I wish there was a on off switch for my brain my dad told me its a teen thing and it will get better but for me right now im laying in bed at 3am with a head full of crazy thoughts .I find comming on here and telling you about my life helps me to relax and clear my head then theres my body its a entire different crazy thing going on there .most of the time i have this crazy feeling inside me and it drives me insane its like im horny all the time and nothing seemes to satisfy me even my skin feels so sencitive and my fingers and my special toy have lost there fun .

I even scared my dad last night OH yes i realy did you see we where alone in the house and decided to have some fun i cant understand it but i went crazy my body went into over drive ;;It all began around 7pm last night mom was over at her sisters for the night so me and dad have the house to our selves so we had dinner then sat together in the livingroom around 9pm i went up to my room and put on something sexy for dad i changed into my black nightie its satin and short so my black satin panties show its one of my dad favorits he sais he loves the way the panties wrinkle on my ass when i walk i like it because i feel sexy in it .

I sat on my dads lap and we talked and we fed each other peanuts coverd in chocolate i would put one in my mouth and dad would get it out using his tongue .It wasent long before dad was exploring my body its funny how things allways seem to start inocent with me and dad ;you know that me and dad have never actualy talked about what we do together or said lets have sex ;It just hapens and it usualy begins with us playing together or me sitting on his lap our favorit thing is sharing our food me feeding my dad and him feeding me it always leeds to me feeding my dad from my mouth .

Last night my dad let me have a few vodka coolers and as we where feeding each other i filled my mouth with my cooler then stood up and he tilted his head back and i spit it into his mouth My god theres something so sexy about doing that it drives me insane i just love it .I did it a few times and i could feel my body going crazy i had this insane itch deep inside me i was even forcing my legs together trying to scratch it but nothing was working  it was driving me crazy .I was trying so hard to keep myself in controle but something was different last night not sure what though it was just very different inside me it was almost like my body was going to explode even my dad asked me if i was ok because i couldent stop moving and wouldent sit still .That crazy itch deep inside me was getting stronger with every touch from my dad even my skin seemed extra sencitive and i kept getting goosbumps all over my body ;I felt this way most nights but last night was stronger than before alot stronger 

I was sitting on my dads lap sideways and i took his hand and placed it on my pussy over my panties and began rubbing myself with his hand then i slid his hand into my panties and let go i wached the outline of my dads hand inside my panties as he made his way down to my pussy then looked as he began to slowly finger me it felt good but it wasent enough even after i asked him to finger me with two fingers .I got up and we went up to my room by now my body was so crazy it was like i needed to stretch my entire body but just couldent it was crazy and when we got to my room thats when things became crazy i grabed my dads pajama pants and pulled them down then grabed his cock and fed it to myself i shoved his cock into my mouth so fast and hard that my dad jumped back and looked at me with this look like he was scared of me then it became a look of //what the fuck is wrong with my girl//my dad told me after i had a look of total crazy in my eyes that he has never  seen before  and it scared him 

Oh yes i was about to go very crazy on my dad i grabed his cock tightly and shuved it back into my mouth taking it all in deep it was as if i couldent get it in deep enough and i kept trying to get his cock as far into my mouth as i could but it never was enough i wanted more i even bit his cock a few times by mistake and my dad would back off and hold my head back and the more he did that the more i became mad .My dad was trying to controle me but was having a hard time i was like a hungery animal and his cock was food My body was going insane and i became fustrated with my dad because he wasent helping me he did not understand what i was going through or how i was feeling i even began to think he did not care about me and thats why he kept pulling away my head was telling me things and i felt mad and confused as i looked at my dad kneeling down on the floor .My dad told me to take it easy and let me suck his cock it wasent easy for me to slow down but i did for a few seconds then began to go crazy again on his cock i just couldent help myself .

