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What you wanted to be when you were much younger and what you want to be / what you are now
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I remember growing up, wanting to be an accountant, serving God, a virtuous wife and mother. lol. Since i found porn, all that changed. Right now, i still want to be successful in life but i dont want to be a virtous woma. I want to be used by men anyhow, anytime and anywhere. I want to be touched randomly. I watch so much porn and masturbate a lot. This makes me stay indoors. Now how will i be successful when i spend my whole time watching porn and masturbating and filling myself with an overdose of lust?
Share what you wanted to be when you were much younger and what you want to be / what you are now. I would love to read them so i know i'm not the only crazy one.
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Posted on : Dec 4, 2024
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Commented on Dec 10, 2024
You have such a long time ahead of you ! Stop messing with your mind like that. Enjoy yourself. Enjoy playing with yourself, and soon you'll find someone that will help you to mix your kinks and the real wide world. And then you'll find it excellent ! You're not crazy love ^^
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Commented on Dec 4, 2024
Professionally I wanted to be a jet fighter pilot. But I've been a perv and have loved porn even before that. I discovered one of my dad's playboys (August 1981) when I was 5 years old. It looked like Supergirl on the cover and as I was flipping through it I saw my first naked woman, playmate Debbie Boostrom. I didn't really know what to think about it but I found it interesting and wanted to look at it some more later. When I couldn't find it I innocently asked mom where the Supergirl magazine was and she said I'm not supposed to look at that.
What is also interesting about me around that time is that I had also accidentally discovered masturbation a little before that. A few months earlier I was in the bathtub when I discovered that it felt wonderful to take the wet, slippery bar of soap and rub it around the glans of my penis. After a couple minutes of doing that I got my first erection. When mom came in I innocently told her what I had discovered, not knowing what was going on, and was again told not to do that any more. Never one to be deterred by being told no I waited until after I was in bed and wanted to see if I could replicate those good feelings from earlier without the aid of the soap. I discovered that tugging my foreskin over the head of my penis over and over again did the trick and it felt wonderful. I had my first dry orgasm that night.
I was an only child and didn't have older brothers or sisters to tell me what sex was so I never equated women, naked or otherwise, with masturbation. Not that I even knew it was called masturbation yet. Unfortunately I can't recall the moment I did start equating females and sex and masturbation. It was sometime before or during 4th grade. What I do remember was the day I discovered two big stacks of playboys, penthouses, and various other girly magazines in the back of the linen closet. I think I was 11 years old. Prior to finding this porn treasure trove I was only able to see naked women in titty movies on HBO and such. But now I was free to sneak two or three into bed at night and stroke away. It was a fun time and I did it almost every night.
Now I'm married with a couple grown kids. Luckily I have a room where I can have some privacy and look at my porn and masturbate just like always. I saw your blog and I love how you want to be used by men and touched randomly. One of my favorite fantasies is a fictional female I made up in my mind who gets off being used as an object by men. If some rich old man gropes her at a party she leans into it. She looks for guys online who are just looking for a quick lay who'll use her and leave. She has a boyfriend and likes to be ordered around and told what to wear, etc, but they agreed beforehand on what is and what is off limits. So you reminded me of my fictional fantasy girl.
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Commented on Dec 4, 2024
I wanted to be a paleontologist or archaeologist. Then I wanted to be an artist or animator. My career went in other ways. Now I’m retired, jerking off to porn at least once a day, and enjoy seeing erotic possibilities in great art and historic sites like Pompeii.
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