Little dick losers as me also wanna have sex as all people, but being rejected by women because of my little dick gave me understanding of who i was. Being unable to satisfy women i started to satisfy men putting my self into a place of a perfect sissy bimbo sex toy.In fact kissing a dickhead is more possible for me then kissng a woman. Becoming a pervert version of myself i keep sucking cocks of a nasty perverts listening how they moan when they cum into my throat. Only when my lips touch the dickhead and i start sucking that throbbing cock i feel shame and lust, and understanding that i could be fucking a pussy like a man but i keep sucking a cock like a little faggot makes my horny and i can do nothing but keep sucking like a godd sissy slut. That's it. This is my cycle: trying to date a girl, then being rejected like a beta i am, then returning to cocksucking and fucking my fist.