Pysicality Carnality, as described to me in a very nice letter written to me when I was 20 by a 36 year old woman.

"Dear Kevin, In answer to your question, yes. I do think it is amazing how horny you are and how it seems like things we are doing are kind of taking over your mind! But I wanted to try and express to you how the feelign is mutual or perhaps even slanted a bit further in my directions. I can hardly even express to you the sensations / the stirrings of passion and basic carnal lust that flow through me. That build within me through the days or weeks that I am craving.  You describe a need, an immediate physical longing. For me it is this deep rhythm of my thoughts and feelings and connected with my body in the most intimate ways imaginable. And when it becomes physically apparent to me, I feel it. Feel the need like nautre's caresing hands, coaxing me to lay for you. Coaxing me to open my legs only just as FAR OPEN as i can fucking stretch them... coaxing me to arch my back and stretch every fiber of my being. And coaxing me to temptation of you. 

Please understand my temptations of you are only part of your temptations of me. Carnality is when I am laying there and we have both succum to the anticipations and the throbbing longings. And you are in me. And I feel the tips of my nipples tingling and erect and I feel the weight of my breasts rolling around on my chest in rhythm with your pushing me. Pushing into me. 

And when I am deprived, and dont' have this, the thing that rises to the surface in my mind - the visceral sensual memory that clenches the nagging desires and half-forgot pleasures is this - Laying there, being ridden, my legs as wide as i can fucking make them, being ridden into. And I can feel the weight of your FUCKING BALLS bouncing against my asshole. Just bouncing. Just bouncing and bumping and squashing into me as you drive into me. YOur balls. Your testicles. Make the hormones that drive you horny and insane, make you desire make you flirt, cause you to ride me, and now bounce against me. Bounce until the cum they make injects so fucking deep into me between my open legs. 

 Your pleasure. My pleasure. Our bodies. Our natures. Carnality."

Yeah... hOLY FUCK!  

So, im going to jerk off again..