We were surfing the clouds this weekend like other ones before. However something was going on in my mind and body. It was peaceful, yet fiery, and definitely new to myself. 

   What does it mean? How's s she going to react? How am I going to react if my request is denied or accepted? It will not be negative for sure.

  Hey Hun, you think maybe I can try on and wear a pair of your panties? You'll have to pick me a pair that you don't mind me trying out.To my surprise, she didn't even hesitate to approve and respond with a pair.

  They were not cotton, or silk, not satin. They felt a bit like satin but it wasn't. Cheeky style they were. Pulling them up as she studied my movement and adjusting the panties to fit. They weren't uncomfortable or bulky restricting like boxer briefs 

  Nope my dick at the time sat cradle in front and the cut of the pair embraced my thigh along my pelvis not down the thigh like boxers. They fiery feeling increased and then I decided that I love the way panties feel on my skin , my ass, crotch. Effeminately sexy, wanting shave immediately. I didn't not that day I  did want to try my best in some intimate wear I didn't know anything about it for men and I did know where to go. 

  So to the second adult novelty store I had ever gone to. It was an okay visit in my first beginnings as a Xdresser. My word and description of dressing provocatively. I stayed with panties intimate wear bedroom only as it were. It strengthened my femme spirit. Teddies, Chemises, Camis matching bras and panties, thigh highs(stay ups), thigh highs garters. Thongs, g-strings, bikini, cheeky, hipsters all of these panties have been great in my base for building. 

   I enjoyed the feeling of being a female I was getting into the other aspects of my life xdressing. Shaved my entire body, plucked, exfoliating, perfumes, body spray, always had moisturized now it was more feminine products, lite cosmetics and this was because we were sharing ourselves with people online. I was taking "compromising" photos. I didn't care. I felt comfortable and confident in my look with my S-O, She was encouraging as long as she benefitted from the shoppingKi later figured out) 

I was getting ready to advance my Xdressing to an intimate level with a pathway to the unknown. One night during a pegging between my fucking back and her thrusting. I began to feel the buildup to bust a nut, but I wasn't jacking off/stroking my dick. So I began to move faster and the feeling got stronger and stronger legs starting to quiver I'm in downward dog. By this time time my moans were less bass more treble, pitched. Absolutely sounds of pleasure I think mo pain. Then...

I was cumming from my dick, explosive eruption, still being pegged, then another , legs really quivering, body vibration, squeals, no bass in tone at all , then Boom another I cried Oh my god, I stopped collapsed flat like a frog dildo still harnessed and inside me body quivering all over barely can speak. I detached the harness. All 10" deep in my asshole. 

I achieved my feelings of feminine sexuality dressed fucked and Orgasms and whimpers with blissful fulfillment. I just got fucked by a woman, like a woman with a strap-on and I left a  big wet spot. The dildo smelling like my cum asshole is moist and contracting. I sucked the dildo cleaned. 

  I started to lick and sucker on her pussy. She did not know what I actually experienced and I couldn't really explain it to her. I had no idea what to say about it but I really don't want to stop getting my asshole used. I love being a girl and getting pretty to be fucked like a woman with a strap-on and I wonder what a real Dick feels like.