I've been crossdressing since I was really young. It really got going when I was on vacation with my parents and I watched a gay porn that was on TV when I was flipping thru the channels. I couldn't believe how crazy it made me about cock and being fucked like a girl. I couldn't think about anything else. I was constantly thinking about having a man and being his girl I was a freshman in high school when I signed up on a gay dating site called outpersonal. I lied about my age and started talking to men all the time. I had men wanting to come get me so we could hang out but I was still scared so I backed out the first few times. I kept going like crazy and got a cell phone and started talking to every man I could. I lived in a small town so everyone I was talking to was at least an hour drive from me. Finally I started talking to this guy and a couple of weeks later he called me and he said I'm in breckenridge and I want to come get you. He drove from Ft. Worth to come meet me. He was also 47 and that for some reason made me want it more. I wanted a daddy and he had told me that's what he was going to be. I was shocked that he was that close to me and I told him I was nervous and he said that's ok just take a shot to calm your nerves. So while I was talking to him I found my parents liquor. He told me to try rum. I had never even drank before. So I poured way to much in a glass and drank some. Not even 5 minutes after drinking some of the rum I was feeling crazy. We were still on the phone and I gave him my address. I was wearing some tight basketball shorts with a blue v thong and a blue bra and a white spaghetti strap top. I was light headed waiting for him to pull up. It was a Saturday and every Saturday my parents went to Ft. Worth all day so I had the house to myself. He finally pulled up and I went out to meet him. I was freaking out. He was driving a blue impala with black windows and big rims. When he got out of the car he was a huge black man. I didn't know he was black. All that time I thought he was white, but him being black was so much more exciting. All I knew was I wanted him. I was still scared tho. He walked up to me and said hi I'm James and I said hi and stuttered. He laughed and said calm down baby. I blurted out I have the house to myself and he said ok cool let's go inside and chill. As we walked inside he told me I was hot and I turned 15 shades of red and he grabbed me and kissed me. It was my first kiss. I was shocked and he said relax and I figured out how to make out pretty fast. My head was spinning as his huge hands were all over me and then he grabbed my ass with both hands. I looked at him with big eyes and he said you got a fat ass baby and then he took me to the couch and made me take off my shorts and top. He groped me some more and then we started making out again. He was kissing me all over my neck and giving me hickies. He told me to sit down and I did. He took off his shirt and was big and buff and hairy. He was like 6'5" and 300 pounds. I was so horny I almost couldn't take it. He told me to pull his shorts down and I was staring at his huge bulge. I looked up at him and he said pull my shorts down baby. As I pulled them down I saw the base of his huge cock and I started pulling the down faster. When they fell to the floor I was just cock shocked. His big black cock was hanging there right in front of me. I didn't know what to do. He grabbed his cock and pointed it right at my mouth and it was millimeters from my lips. He said come on baby suck daddy's cock. I just went cock drunk and I started sucking his head and he got really hard in seconds. It was so big in my mouth and in my hands. I slobbered all over his huge cock and then he grabbed my head and pulled me off his cock and pushed his balls in my mouth. After I sucked on his balls for a while he grabbed my head again and started making me gag on his cock. He was fucking my mouth and I was in love. He took me to the my bed and made me bend over. He ate my boy pussy and fingered me and stretching my pussy. He ate my boy pussy for like 30 min. I had never done anything before so everything was so intense and exhilarating. I was moaning like a bitch and so horny. He told me I had to call him daddy and he smacked my ass hard as fuck. Then he slapped my other cheek and put his face back in my ass. I squeaked like a little sissy bitch and he just kept tonguing my ass and sliding his 3 huge fingers in my hole. He stood up and turned me over on my back and he put my legs up and I started breathing hard. I knew I was about to get fucked like I had always fantasized. He made me lube his cock up and then he said I'm going to destroy your pretty asshole. My heart skipped a beat and then he told me to hold my legs back and he put a pillow under my lower back and got me where he wanted me and then he started rubbing his head on my boy pussy. He started to push in slowly and told me to relax. It was painful and it took like 30 min for him to finally start being able to slide in and out some. I was moaning like a bitch everytime he pushed in. My whole body was shaking as he started going in and out. He was so gentle and kept making sure I was ok. It started to be so intense that I was trying to squirm all over the place but he just held me there and kept going. He started pushing deeper and deeper and he hit my bitch button and I squeaked and moaned at the same time and he started just tapping that spot with his cock and I went into convulsions as I spewed cum everywhere. He didn't even stop he just kept thrusting and making me moan and squeak and squirm. He pushed in deeper and grabbed my face and said who's your daddy baby and I couldn't even talk. I tried and just barely made a sound and he slapped me (not hard but enough to make me want it again) and said who's your daddy bitch and I said you are my daddy. He kissed me and then pulled his cock out and flipped me over. I could barely move. He pulled my hips up and put my ass in the air and pulled me to the edge of the bed. He stood behind me and lubed his cock up some more and stepped up and smacked my ass hard a fuck and then he pushed his cock in my boy pussy slowly. He had both of his huge hands holding on to my ass and started thrusting as far in me as my young ass could take and he got faster and faster. I started convulsing again and he found hit that bitch button again and just pounded right on it and I started cumming again. I didn't know what to do. It was the most amazing feeling I had ever had and it was even close to being over. He had me bent over for almost an hour and by that time he was having to hold me up while he pounded my ass and turned her into a pussy. The whole time he had my ass in the air he was very vocal and making me say I loved his black cock and say that I was his bitch. He would smack my ass and tell me I was his white bitch. He said he was going to fuck me forever and I wanted him to. He finally kissed the back of my neck and told me daddy's going to cum baby and he straightened up and started plowing and I was squealing and moaning and about to cum again and then I heard him grunt and say o my god and I felt his huge cock get super hard and throb and then he thrusted and I felt this warmth spreading in my ass and he kept thrusting and slamming that cock in me. Then he got on the bed and spooned me with his cock still deep inside me. We layed there and he said tell daddy you love him and without hesitation I said I love you daddy and he slammed that cock in deep and said I'm going to make you my wife. I wanted to be his wife. I wanted to take that cock like it was my job. We fucked the rest of that day and I couldn't walk on Sunday hardly at all. Everyone kept asking me what happened and I just kept saying I was sore from working out. I felt amazing knowing that I had been fucked like a bitch the whole day before. He moved to breckenridge just to be close to me and it made school hard because he made me stay in women's clothes the whole time we were hanging out and I almost went to school like that. We stayed together for 3 years and he did come to my graduation and tell one of my girl friends that he was my boyfriend. It got around fast but thank goodness it was the last time I had to go there. It was so exhilarating for everybody I knew to know I was a black man's bitch. He made me the BNWO advocate that I am. I need another black daddy.