Another sleepless night with a head full of crazy thoughts my dad told me it will pass as i get older and my brain will calm down but right now being 18 sucks when it comes to getting some sleep mom is away at her sisters so i spent the night in dads bed then came over to my room when i woke up at 3am me and dad had some pillow talk last night after sex its one of my favorit things to do we just lay there talking and touching each other i love the feeling of his rough hands on my skin my dad calls it his exploring time as he runs his hand all over my body my favorit is when i fall asleep on his chest as he plays with my hair its one time when my head is thinking of nothing but being safe in my dads arms .

I find it so crazy how i can feel diffeent about my dad at different times its like hes two different men its hard to explane but when my mom is home hes my dad and i see and think of him that way and things are normal but when we are alone and its play time every thing is different ;LIke last night we where we where just talking like a normal dad and daughter dad let me have a vodka cooler and we just sat on the couch and talked then i went up to my room and changed into my blue nightie and went back down and sat with dad again we talked again and all that time i thought of him as dad but when he leand in and kissed me my brain goes all crazy and he is not just my dad now he know where and how to touch me and always did .even as a young girl my dad would fix my hair he would put it into a ponytail or pigtails for me and i loved the feeling of his hands as he touched my neck and moved my hair i would hope he made it wrong so he had to do it all over again .Last night i had my hair down and my dad began to play with it so i grabed a few hair ties and my dad put my hair into pigtails; as i sat there on the couch and dad was behinde me  touching my hair and i could feel his hands on my neck i felt like a little girl again and dad was getting me ready for school me must have sat there for about a houre dad putting  my hair into different styles dad sais my hair feels amazing and its so soft and feels so good in his hands and face .

As he played with my hair we talked about the past and how cute i was when he did my hair it seems like so long ago but it was only a few years ago and as i sat there i was in my happy place feeling my dads hands in my hair and on my neck .my dad began to talk about how i have grown from the little girl i was then told me i will always be his little girl .My dad finaly put my hair into a ponytail and i turned around to face him and as he touched my chest he said to me //you have grown my little girl //its strange because i can feel my dads hands going from daddy touch to sexual touch and then everything changes .

Dad was standing up in front of me and i pulled down his pajama pants and out came his cock i cant explane it but i get this feeling of pride when i see my dads cock standing up and all hard for me it just makes me feel good knowing i can get my dad that hard and i feel that he loves his little girl .there is one feeling i have that i hope never goes away and that feeling is the one i get every time i put my dads cock into my mouth every sence the first time i felt his cock go into my mouth i get goosbumps all over my body and i shiver all over its so amazing to me it just feels good inside i am not sure if its because its my dad or i just love his cock that mutch and it was my first but it realy amazes me when i get that feeling .

I have this thing i do when i suck my dads cock that i only do for my dad i always look up as i hold his cock in my hand then i look up at him and say //i love you daddy //and when my dad lookes at me and tells me //i love you little girl //i slowly slide his cock into my mouth its just something i have always said to my dad before putting his cock into my mouth the only time i dont say it is when theres someone els with us ..There are times when me and dad have sex and we pretend not to be dad and daughter and i dont call him daddy we are ust two people having sex but most of the time its like last night and that is my favorit when we are daddy and daughter i must have said the word daddy a thousand times last night .My dad has his little blue pills that he takes when he wants to show me he can go all night and last night he told me as he took his pill this one has your name on it baby girl and it did about 20 minutes later when his cock was so hard my dad never takes a pill untill i have seen it hard and sucked on it first he told me he always wants me to first see and feel his natural hard cock and for me to know he is hard for me without any pill ..

I tell you those pills drive my dad crazy and he can go for hours and last night he gave me his all even as i lay here in my bed i can feel my pussy burnning from all the fucking ;Me and my dad have this thing where what we say in bed stays in bed and we dont disscouse it or talk about it later its just things we say to make our sex time more exciting and when things go over the top like last night we say things because it feels so amazing .Like last night i was on top of my dad and his cock was inside of me my dad undid my ponytail and my hair went down then i leaned over him and my hair went down to his face so all i could see was his eyes and as i grinded his cock inside of me my dad said /i love my little girl //and i began to tell him how good he felt inside of me calling him daddy we slowed down i could tell by the way my dad was talking and looking at me he was having sex with a younger me i could tell because his hands became jentile on my body and he began to talk to me like he did when i was younger so i began to talk to him the same way ..

There are times like last night where i realy feel like a little girl again and dad makes me feel so amazing i must have been on top of dad for over a houre just feeling his cock inside me as we talked babby talk just like we used to when i was younger it felt amazing .I finished my dad off with a blowjob and after he came i thanked him and told him i loved him before placing my head onto his chest and we spent time just talking as he played with my hair ;I love being this close to my dad and having the relationship i have with him is it right or wrong i dont care i just know it feels amazing and i love it .......