Idk why i am so obsessed and addicted to edge myself for multiple multiple hours after hours taking care not to cum at all. I think my add broken mind is playing apart with it, that my inner feminine side forces me to keep edging myself and going longer and longer and longer, its like a devil that can only survive from my edges, telling me that if i cum we both will instantly die and make sure that I actually never exist in my lifetime. So i feel like i have no other choice to just edge. The longer i edge the hornier i become from hours after hours after hours...the longer i do it the more my devil feminine side controls me more and more...and when i feel like cumin because its so close she makes a spell on me that i can't cum before 12 hours have passed...this side is so addictive and obsessed that if she would be realistic she would bondage me to bed with spread out legs and edge my cock for days, just to survive and never let me cum once. Good its just a imagination. But the fact is the longer i edge the longer my cock staying hard..and staying hard for hours makes me feel so good amd crazy. Its good I life with friends and not alone. If i would live in my own apartment i probably would edge my cock every day this way...that this evil devil feminim side of me takes control over my life.And won't stop till its satisfied enough. Of course i love cumin too, its not that i don't ever wanted to cum again. I love the feeling of being released and becoming that orgasm...but also my other feminim side tells me to don't stop jerking till i cum again and again...it literally wants to make me cum multiple multiple times in a day...and it will not stop until my balls have been drained multiple times until they completely empty and dry..so dry empty that when i cum again ther will be no cum coming out...not even one little drop.

i know my mind is fucked up crazy but my add broken mind can't help it...its just me