shameful story

the older cousin said that he knew a way to enlarge the penis, the system was that you need to stimulate through the ass, so we started to practice. and indeed, when he inserted his fingers into my ass, I got my first erection. For better effect, he decided to use his penis, so I lost my virginity with him аnd looking at my erection, I thought that this is how it should be done. all the summer that I lived with relatives, I came to his room and we trained, he fucked my ass and I masturbated myself in the process.

I was shocked when I later found out what sex is and how it happens. complexes appeared. I promised myself that I would forget it. but later continued to masturbate with different objects in the anus, but keeping my experience secret. I love girls, but penises turn me on too