All of this blog is from the book

"My journey into Female domination

 (how I willfully became slave seven)

Looking back on my life I always knew I would be a submissive male. 

I guess I even knew it in elementary school. On the playground I enjoyed watching the girls play more than I did playing with the boys. 

Although I wasn’t the most popular guy in High School, I was a normal looking guy that dated normal girls.  I quickly learned that as the girls grew older, in my mind, they became more and more desirable and I became more and more in awe of them.  

Normal girls wanted normal sex.  I wanted something else.  I always wanted to please them.  When we were having sex I would try to give them as much pleasure as I could with my cock.  My greatest satisfaction was when I could get them to have multiple orgasms.  I always felt my pleasure came from their pleasure.  Only after they would orgasm could I allow myself to indulge in a climax. 

When I suggested oral sex to these normal girls they most times agreed.  I began to enjoy sucking a girl’s vagina more than anything else.  I pursued the girls that wanted me to bring them to oral gratification because it gave me enjoyment to pleasure them.

I remember in one class I sat behind a girl that was very pretty and knew it.  She was from the tougher side of town.  She was a red-head who always wore tight revealing tops, short skirts and heels.  She was somewhat nasty to anyone that was not a member of her circle of friends.  She basically ignored me like I was not even there most days. 

Until, one day before class as she walked to her seat, which was just in front of me, I told her I liked her earrings.  She sat down and turned around toward me and leaned in allowing me to see the crack between her breasts and said, “And you are who again?”

I couldn’t resist looking down her small tight blouse which was unzipped very low.  She knew exactly how to handle me and said in a loud voice, “I’m up here! Pervert!”  All the class heard it and started to laugh.  I turned bright red and then suddenly felt I was getting an erection.  Luckily, the teacher intervened and quieted down the class but I had a stiff cock for rest of the class thinking of her.

She teased me the rest of the term and I tried to treat her like a lady.  .In reality, I loved her teasing me and longed to have her alone teasing and abusing me.