our bedroom.
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Posted on : Mar 29, 2025
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