....is a deadly serious matter?
Up to a certain level of experience - definitely YES!
At some point, however, you come across certain information that, if you delve deeper, makes it very easy for you. You should have a certain affinity for knowledge, for learning and, of course, a fascination with sadism.
In the last blog entry I describe a scenario that I went through in my early 30s. It was a time when I was becoming more and more extreme and also had the right victim for it - I would never have done it back then if the victim hadn't clearly been a masochist. The victim practically begged for it.
When it came to pulling teeth, the victim no longer thought it was a very good idea, but that's part of the game. Fear, panic, horror, powerlessness... Masos don't just want physical pain, they also want to be put in situations where sexual desire fails and pure masochism comes to the fore as sexuality.
But it was also the time when I had to ask myself where this was going. But above all... what would become of me? I was actually a very nice and funny guy.
Both masochists and sadists take things to the extreme. At some point I got to the point where I couldn't go any further with the whip; the victim loved it when the blood spurted up to the ceiling.
I then began to study anatomy and nerves in more detail. I had already had some clues from martial arts, but no relevant solutions. For example, certain weak points, where the pain immediately paralyses you and leads to you fainting, or other weak points that are so painful that they no longer allow you to faint and have a damaging effect on your psyche.
So I began to very carefully explore these neurological nodes with my fingers - instead of hitting or kicking. I also had another tip from Shogun, which I tried out on myself first. And sure enough, there is a small node on the side of my neck under my ear. If I pinch there, it hurts like hell. And the pain paralyzes my body.
I then looked into medicine, and felt that this was the safer way to go, rather than messing around with things I didn't really understand.
And indeed...it's not conventional medicine that helps, but natural medicine. A hardened muscle is massaged slowly until it is soft. However, someone then pointed out to me that the quick and painful method is far more effective, but that the customer might object.
And yes, indeed! Most people are not aware that they have hardened muscles that very gradually undermine their well-being. Feet, for example. The keen foot fetishist will probably know this. If the other person feels a lot of pain from the slightest pressure, then such a muscle hardening has been found.
The thing is...the slow, gentle massage takes ages and doesn't last long. You put a lot of pressure on the muscle, and after only a short time the hardening gives way. After just a few moments, the owner is sweating from every pore because of the pain.
There are many methods that can be used to inflict unspeakable pain without harming the other person, but rather to heal them.
For me, SM is no longer a particularly serious matter, but something that I really enjoy and laugh about a lot. I let the usual SM methods become foreplay and if the other person can't get enough of it and things get dangerous, I like to pull out other stops...!
It's also quite funny to throw a victim into agony, to make them suffer until they are totally exhausted... without causing a scratch or a hematoma.
That's one of the reasons why I call myself MASTER, and my colleagues just ANIMALS!
MASTER YOURSELF!
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