As i lay here in bed i read my messages and noticed that i get alot of you asking me how it all began with my dad and how you may think its what you want with your daughter .I dont think its easy for a dad to watch his little girl grow up and see her body mature into a teen girl and the thing is its not always easy for the girl as well .

Yoy see my mom worked alot and wasent home very mutch so it was me and dad most of the time.i was very close to my dad and i thought of him as my best friend we did every thing together and when mom wasent home on weekends i loved getting up and jumpping into bed with dad and snuggling with him before breakfast .Most nights you could finde me sitting on my dads lap watching tv or just talking and i loved my back rubs that dad gave me .oh yes my dad was my world and i loved him like crazy 

As time passed there came a time when my body began to change and so did he went from daddy to dad and began to shy away from me i felt so sad inside and wonderd what i did wrong to make him turn away like that even when i sat on his lap he would look for a excuse to get up and move i never thought it was because i was making him unomfortable du to i was growing up in my minde i was still his little girl 

 Before i go on first let me tell you about myself and being me you see there was alot af crazy things going on in my head and body every morning i would wake up and check my boobs in the mirror to see if they grew over night then feel bad when they looked no different then i wonderd when my first period was going to come and i tell you its so crazy i had no idea what it was going to be like in my minde i was going to be in school of at the mall and my pussy was going to go off like a volcanoe and blood was going to come out and go every where oh my god the world was going to end ..naturaly its nothing like that but thats how it looked in my head it just seemed like my entire world was changing and it was all out of controle and the one person i needed the most my daddy was making himself further away i felt so lony inside 

Its funny how it wasent untill i discoverd porn on my laptop did i think of my dads cock i would watch how the teen girls would suck older mens cocks in the videos and how happy the men where and how the girls would get fucked like crazy and i began to think about my dad and maybe thats how i can get close to him again .When i think about it now only a few years later i realize i was selfish in only thinking about my feelings and needs and not what my dad was going through every time i jumped in his bed and sat on him how hard it was to not let me feel his cock getting hard  under me all those times .

I was big cock tease towards my dad and didnt even realize it in my minde i was just bringing him closer to me and as the days and weeks passed i never realized how far i was going with it all i mean i had no care with what i was doing or showing i went from pajamas to nighties then sundresses to short skirts and even changed from my hello kitty panties to silky ones that made me look more grown up .

Its so crazy how i changed in front of my dad and i found that he began to become more relaxed around me letting me sit on his lap again and wake him up in my own way once more .One morning i got up and went into my dads room to wake him up but he was allready up and just laying there under the covers when i opend the door he jumped and looked shocked /what i did not know then but know now was my dad was jerking off when i walked in on him //i jumped into his bed and pulled the covers over myself at that point i did not know my dad was naked under there and his cock was hard as hell and there i was in my short nightie and new silky panties .Dad tried to hold the covers down but i was determend to get under ther with him and i pulled the covers hard and off of him and there it was in all its glory hard and in need of some touching my dads cock i just looked at it with total amazement i mean it was all out there right in front of me my dad did nothing to cover it up he just layed there on his back for a few seconds before grabbing the covers and puling them back over himself so i got under them with him and snuggled up with him and after a few minutes i found myself touching my dads cock and i gave him my first hand job 

It was so amazing to be that close to my dad it was nothing like the vids i had seen on my laptop this was so mutch better .Dad became the man i knew again and we grew closer than ever my dad letting me sleep in his bed when mom was away there where so many nights i would fall asleep with my head on his chest and my dad playing with my hair as i played with his cock i would fall assleep holding his cock in my hand as if it was a teddy bear 

I have no regrets when it comes to me and my dad i feel lucky that my first time for everthing was with my dad and i was abel to explore a mans body and my sexuality at my own pace and when it came to giving my verginity to my dad it was the only choice for me it seemed natural i mean i had felt it in my hand then in my mouth and had my first taste of cum from him so when it came time to feel him inside me he was the only man i wanted to experience that with at the time .

I found it funny how even though i was jerking him off and sucking his cock for weeks the night we had sex for the first time seemed like the first time we ever did anything together we where like strangers just getting to know each other i truly thoght i was ready for what was going to happen but i wasent not even close i had no idea the afect it was going to have on me and the way i thought of my dad the one thing i found out was there is nothing that compares with having a cock inside you not touching it or having it in your mouth is anything like having a cock inside your pussy 

I will never forget that first feeling of my dads hard cock touching my bare pussy the way my body shiverd and the shock of it running throgh my body it was so amazing i just looked at my dad as he got between my legs and pushed his cock into me i was so scared it was going to hurt my dad kept telling me to relax but with every push he made i tenced up and dad rubbed my tummy and the top of my pussy to help me relax and just when i thought it was ok my dad reached for my head and touched my face and as he told me he loved me he gave one last push and i yelled out i love you daddy and felt the pain of his cock  going all into me 

My dad left his cock in me for a few seconds to let me catch my breath then i sat up so i could see his cock inside me i was shocked that his cock was all inside me and my pussy looked so stretched out i reached down and touched myself and felt around my dads cock and my pussy then looked at dad and smiled at him before laying back down then dad began to show me what sex was all about little did he know what he was creating a monster and i was going to become his little horny monster that needed his cock more than he could keep up ........