So many gentlemen have been asking about me, so I thought
I’d share a little about myself. Whether it’s interesting or dull, here’s a
step on the road of self-exploration.
I come from a lower-middle-class background in Scotland and
was fortunate to attend a good school and university. I made wonderful friends
and learned a great deal about the world and people—though not as much as I
would have liked. Looking back, I sometimes feel I was a bit of a prude,
prioritizing work and study over boys and romance. I always preferred tearooms
and second-hand bookshops to raves and nightclubs.
After graduating, I met a lovely man. He worked hard, and when he was promoted two years ago, he became
even more devoted to his job. I supported him as best I could, but I found
myself stuck in a rut. An English degree doesn’t open as many doors as I had
hoped, and the publishing world is incredibly competitive. I considered moving
to London but wasn’t quite ready for such a big step.
Unfortunately, my ex-partner started drinking heavily to
cope with stress. His behaviour became difficult—angry, unpredictable, and at
times, intimidating. I didn’t know how to help him, and in the end, I felt like
I was holding him back as much as he was pulling me down. So I left.
Now, I work in a hotel in northern Scotland, on the edge of
the Highlands. I adore my colleagues, and we make such a great team that I’ve
started wondering if hotel management might be my true calling. There’s
something deeply satisfying about ensuring our guests have the best possible
experience.
When it comes to intimacy, I suppose you could say I’m a bit
of a prude. I haven’t had much experience—just two partners, one a brief fling
and the other my long-term boyfriend of three years. Right now, I’m not looking
for another relationship. My recent breakup is still fresh, and my emotions
feel raw and sensitive.
If my ex wanted me back and truly reassured me that things
would be different, I honestly don’t know if I’d say no. But he’s married to
his work, and I doubt he’d ever admit to any wrongdoing. So, rather than
dwelling on the past, I’m choosing to focus on myself over the next
year—figuring out what I truly want from life.
I also want to reconnect with my body and be more present in
the real world. I tend to live in my head, wrapped up in books and stories,
which can sometimes make life feel like a novel rather than something to
actively experience. That’s something I’d like to change. I plan to go to more
social events, meet new people, and build deeper friendships.
My dad’s LP collection got me into classic rock, and I’ve
always loved the female rock aesthetic. Suzi Quatro, Lzzy Hale, and Joan Jett
are huge inspirations—their style is bold, confident, and effortlessly cool. I
have a small collection of both new and vintage leather jackets, and I love
wearing my favorites when I’m out shopping or meeting friends for dinner and
drinks.
I’ve noticed that leather is a bit of a niche interest on
this site, and I do enjoy looking at galleries of women in leather jackets and
shiny leggings. I also appreciate beautiful, high-quality lingerie and have
started growing my own collection.
Recently, I treated myself to a few new toys and products,
and I’m looking forward to exploring a little self-indulgence while enjoying
friendly, fun, and flirty chats with respectful men and women. That said, I’m
not interested in anyone getting too fresh or possessive—it’s a real turnoff
and won’t encourage me to engage. I’m always happy to chat about everyday
things, and, truthfully, I often find people’s stories more interesting than
anything else. My libido isn’t particularly high, so connection and conversation
mean a lot more to me.
Anything you share with me will, of course, be treated with
the utmost confidence.
That’s all for now—thanks for reading! 😊
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