Should I call myself Doctor Sissy?  Not a great name I'll work on it.

I have no cocks tonight, I'll have to pull out my toys (this will not do haha).  Though side note I don't know about you I generally don't fuck myself with toys I tend to enjoy the pleasant stretch as I go bigger and bigger then jerk off when I'm as full as I can get.  I'll be honest with you Nothing makes me cum harder than being so full as my biggest toy breaches both sphincters.

Back to doctor story.  My hubby is with his family tonight clearly his gay lover isn't welcome though his son like me haha.  Our mutual lover is away for work so I spent my evening dressing up, doining my make up and I've jerked twice while full already.

There's a knock at the door and I look out the peep hole and shes outside.  I should have ignored her as I was fully dressed but she knows that I'm a cross dresser so I thought ok I owe or this for fucking her husband haha, I shouldn't laugh.  She looked slightly shocked then said hello and that's a cute dress, ah what?!  I invited her in and thanked her.  She sat in my living room I offerred tea and stood to make a tea and pulled down my dress to cover my purple knickers (quite embarrassing) I'm not dressed for entertaining, at least not entertaining women.

She followed me into the kitchen saying she wants to be friends.  Oh nice.  then she said it, "I think I've lost my husband".  Uh oh.  Acting coy I said why would you say that.  She said I know where he sits to pleasure himself while watching you two and I've since seen when he's over listening to music that he was naked back to the blinds and clearly thrusting, I'm assuming into you.  I must have looked like a deer in a headlights.  She said I'm not angry, I was but i'm not now.  I've known for decades that he likes feminine men almost as much as women.  I saw that view and I've smelled sex on him when he returns.  You've won :-(  I assured her that I'm very sorry and I never intended to sleep with him (I lied ... I wanted his cock first time I saw him).  Kettle long since boiled but we've abandoned having tea.  I assured her you haven't lost him and that you're in a great place as you know he's gay.  She countered isn't it Bi I said technically but Bi's tend to just be Gays with legacy attraction.  Was a grown up conversation between consenting adults.  

I asked do you want me to break it off and bar him from here?  She surprisingly said no.  Again weeks ago I wanted vengance but the realisation is that he's gay he'll just get better at hiding it.  If he's with you at least I know he's with good people (yeah she said good people).  

I asked a very personal question whether he still makes love to her too.  She said we haven't had sex for many years, I really don't like it any more.  She said I came here to tell you i know and to determine whether I've lost him.  I said you've not lost him he's just following his nature.  Then she asks when hes here do I go into him (hate to say it but when she finds the words to say do you sodomize my husband, I may offer to fuck her haha).  i assured no as you can see I'm the wife in this house, not trans I'm not woman inside I'm a man a gay man.  That made her happy, I think.

Rest of the evening we actually talked about clothing she was intrigued.  She was just trying to get comfy.  She left after an hour.  Can't believe how sureal that was.  What a life I have.  I actually don't feel guilty any more, she said he's welcome to come over but please send him home to me.  I said I have a husband who I'm am in love with and there's no room for another.  But talk to him and think of his time with us as masturbation.  Fuck I hope this becomes normal as I love being watched but strong women when I'm gettign a seeing too.  My hubby's wife as watched us many times.

This story is too much don't need a warm up I'm going to insert the biggest dong I have, that was so enjoyable in the end that if we'd done a selfie I'd have jerked off to it :-P

Oh fuck boys it's in I can't describe this but I think my eyes are rolling