My dad picked me up and put me on the bed and took off my panties and began to lick my pussy it wasent easy for him because i kept moving my body was so insane i couldent controle my body and he soon got fustrated with me and grabed my hips and got between my legs then he fed me his cock into my pussy i felt him going in it seemed like my pussy was extra sencetive and i could realy feel his cock he slowly pushed into me and i could feel him getting closer to that crazy itch inside me and just when i thought he was going to touch it he stoped and his cock was all the way inside me  ;At that point i looked at my dad and i did not like the feeling i was having or the thoughts i had for the first time ever i was dissapointed with my dad and as he slowly began to fuck me i could feel his cock going in and out but it wasent hitting the right spot he just wasent going in far enough i became so fustrated with my dad why wasent he fucking me dosent he care about me what the fuck is wrong with him oh my god my head was telling me things it was crazy 

Dad fucked me for a bit then i got so mad at him i pushed him off of me and got on top of him i grabed his cock and fed it into myself slamming myself down onto his cock hard then i began to ride him hard and fast forcing his cock as deep as i could trying to reach that crazy itch inside me i was going crazy i needed my dad to step up to the plate and help his little girl i needed him and i felt like he was letting me down ;Then i did something i thought i would never do and i have no idea why i did it but there i was on top of my dad trying to get his cock to touch that crazy itch inside me and i got so fustrated and mad at my dad i slaped him in the face hard and told him to fuck me then told him to fuck his daughter like a man at first he looked scared then when he realized i was mad and needed him to fuck me he began to fuck hard and fast grinding his cock deep inside me i just kept yelling at him to fuck me .

When i could see he was running out of steam i told him not to stop and dont give up on his little girl keep fucking me hard at that point he had not reached that crazy itch inside me i needed him more than ever i was going crazy inside it was like his cock was so close but just couldent reach that spot fuck i was so fustrated with my dad i looked at him with so much anger then i grabed his face and told him //dont you cum yet daddy im not finished with you yet //he was so close to the spot but he just wasent hitting it and no matter how hard i tryed it just wasent long enough i could feel the head of his cock just touching it and if i could get just a little bit more in me i could hit it ,I was moving my hips trying to get just a little more into me all i needed was a little bit more and i could get rid of this itch inside me ,I was so mad at my dad i know it wasent his fault but i couldent help myself and i blamed him and i began to say things i shouldent have and the worst thing i said was //i bet your friend kevin could help me better than you daddy //i felt bad right after i said it and i have no idea why i did say it .Dad stoped and just layed there as i sat on top of him with his cock inside me i could feel my heart breaking inside me i leaned over and said i was sorry and placed my face in his neck his cock still inside me dad placed his arms around me and huged me tight i felt so bad i began to cry i layed ther on top of my dad crying into his neck his cock was still inside me and hard my dad was rubbing my back telling me it was ok and not to cry i felt so bad .

Dad took over and lifted me off of him and stood up i moved to the edge of the bed and sat there dad said it was ok but i said i was sorry again then dad said i could make him feel better and he grabed my head and pulled me close to his cock i smiled at him and he wiped my tears away before i opend wide and began to suck his cock it must of been my sad feelings but i realy began to make love to my dads cock using my mouth to realy please him i felt like i realy needed to make up for what i said to him  .

Dad stoped me and got between my legs again and began to fuck me he went slow and deep i rolled my eyes back and he lowerd his head down to mine thats when i told him //thats it daddy thats the spot //i felt my body let go and i had this feeling of total relaxation it was amazing i ran my nails down my dads back as he slowly went in and out of me then i heard my dad wisper into my ear //i love you baby girl //and just then i felt him filling me with his cum i kept running my nails along his back as he let go inside me and when he was finished i just said //thank you daddy //

I think i found out last night that its not just a mans cock that satisfies me but the way he touches me as well and after getting so mad and fustrated with my dad at the end of it all all it took was him touching me in a different way you see it wasent all that hard fucking and yelling that helped me it was my dad making love to me and touching me the way he did after my crazy bitch fit that made my itch go away .

You know i am very thankfull that my dad loves me the way he does and is very foregiven he could have walked out but he stayed and showed me what a man could do for me i love my dad to the moon and back and even more ......