I wanted to be gay. I wanted to suck cocks. I wanted to be a cocksucker. It was never *if* but *when* I would suck my first cock and cross that line forever. I told one of my friends and he let me suck his cock. As I got down on my knees in front of him I told him, "Cum in my mouth. I want you to cum in my mouth." I looked at his erect penis and knew "this is it!!" It felt incredible to have a cock in my mouth, to slide it back and forth between my lips, in and out of my mouth. After sucking for a while I knew he was about to cum. I tasted something and before I realized it was his precum a big spurt of sperm spattered in my mouth, then another, and another. "Oh my God, it's HAPPENING! I'm gay! I"M GAY NOW!!" I was so happy as my mouth filled with cum. I knew that I was forever changed, I knew I was now a cocksucker, that I was gay and I could never go back. I licked my friend's penis clean and swallowed his cum and again realized what I had just done. My friend looked down at me and told me, "You're gay now. You're a cocksucker. FOREVER." Oh, yes, I AM!! All I knew is i couldn't wait to suck another cock.

 I like to become obsessed with cock, so much so that when I see a guy I like I look at his pants and wonder what treasure - or should I say pleasure  - is inside. I want to rub the front of his pants to hopefully start to make him heard, then undo the waist and pull down his zipper. I want to see and rub his bulge in his underwear then pull the waistband down and watch his cock pop out.  I want to tickle and rub his balls, kiss, lick and suck his penis so good that he explodes and fills my mouth with his sperm for me to swallow.

I love sucking cock and being a cocksucker. Sucking my first cock is the best thing I've ever done.