Well as you know my life became very fucked up in the last week or so from my last blog and i had many sleepless nights and it seemed that my dad saw nothing wrong with what he did i could hear him at night going down to the basement thinkig i was going to meet him for sex but i was in no mood for anything with him i was so mad i never thought my dad would betray me like that i mean what we had together was just between me and him no one was ever to finde out about us 

I was very scared about that crazy old man alex telling more people and it getting back to my mother its all i could think about and as for dad its crazy that he still thinks im going to suck his cock after what he did .Well it was on thursday night and i finally decided it was time to talk to dad so told him i needed to talk and i told him about alex and what he said to me about that he knows that we have sex and you told him i just did not tell him what i did ,dad tryed to say he was drunk and it just sliped out and every thing he could to make himself look like the inosent one but i did not buy it for one second 

My dad said he would take care of it and not to worry he made it sound so easy .Well here i am its saturday morning and im in bed feeling like shit i dont think i will ever get the feeling of that dirty old mans hands of my skin you see my dads idea of fixing all of this was to invite that crazy dirty old man over to the house last night for some drinks and fun this was the last thing i wanted but as my dad tod me when i said he was crazy all alex wants is to have some fun then he promised to never say a word about anything 

It seemed my dad and alex had the night all planed out and i was the play toy .that dirty old man alex came over around 7 pm and mom was off visiting her sister for the weekend this was one time i wished she stayed home .anyways she was gon and crazy alex was here as we sat together in the livingroom and i had my first drink with the two of them it was very different for me before this i would be excited about the thought of having sex with my dad and someone els but not this time it was the farthest thing on my minde all i did was sit there and look at him and feel sick he is just so creepy i couldent believe i sucked his cock last week .

Even after the 3rd drink he still looked creepy and he was looking at me all the time in my black mini skirt and white sweater if he was anyone els across from me i would have been showing off my red satin panties by now by opening my legs a little bit but not tonight i had my legs closed and locked together .It was around 830 last night my dad came to me and said i needed to be more open and nice to alex and make him feel wanted it took alot of strength in me but i decided to go along with the show and i sat on alexes lap just the feeling of his  hand on my waist made me shiver with disscust as i sat there he seemed to get off on talking about me and when i was younger and how he loved waching me play outside he began to rub my back as he told me about some of his favorit outfits i had he left nothing out he even told me how he loved seeing my boobs get bigger over the years and was always happy to see me walk by his house and how my body was getting sexier as i grew up he told me this was his greatest dream in life to have me on his lap with his hands on my body 

i sat there for what seemed forever s he went on telling my dad how lucky he was to have a daughter like me my dad agreed with him and then alex stood me up and had me stand in front of him then began to explore my body as my dad wached Alex lifted my skirt and looked at my ass then said i was perfect and my ass was amazing before placing his hand on my ass then leaning forward and taking a long sniff of my pussy then he  began to ask me stupid questions like do you like sucking your daddys cock .then it realy went bad from there it seemed that old man was into some crazy shit when it came to sex and he wanted to see my dad and me together and asked my dad to finger me in front of him so my dad came over and put his hand under my skirt and into my panties and began to slowly finger my pussy i could see the crazy look in alexes eyes as he wached my dads hand inside my satin panties moving around his face was only about one inch away from me then he reached over and moved my panties to one side so he could see my dads finger in my pussy usualy i would be into this and getting off by it but having that dirty old man looking at me like that i just couldent get into it 

My dad took his hand out of my panties then held my panties to one side and alex began to touch me then slowly slid his finger into me and began to finger fuck me as i stood there alex was breathing hard and still had that crazy look in his eyes he said he loved that my pussy was hairless and smooth then leaned in and kissed it before turnning me around and kissing my ass .All i could think about was when this was going to end and hoped it was very soon i kept taking sips of my drink hoping it would make it better but i truly think there not enough boos in the world to make that old man look good to me . As the night went on alex kept touching me and sitting me on his lap and by 930 last night there wasent a spot on me he hadent touched or kissed he even placed every one of my toes into his mouth one at a time and i still had my clothes on at that time but as my luck would have it he finaly decided it was time to underess me and as i stood there infront of him he puled down on my skirt and slowly pulled it down to my feet and i steped out of it he then jentaly placed it on the couch next to him then lifted my sweater and took it off and placed it with my skirt then leaned in and kissed my bellybutton then made his way down to my pussy feeling my satin coverd ass the entire time 

