How many can say that they put literally a lot of effort in less than a year? Anybody's guess is good as any. I will be talking about the positives and negatives so far since coming here. Let's start with the positives.

THE POSITIVES

Since arriving, consistency has been a key element as far as posting anything, but also finding anything good. Have managed to make completions and the feedback is excellent most of the time whenever said feedback shows up. Certain stuff does peak my interest depending on what it is. It is same the for others who have commonalities and differentials. A bullshit-free month is a good month online, simple as that. As far as galleries, though, sometimes it is easy to come up with something for a topic beforehand, other times it is a bit difficult. Recently, I was on a 3 week hot streak recovering from a slump. Videos are a different ballgame though, some videos are great if it peaks the interest. Honestly, it is a mixed bag. At least you get to correct mistakes here which is helpful. I have yet to officially chat with anyone, but will do so. Overall, positively, the experience has been cool for the most part so far and would intent to continue to be so.

THE NEGATIVES

On my 4th day (9/21) here, I received a message. In it was a link to a list. After that, I did not complain and understood, but my views would change soon after in November. Let me get serious here for a moment. On Columbus Day morning (10/9), I had just completed my 12th gallery and called it a night. Around 4 AM a fire broke out. By the time it was put out, 3 three apartments were damaged, one of them severely. Fortunately, no one was hurt, but unfortunately someone was displaced. Initially, it was thought to be an accident. However, it will turn out to be arson caused by a woman with her boyfriend present at the time. Because of someone's fucking stupidity, I lost a total of 16 days not posting, 9 of them due to outside incompetence. Yes, it affected not just me, but others and I was pissed.

Back on topic, after coming back online, I started where I left off. I checked the list in November and Kristin Kreuk was on it. Turns out on the 4th day (10/13) I was out of action, she gets put on the chopping block. That is bullshit! It did not take me long to find out why. Damn rumors and damn feelings. I have heard the rumors about her and they are false and she was not involved. It was not her fault that somebody fucked up. Somebody in their infinite wisdom thought it would be a good idea put her on the list because of personal fucking feelings. Again, it is bullshit and I was pissed again. Apart from a restart due to it being my fault, there was some rockiness in December, the reason indicated for one gallery was false, but it taught to be careful and more diligent. January, some more rockiness, including a mistake I make, but in February with more rockiness, a system failure cost me almost 2 days/nights worth of posting. Another system failure took place on April 2, losing parts of the 3rd, 4th, 5th of posting. On the morning of 7th, I was fucking fed up, I was doing a file count when I got a message, they snapped my original uninterrupted completion streak at 76 individual and 93 total overall. Done with the nonsense, I walked out for 24 hours on the 8th (finally leaving another place that was not working out before coming here) and came back the next night. In total I lost exactly 3 weeks of posting. There was murkiness in May, this time systemic problems. My overall ratings on one gallery was not displaying and had to get some assistance for it on the 1st. Shortly after, there was a slight inaccuracy, I thought could get assistance but not this time, forcing me to restart the gallery over. Got pissed off again.

Now on to the videos. In January I thought of giving that option a try to expand options. The main problem, though, is the inconsistency. They are right, it is annoying and frustrating. May 20th, I got an email with a title quip I did not appreciate. It pissed me off so bad that I did nothing for 12 days. On July 1, for the second time, same quip. Up until a few days prior I considered quiting, but have decided to take remainder of summer off from videos as of tonight. NO FUCKING SHIT IT'S NOT YOUTUBE!!! Before I end this blog, let me explain why I never mentioned YouTube since being here. I had problems with them in 2018, beginning in February going to March and April with restrictions and blocks, even though the material was clean, but they didn't care. On May 1, I got a guideline which was bullshit. So I called them out about their greed and biasness. 2 weeks later, I got a 2nd one. This prompted my decision to quit doing videos there. On June 20, I made my last video there calling YouTube out again and letting people know that I was done. In less than an hour, I was terminated for telling the truth. They did not have the DECENCY to let gather all my videos and transfer them elsewhere and as a result, I will never do videos on YouTube ever again. Next night, re-signed there and stayed behind the scenes where I was initially and have ever since, but now on the brink of leaving there, this time on my accord. Did not last an hour at Dailymotion either the following day. These hypocrites at Dailymotion can go fuck themselves, too. If I get one more title quip about YouTube in my email and I mean this sincerely, like YouTube before, I will quit and I will do it on the fucking spot and that is my word and not a promise. Overall, negatively, aggravation, frustration and any other unnecessary fuck ups need to be greatly reduced as a whole.

In closing, I apologize for the long winded blog, but everything needed to be said, no sugarcoating. Looking for more POSITIVES than NEGATIVES, bottom line, that is all.