I had to right about something that happend just last night and im not proud of what i did and i think things have gon to far and every thing is about to go to shit .It seems that my dad has let the cat out of the bag and told someone about whats been going on between me and him you see i was on my way home and just minding my own buisness when old man alex the scary old guy 4 houses over was in his garage and called me over i just wanted to go home but he asked me to come over and say hello so i went over .He is so creepy and even though hes been around for ever i rememder him growing up he was always the creepy guy on the street waching all the girls from his window we all knew him as crazy old alex or dirty old alex no one realy knew him he kept to himself most of the time 

Anyways as i walked up his drivway he looked at me in my short white skirt and red sweater i could feel his eyes looking me over like some dirty old man i grabed the bottom of my skirt and held it down as far as it will go at that point i wished i had a longer skirt on .I got up the driveway and he was standing there with a beer in his hand looking like he was 100 years old wich is bad because i think hes in his late 60s not realy sure .Anyways we stood there and he began some small talk then went into the fridge he had in his garage and took out a beer and handed it to me so being stupid i took it and took a sip and before i knew it i was on my 2nd beer and sitting with him .

Now thats when the shit began it seemes my dad and him where having a few drinks the other day and got drunk together and my stupid dad opend his big mouth when he was drunk and told alex about what me and him do together oh my god my heart droped and i thought i was going to die right there in alexes garage he told me my dad said every thing about how i suck his cock and how we meet at night after mom goes to sleep every thing about me and dad 

I had no idea what to say to him i just sat there alex went on about my dad telling me every thing my dad said even things about my body secrets i trusted him with my heart was broken .then alex said after all that /dont worry i wont tell anyone els like your mother or your friends then he put his hand on his crotch and kept telling me about who he wont tell like maybe his friend next door whoes wife spends time with my mom i could tell what he was getting at as he talked and began to rub his crotch  .i began to panic and had no idea what to do so i did what i thought was the best way out of this and ended up in his house on my knees sucking his cock i have never felt so much shame in myself as i sucked a mans cock before it was so discusting 

I hated every second of it and when he came in my mouth it took every git of my strength not to gage and throw up and it that wasent bad enough he incisted on feeling my ass when i got up he kust stood there with his cock out rubbing my ass under my skirt as he touched me he said .it was very exciting for him after waching me grow up and jerkoff over me all these years to have me and finaly feel me for real he was in heaven .

he felt me up for a few minutes pressing his finger into my ass over my panties then smelling his finger before telling me i should get home i was so happy to get out of there and even though its onlt 4 houses over the walk seemed forever i must have spit a hundred times as i walked along i felt so full of shame ,,

I am so worried what if he keeps wanting me to suck his cock or even more like he wants to fuck me oh my god i would rather die then fuck that old man im so confused and mad i cant believe my dad told him about us this is crazy i dont know what to do....