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Where my forced blowjob fetish started
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People don't always know exactly where their fetishes started, but I know where my love of forced blowjobs came from.
I was in high school, and it was with my boyfriend at the time. I grew up in an environment where female sexuality was basically the devil (very strict South American Roman Catholicism. You know those memes about how Latina grandmas think Mickey Mouse is satanic? They're true), so when he and I started doing more than just kissing, I told him I absolutely wasn't going to lose my virginity.
I also had to be very, very careful that my family didn't find out I even had a libido, so we'd take drives outside the city before I was even comfortable making out with him. He persuaded me to blow him on one of these trips, and it was scary but I didn't mind it. I didn't let him cum in my mouth, but it wasn't a bad experience. The next time we had one of our trips, I sucked him off again, but this time when he was getting close to cumming, he grabbed fistfuls of my hair and held me down on him while he came. I slapped his thighs and tried to push away, but he wouldn't let me.
I was nuclear levels of pissed off at him for that. I tore a strip off the poor guy for it. But I started thinking about it a lot. I guess I'd always had sub tendencies ever since I learned about sex (I'd see women tied up in movies and it'd fascinate me, for example).
After a little while, I asked him to "kind of guide my head a bit," but what was really happening was I'd gotten to love the idea of being controlled by a guy I was sucking off. All of my fantasies have to do with a guy controlling my mouth. If I'm getting fucked, I want it taped or his hand pressed over it. It feels like true helplessness when I can't speak or scream, and when a cock is stuffed into my mouth I'm being forced to pleasure it and shut the fuck up at the same time.
Anyway, that was how it started. The great thing about this fetish is that you won't find a guy who'll say no to the idea of tying a girl's wrists together and fucking her face.
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Posted on : Aug 6, 2024
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Commented on Jan 28, 2026
That is what you get for being a cum dodger.
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Commented on Aug 9, 2024
I enjoyed the read.
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Commented on Aug 6, 2024
Very insightful.
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