Its 3am and here i am in bed with a head full of crazy thoughts i often wonder about things that has happend over the past few years some good and some not so good things with dad strated off inocent but became more crazy in time it always made me wonder how there was two different dads there was my dad when mom was home and when he was that one i couldent drink my coolers or walk around in my short skirts or nighties i had to be the good daughter ,then there was the dad when my mom wasent home i could have my coolers and wear watever i wanted i was free to experss myself anyway i wanted to .

Over the past few years i have found myself in many situations  with older men and one i think about fom time to time is greg my dads friend and how he changed one night it all began when mom went to her sisters for the weekend me and dad where about 3 monthes into our new relationship and i had sucked his friend kevins cock just once so things where new to me .My dad had a few friends comming over to play cards there was kevin and paul as well as mark then there was greg this was my first time meeting him i got ready and put on my little blue sundress and blue silk panties i was happy that kevin was here and i might see his cock again and play with it .

After they finished playing cards we all sat in the livingroom and i sat next to greg talking to him he told me he was married and had two daughters a little older than me he seemed realy nice as we just talked about his family .I had my vodka cooler and was sipping it at we talked and before i knew it i was on my 3rd one and feeling a little funny when your as small as me it dosent take much to get me drunk ,I had to go to the bathroom to take a pee and when i stood up i fell over and onto greg and when he asked me if i was ok i just said i was dizzy and tryied to walk and when he saw i was having a hard time he decided to help me and put his hand on my hip and walked with me to the bathroom .He came in with me and saw that i was having a hard time standing up so he turned me around and put me where the toilet was i went to sit down but left my panties on so he stood me up again and reached under my dress and pulled my panties down to my knees then sat me down on the toilet ,i sat there for a minute then told him i couldent go  it wont come out he told me to relax and just let it out so i tryed again but nothing and after a few minutes i began to get upset and greg was trying to calm me down then he reached down and placed his hand between my legs and into the toilet and jentaly ran his finger along my pussy telling me to relax myself and just let go he ran his finger along my pussy telling me it was ok to pee on his hand .

His finger felt good as i sat there on the toilet as he slowly moved his finger along my pussy and after a few minutes i finally was abel to pee and it went onto his hand he said to me as i peed that it was hot on his hand and it felt very good it was so strange for me to pee on someones hand like that .Greg kept his hand between my legs after i was finished and ran his fingers along my pussy a few more times telling me i was a good girl and i was very pretty .I was feeling relaxed and scared at the same time i mean i had only known greg fore a few hours and he was my dads friend and also other then my dad was the only man to touch me down there oh yes i did suck on kevins cock but he hadent touched me yet so greg was my second and it was so different than the way my dad felt you see i knew my dad so i felt safe and relaxed when my dad touched me down there but this was a stranger touching me not to mention i was sitting on the toilet and i just peed on his hand .

Greg kept his hand between my legs and as he explored my pussy he touched my hair with the other hand telling me my hair was soft then smelled it before asking me if i like what he was doing to me with his finger i just moved my head to say yes .After a few minutes of him just running his finger along my pussy he went further and began to push his finger into me i jumped and tensed up so he stoped and parked his finger half way into me and said //its ok just relax //then he leaned down and kissed me on my lips before pushing his finger deeper into me telling me i was a good girl .My panties where still around my knees so i couldent open my legs all the way and gerg was having a hard time fingering me so he reached down and with his free hand pulled my panties down slowly to my feet then all the way off leaving them on the floor as he lifted his hand back up he placed it on my leg and slowly opend my legs up and as he did he said //there thats better //then began to slowly finger me going as deep as he could then back out i just sat there on the toilet feeling dizzy and scared but it did feel good .

Greg kept fingering my pussy as he asked me if i had ever been with a boy before i did not know what to say so i just said no and he said he could tell by how tight i was down there  then he began to ask me more stuff like have i ever touched a mans cock before or has a man ever touched me like he was doing i just kept telling him no and it seemed to make him more excited .He pulled the front of my dress forward so he could look down my dress at me small boobs then told me they where perfect i gave him a big smile then he pushed his finger deep into me and asked how that felt i said good so he said ..a sexy young girl needs to be pleased by a man ..

The sound of his finger going in and out of my pussy was loud inside the toilet  and his finger was thick and long and when he pulled out my pussy made a fart sound before he put it back into me .He just kept fingering me as i sat there on the toilet using his other hand to touch my hair and look down my dress or feel my face then he told me i was a naughty girl for making his cock so hard it was hurtting him then he pulled out his finger and stood up and without a pause he pulled down his shorts and took out his cock he stood there with his cock just inches from my face and told me to look at his cock he said to me //see look how hard you made me //i looked at his hard cock as he began to touch himself then reached for my hand and placed it onto his cock he held my hand as he ran it along his shaft then his balls telling me i was a very good girl ..he began to touch my face and tell me i was beutifull as i felt his cock telling me that his cock was all mine and i could do whatever i wanted with it i looked up and smiled so he leaned over and gave me a long kiss .

I moved my hand along his cock as he touched my hair and face looking down at me still on the toilet then he touched my lips and told me i should kiss his cock for him then put his cock closer to my face telling me it was ok it wouldent bite so i leaned forward and kissed the head of his cock he said //there you go see that better //and pulled my head forward with one hand and grabbing his cock with the other pressing the head onto my lips the running it along my lips telling me it was ok and to open my mouth so i slowly opened up and he fed me his cock as it went in he kept telling me i was a good girl over and over again jentaly pushing his cock deeper into my mouth ,When i jerked my head back when his cock went in to far he stoped and slowly pulled out just untill the head was in my mouth then he grabed my hair and placed it into pig tails using both hands on each side of my head and began to push back in then out again using my hair to pull me in ,He told me i had a beutifull mouth and it was very hot on his cock then he pulled my hair and held my head with his cock deep in my mouth and as he did he pulled me off the toilet and onto my knees he held onto my hair and began to fuck my mouth telling me to be a good girl and suck his cock hard .

Greg held onto my hair tightly as he fucked my mouth i put my hands on his hips and tryed to keep his from going to far and making me gag but he was to strong and his cock was to big and with every push in i was comming closer to gagging and throwing up all over the place i tryed to push away using his legs but it was useless he was just to excited and kept going hard and then it hapend i began to gag so greg could tell and he grabed my hair and put mu head over the toilet and i through up the taste of vodka coolers is not good when it comes back out he held my hair as i let it out then when i was finished he put his cock back into my mouth and began to fuck my mouth again i must have thrown up about 3 times not sure before i got used to it and was abel to take it then he said he had something for me and he blew his load into my mouth holding his cock there and telling me to swallow it all like a good girl .

when he finally pulled out he stood me up and grabed my panties putting them at my feet then telling me to step into them when i did he slowly pulled them up stopping just before my ass then touching my pussy and telling me that maybe one day i could let him put his cock into my pussy then he pulled my panties all the way up and fixed my dress before leaving the washroom 

My dad and kevin never asked where we where they semed drunk and had no care so i just sat down next to greg and we talked about his two daughters and how i reminde him of them when they were my age .I think about that and wonder did he think about his daughters as he fucked my face and maybe he pretended i was one of them not sure and i wonder how he felt when he got home to his wife did he feel guilty about what he did to a young girl in a washroom i dont know about that stuff all i know is he fucked my mouth hard and made me puke a few times then gave me his cum ..

i will say that my 3rd experience with a man wasent the best and even scary at times but it was my experience and it hapend i never let it turn me away from wanting more and being a big cock tease .........