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Some Monday afternoon thoughts
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Im getting ready for work today n my mind turned to, well what do ya think.... SEX. But I made it through and am headed out to work shortly. My bar gig. It will be slow cause its Monday and all that. But its a shift, hope to make soem money toward the bigg boobs fund.
Whats a girl to do when sex comes to mind? Its always been a bit of a stuggle for me. Ive lost a job or two over it. Not showin' up. I know, uber irresponsible. I got that alot form certain peeps in my life. I try I really do. My roomies are sometimes good with helping me to be accoutnable and sometimes NOT! N I know before anyone chimes in and says its all on you bitch, I know that shit.
I am proud of today cause I didn't cave. I didn't just tune in to porn and goon off the rest of the day into the night. I guess Im jsut sharin' here my struggle soemtimes. And not that its a big world kind of thing, I know its not. Fuck I knwo I am one horny bitch but sometimes I surprise myself with the amount of masturbation I get into. I have becoem really desensatized to it too, the bullshit guilt part of it. If I wanna jackoff to porn for 6 hours then WTH Im gonna. I am glad I ahve this place to talk abotu shit like this. I am hopeful that by blogging here I can start some discussions about things that are on my mind and I think they are on someother people's minds here on ImageFap. Not all my blogs need ot end with fans out there reading them and getting off. sometimes it would be nice to see some responses here about shit like this. Im not askign to out yourself to your commuinties but maybe some words about this kind fo thing? Just to hear someone else's voice in my head and not mine all the time. Duh...
Although I live with two cis girls and they are great, love me those two, they are sisters to me literally I think. But life can be lonely. As a Trans girl cometimes just having a relationship wiht someone that is not 100% about sex is nice too. Any agreement there??? Don't get me wrong I am a slut and I love and accept myself, did that a logn time ago but also I am more than a peice of sex meat all the time. Am I not? I don't wanna be like a fuckin betty crocker housewife at least no just yet but I do like to laugh and see movies and joke and that shit. Don't get me wrong my first go to is sex which is why I am here to begin with.
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Posted on : Mar 3, 2025
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Commented on Mar 5, 2025
Archive96, so glad for you that you have some balance in your relationships. I wish everyone just to be happy, as long as yer not hurting yourself, others or animals cause they can’t say yes or no then I am happy for ya. WE all wanna be happy I believe and have people in our lives that help us and we help them. I think then its healthy. Kisses….
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Commented on Mar 5, 2025
I know when I was still in high school I struggled to remain focused because hello teenage boy with internet in the palms of his hands. It wasn’t until maybe junior year when I started filling around with someone that the struggle became easier maybe because I just wanted to have fun with some one else, but even that faded and I just wanted to do normal stuff as well she definitely made it difficult to do normal stuff together.
I soon realized for her it was all about sex, I know I shouldn’t complain I was living every teenage boys fantasy having sex on the regular. Most of my friends were in relationships and I saw them hanging out doing normal things and honestly I just wanted someone to spend time with normally not having sex every chance we saw each other. Since then I’ve pretty much had monogamous relationships where it’s a nice balance of everything which has been awesome.
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