as i lay here in bed i think about everything my dad has tought me and as i get older theres so much more to learn now that im 18 i think back to when it all began and that first touch he gave me i just remember knowing that he wasent touching me in the same way as he always did and this wasent just one of his daddy hugs or jentil touch of my face this was very different his hand seemed strange and new as he reached over and placed it on my hip i remember shivering and looking up at his face i will never forget as long as i live the look in his eyes .The way he looked at me it was as if he wasent my dad anymore and he wasent looking at his little girl .His worm hand moved from my hip and to my waist then up my back and under my hair to my neck the entire time keeping eye contact it was like we where talking without words 

Little did i know that moment was going to change my life and my relationship with my dad. my dad has taught me about many things and i remember sitting with him as he helped me with my homwork and showing me math and science at the kitchen tabel i never thought that one day i would be sucking his cock at that same tabel and all the times my dad put my hair into ponytails and pigtails i never thought those same hands would be someday holding my hair as i sucked his cock and even holding those pigtails as he came in my mouth .

I finde it crazy that just one touch can change your life and how someone looks at you can change the way you see them .I never thought of my dad in a sexual way growing up i mean i did have the usual daddy crush but nothing to crazy it was just a crush and nothing came out of it theres those dad moments in life you know the first time i saw him in his underware and i was shocked and the time i saw him in just a towel comming out of the shower i found myself frozen in place looking at him then i shook my head and wonderd about myself and what i was thinking 

Other than that i just kept things to myself and as i got older and into my teens i began to notice my dad a little more after all he was the only man in the house . I think alot changed when i began to grow boobs my dad seemed to look alot at my chest and not my face anymore i could see his eyes drop down and look at my chest even more so before i began to where a bra .Now when i think back to the times  when dad would spray me with the hose out side it was more than just a joke to him he was just checking out my boobs in my wet tshirt with no bra .i even remember time when dad would drop ice cubes down my top as we sat together on the couch i did not think about it then but now know dad was checking out my new boobs .

As i lay here in my room i can help but think about how i grew up here playing with my dolls and coloring books and all the times i huged my teddybear and now have sex with my dad in the same room.Growing up i was close to my dad and as i became a teen and my body started to change i found myself wanting to be closer to him but not in a sexual way its very hard to explane and very confusing .its like wanting something but not knowing what it is it drove me insane and i think thats what lead up to the sitting on his lap it gave me a chance to be close to him without it being sexual

As time went by i began to change my clothes around dad and the bigger my boobs got the smaller my tops got and when my mom was home i would put on a bra but when she wasent home i never had a bra on and i did this without even knowing it i realy wanted my dad to notice me and look at me it made me feel so grown up and sexy when he looked at my boobs even today at 18 i love the way my dad looks at me the look in his eyes is amazing .My dad showed me what its like to be touched by a man and how it can make me feel so good inside he also taught me alot about what makes my body feel amazing he seemes to know where my soft spots are and how to get me horny wich realy dosent take much with him all he has to do is touch me and i get horny and end up on my knees .

I know it wont last forever and some people think its wrong and maybe i do to at times but im 18 and having sex with a man three time my age and his friends also alot older than me i have learned about what i like when it comes to sex and have experienced sexual pleasure that most women twice my age havent experienced i mean i was barely 18 when i had sex with three men at once its crazy when i think about it .I can tell you that i will never forget my teen years as long as i live and i will also have to keep my secret for just as long .I know that one day i will meet the man i love and start a family of my own and i think now i hope he is as good to me as my dad and can please me in bed as good as my dad does as well 

I stuck between being with someone my own age just for the age thing and growing old together and wanting a older man for the sexual part of it someone that feels like my dad in bed i afraid that after being with my dad and older men maybe i cant be with someone my age and they cant please me the same way .I think for now im going to be the 18 year old teen girl i am and love my dad and enjoy him and his friends i mean what the fuck its all in the name of good sex and pleasure right ...