i thought he was going to have a heart attack he was dreathing so hard and that crazy look in his eyes was scary as hell .Alex just felt my body for a few minutes as i stood there in front of him i would look over at my dad and all he did was smile at me then he finaly stoped and stood up he then opend his pants and i could feel my heart drop i was hoping he would just stop and go home but that wasent the case he took off his pants then sat back down and touched me again i couldent even look at his cock so i just looked strait ahead then he took my hand and pulled me down then placed my hand onto his hard cock then went in for a kiss his 3 day old beard was like sand paper on my face when his lips touched mine after the kiss he said //suck uncle alexes hard cock sweetie //and he pulled my head into his crotch so i bent over and closed my eyes and opend my mouth his sweaty old cock slid into me and i thought i was going to gag right there so i just blanked my minde and thought of someone els and hoped it would be over fast 

Alex sat there as i bent over and sucked his cock then i went down to the floor and kept going i could hear alex telling my dad he was a very lucky man to have a daughter like me and how he has taught me well on sucking a cock he was pulling my head in and forcing his cock deep into my mouth and holding it there then letting go again the to of them made comments about me as i sucked on alexes cock this went on for several minutes before he stoped me .My dad was sitting there and alex asked me to show him my room i looked over at my dad and he just smiled again and before i could say anything alex took my hand and began to head upstairs pulling me along when we got to the top of the stairs he asked which one is your room so i told him and we went in he closed the door and looked around then said it was amazing that he was there in my room after all this time before taking me into his arms and kissing me 

I tried very hard not to think about what was going to come next but i knew he wanted to fuck me and i wanted it over fast so i grabed his cock and began to stroke it for him as i did he asked me if my dad and me have sex in my room i said yes then after one more kiss he put me on my back on the bed and took off my panties i wached him smell the crotch then put them on the bed he opend my legs then went down and licked my pussy when he made his way up to my boobs i could feel his cock touch my pussy and i closed my eyes and tried to think of something els like maybe he will have a heart attake before he puts that thing into me but once again luck is never on my side and that dirty old mans cock was right at my pussy he was kissing my neck and face and the enitre thing seemed like a nightmare and i wanted to wake up i couldent believe that i was about to let this crusty old man fuck me but there i was on my back in my room alone with him as he used me for his pleasure 

I could feel his cock head poking at my pussy as he kept kissing my neck then i felt it pop in i rolled my eyes back and braced myself i couldent bring myself to even touch him so i kept my hands at my side as he began to push his cock into me as it went in he began to say /oh my god your pussy is so hot /i could feel him going in and felt no pleasure in it i just wanted it to be over so i layed there and let him do his thing with me and he began to fuck me then he lifted himself up and gabed my hips pushing his cock deep into me he leaned over and kissed me then said to me //you are so sexy and soft i love your young body /// and he began to fuck me slowly going in and out of me with his old cock .i couldent look at him so i kept my eyes closed and thought of other things but it was very hard .alex put me into different positions and fucked me the worst was when he was on top i could feel his old skin on mine and it was disscusting and when it came time for him to cum i took it in my mouth the last thing i wanted was him cumming in my pussy so i told him i wanted to taste his cum and it just seemed better than him filling my pussy 

to make it worst after he was finished he wanted to lay there with me like we where a couple and he kept asking me stupid shit like /do i like having sex with my dad and did i like his cock it seemed like the night was never going to end i just wanted him to leave and never come back it was so creepy the way he was touching me as we laied there in my bed .He kept wanting to kiss me on the lips and make out with me and i felt like i was going to puke every time .It was around midnight when he finaly said /i will let you get some sleep annd he left my room and about 10 minutes later i heard the front door close and he was gon i thanked god and went to sleep  

so here i am still in bed telling you about my creepy night i havent left my room yet and i dont want to see my dad yet i can hear him down srairs and usualy i would be running down there to see him but this morning im not very happy with him .I feel dirty and theres not enough showering to get the feeling of that dirty old man off my skin i cant believe i let him fuck me all i can do is hope that was the last and only time it will happen .......

have a good weekend love Penny ....