I realy needed to talk to someone this morning so here i am first let me tell you that in the past i have don some things that i was not proud of /oh yes//there is so much that goes on behind my dads back and i feel so bad about it .i never told anyone my secrets but i feel like i have to before i explode .

Some times its hard to believe i just turned 19 just a few weeks ago it seems like just yesterday i was a flat chested preteen looking at porn and fingering myself .the one secret i have kept to myself is a few years ago oh lets say three you can do the math anyways i wanted to get myself a new cell phone but dad said no i had one and i could wait but being me i said no so i decided i would go to one of his friends like kevin and i sucked my first cock for money i remember him putting 100 dollars into my bra after i sucked his cock i was so amazed i made that i felt so dirty but i wanted that new phone so i sucked his cock in secret until i had the money to get my phone 

Then there was the night it was about two years ago i was on my way home from school when kevin drove by and picked me up he took me out for icecream  then met up with two of his friends and we went over to his place things seemed normal at first but soon changed when they began to show me money to show them my little boobs and take pics of them at first i said no but when there was so much money on the tabel i decided to take off my top i will never forget the feeling i had in me taking my top off in front of 4 old guys just for money but that wasent the worst of it after that they took a few pics of my boobs then they talked me into walking around to each of them and they each touched my boobs and placed money into my panties under my skirt i will say i was scared that things where going to get out of controle whe they began to kiss my ass and place more money into the front of my panties .

Some of them leaned forward and took a smell of my pussy telling me how good i smelled then another one pressed hiss finger into my ass pushing my panties into my crack then smaeeling his finger before pulling my panties back out one guy just wanted to feel my hair and run his fingers in it and one gave me 20 dollars to taste my lips and kiss me and he was the same guy that also wanted to taste my feet so he sucked every one of my toes then licked the bottom of my feet 

I walked around the room going to each of the 4 men letting them touch me and lick me at one point one guy tried to remove my panties and kevin yelld out NO and he got up and took my hand and sat me on his lap then told the guys that was enough .I sat there on kevins lap for a few minutes then he asked me if i would like to suck his cock up stairs and i said ok so he told the others to wait there and he took my hand and we went up to his room he asked me if i was ok and i said yes then he opend his pants and took out his cock and i sat down on the edge of his bed and took his hard cock into my mouth and began to pop my head slowly on his cock i could here him telling me //thats my little girl suck my cock //he put my hair into a ponytail and began to use it to guid my head onto his cock it wasent long before he blew his load into my mouth and when he was finished he told me i was getting better at it with each time and he couldent believe how good i was at sucking cock at my age 

My dad has no idea what i did and that makes me feel bad inside i love my dad and hate keeping secrets and lying to him  i think its the hardest when me and dad are making love and he calles me his little princess i cant help but think about what i have don behinde his back .My dad has no idea that one night when he passed out on the couch from drinking his friend forced me to suck his cock right in front of him as he laid there on the couch i never told my dad about that one 

There was a time i fucked my dads friend in his car and later when i got home dad wanted to fuck before mom got home so we went up to my room and when he went to put his cock into me he said my pussy was so wet i told him i was horny for his cock and thats why and he believed me and fucked me good he had no idea that he was feeling another guys cum inside me i felt bad but it was also kinky in a way 

so ya i have been naughty over the years and have my regrets as well du you think im a bad girl or am i just exploring my sexual needs and having fun please let me know what you think .......