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I'm a
CD/TV/TS or whatever label or gender variant you feel comfortable calling me!
I
have brown hair and eyes, I'm completely smooth and silky all over, and stand
5’10” in my silky black stockings.
My
cross-dressing started when I was 4-5 years old, when I slipped on my mothers’ stockings
that she had hung to dry. That silky feeling from wearing her stockings was
just incredible. I’ve been hooked on wearing them ever since! My
stocking fetish began as my primary source of sexual pleasure.
I
found my stocking fetish, which developed during my childhood, is more common
among men than women. Many of
us followed our mothers around the house, mimicking our mothers' activities.
While many, if
not most, of us have occasionally dressed up in their sisters' or mothers’
clothes, some of us put on makeup or jewelry, played with Barbie dolls for
hours, frequently donned female clothing and nearly always assuming a female
role when playing house or dress-up games.
I
especially liked it when my sister would put me in one of her old dresses that buttoned
up at the back, meaning I could only take it off again if my big sister undid
the buttons for me.
Playing
dressing up games with my older sister and one of her friends was to have
lasting effects on this mincing maid, because many years later, I was hopelessly
addicted to the feminine feel of satin dresses, lacy petticoats, silky panties
and the silky sensual feel of stockings. I later discovered pantyhose and began
to wear my sister’s pantyhose too.
Since
those days I've been riding an emotional cross-dressing roller coaster ride.
The arousal of wearing hosiery and the incorporation of wearing woman’s
clothing very soon became my primary
source of sexual pleasure. My interest waned over time and would quit dressing
completely somehow it always can back to me.
I soon
discovered the internet and discovered there were so any some many others like
me. My cross-dressing expanded to more than just a stocking fetish.
Experimenting,
I soon found I loved dressing en femme from head to toe in perfume, makeup, wigs,
silky stockings, sexy high heels, lingerie and wearing pretty dresses, blouse
and skirts and high heels. It was an amazing feeling!
Very
soon I felt that it was not about the clothes and stockings, but more of a
feeling I felt I belonged in the pretty clothes.
One
day I bought a sexy flirty French Maid Uniform and some high heels. I had a
blast wearing the outfit all day! I was soon hooked on wearing sexy flirty French
Maid Uniforms!
More experimentation followed and I bought some cute pretty Sissy
Maid Dresses too. I embraced Feminization and Sissification! I love getting
dolled up in sexy pretty Sissy Maid Dresses, silky stockings and sexy high
heels! It's just so much fun to dress that way!
For
me, sissification is mostly about the beautiful clothes! Getting all dolled up
and dressing so very feminine from head to toe and mincing about like a Prissy
Sissy! It's just so much fun to dress that way!
I
love wearing sexy flirty French Maid Uniforms and also traditional French Maid
Uniforms that is, being a short black dress with white lace trim and a white
apron, silky black seamed stockings with 5" high heels.
I
began to post my photos on-line, and I soon experimented with on-line play as I
was really curious about it. I have
served five dominate men so far. The relationships
did not go beyond performing numerous sissy tasks for them while on video
camera and/or sending them sexually explicit photos and videos of me completing
sissy tasks of all sorts for their amusement.
While I am was being dominated on-line and completing Sissy tasks,
self-bondage or being forbidden from masturbating without their specific permission
or other
punishments, I often found my emotions changed and I was having a break from
activities like work and my other responsibilities disappeared for a short
period, almost feeling like I was resetting myself.
And
so it’s no surprise that I now have a fondness getting dolled up in one of his
frilliest and most feminine outfits, placing myself in a chastity device,
slipping a butt plug up my bum and then locking it in place then locking my
dress, ankle and wrists cuffs in place and placing all the keys in a timer
locked kitchen safe so the locks can’t be opened for several hours!
It
recreates that thrilling feeling I have had of being trapped inside my sister’s
dresses or being dominated by one of the dominate men I served - and that exciting
but also scary thought of being discovered while locked in a pretty French Maid
dress, then humiliated, giggled at and told off for being such a Nancy Boy.
I have also been brave or follish enough to venture down
the sissification rabbit hole!
I’ve been posted in RUINED
SISSIES magazine and on other websites where my personal information
has been posted. These sites are devoted 100% to the
exposure, degradation and humiliation of shameless sissy sluts, maids and
cuckolds!
Being exposed online is humiliating enough, but it
can’t quite compare to being exposed forever on line. These sites are devoted 100% to the
exposure, degradation and humiliation of shameless sissy sluts, maids and
cuckolds!
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