My husband and I met in college and got married in our mid-20s. We both partied a lot in college. We actually had some threesomes before getting married, both with another girl and another guy. But after getting married we both got very involved in our careers and got very busy. We were also totally monogamous. Then we started discussing having kids, so we talked about doing things we wanted to do before having kids. We talked about having some threesomes again and we found out about a swingers party so we went to it.

We ended up having a really good time and started going to some swingers events regularly and got into the lifestyle. But it was always me having sex with other people, guys and girls, with him participating with me, but never having sex with anyone else. And this is what he wanted. Over that year more and more he would just watch. He and I still had sex together, but most of the time we had sex it was in a group setting. And then I had a threesome with two other guys, while he watched, which was amazing. He said he really enjoyed watching me and was happy to just watch.

We had heard the term cuckold or cuck, but took it kind of negatively and didn’t really use that label for ourselves, but we started talking about it. By that time we had been doing some looking around on-line as well and we started meeting guys outside of events one on one. He would usually just watch or sometimes join in a little. We found an older black man on-line who said he was very into being a dominant bull for cuckolding couples and hotwives. We were intrigued so we arranged to meet and ended up having a really good experience.

Our first time with him we met at a bar to get to know each other, then went to a hotel.

Our first night together was pretty standard, but he was very well hung and very good in bed. My husband just watched and after we finished the three of us talked together in bed for a while about our relationship and what we liked, etc. We talked about seeing each other again soon. I couldn’t stop thinking about him and we talked about it a lot and ended up seeing him at a hotel again the next weekend. This time, things got a lot more serious.

We got the room and met him at the hotel. I was in lingerie when he came in and my husband was fully dressed. There was an immediate attraction and we kissed very passionately in front of my husband. I got on my knees and pulled down his pants and started sucking him. He sat on the edge of the bed with me sucking him passionately and my husband watching from a chair. He started talking to my husband. He said something like, “She doesn’t suck your cock like this does she?” I heard my husband say, “No.” Then he said, “That’s because you’re a cuck.” My husband didn’t say anything. Then he asked him, “Are you a cuck?” and I heard my husband say, “Yeah, I’m a cuck.” Something about that was a huge turn-on for me so I moaned and started sucking him harder.

He told my husband to take his clothes off and come over to the bed. I stopped and lookup up when he came over but  he told me to keep sucking. Then he told my husband to look me in the eyes and repeat what he had just said. So he got on his knees next to me and we looked each other in the eyes and he said, “I’m a cuck.”

I started nodding my head “yes” and sucking my bull harder. I don’t know why but it was a huge rush. Then my bull said something like, “Yeah, she likes that,” and he pulled me up onto the bed. He started talking about how he and other bulls were going to own my pussy and he was going to show my husband what being a cuck was all about. Then he started pounding me really hard missionary style and I was just digging my nails into his arms and back until I had an orgasm. He kept going a little longer until he came inside me, then he collapsed on top of me and we were both just kind of panting and kissing with him still inside me. Then he rolled off next to me and called my husband over.

He said, “Come here cuck,” and pointed to my pussy. He told him that he needed to clean my pussy up and suck all the cum out. I didn’t really know what he was going to do. I was laying there with my knees up in the air and legs spread open. He started moving his head between my legs and I was just thinking, “Oh my god, is he really going to do it?” But I didn’t say anything. He started kissing around my pussy and then he started licking it a little. I was leaning up watching his head and then he started licking me more and he pushed my legs back and buried his face in me and started sucking and licking me like I’d never felt him before.

I put my hand on his head and was like, “Oh god, yes, yes.” Then he came up and kissed me and I could taste the cum on his breath. We looked each other in the eyes and I told him he was a good cuck. Then I leaned over and kissed my bull and started sucking and kissing his soft cock.

He was like, “Damn, that was hot.” We kissed some more and we went to the bathroom to freshen up. Then we came back to bed. My husband was laying in the bed with an erection. I asked him if he was ok and he said yeah, he was great. Then I started making out with my bull again and we got worked up and had sex again. This time it lasted a very long time and we did a lot of positions. When I couldn’t take anymore he pulled out and came in my mouth. As soon as he had finished, my husband was right there and immediately started kissing my cum filled mouth. We kissed until we had both swallowed all of his cum. I told him that was amazing and we all collapsed together. I was just like, “Wow.”

After that we all talked some more in bed. Our bull eventually left, but we stayed and spent the night. We cuddled and went to sleep after he left. The next day it was all we could talk about. We saw him again several more times. He introduced us to a friend of his, who was another BBC bull in the lifestyle and from there we have met many more guys over the years. After that night, though, we decided not to have kids. We didn’t think it was an appropriate lifestyle for raising a family and didn’t want to give it up.

A couple days after that night I wanted him to fuck me one more time, knowing it might be the last time we had "actual sex". We got started and he was telling me that my pussy felt so good. I said, “Yeah, but I’ve got to save it for big bulls now.” He said he knew that. I told him that his cock couldn’t satisfy me anymore , but I really liked the way he cleaned my pussy. I asked him if he liked cleaning my pussy and he said yes. I said, good, because I wanted him to clean my pussy all the time. Then I pushed him off of me and told him my pussy wasn’t for his cock anymore. He agreed and jacked off until he came all over himself while I made myself cum too.

Since then things have progressed a lot. We’ve been with a lot of men since then. Some have been true bulls, some have not. We are not exclusively with black bulls. We have been with several white and Latino bulls as well. We practice safe sex with most initially, but go bareback with guys that we really like. Some bulls have really pushed our boundaries, but he’s always been willing when they do. We’ve had a few bulls that have requested him to suck their cocks. We’ve had two regular bulls that have requested that he crossdress in lingerie and makeup. Several have fucked him in the ass at least once, though that is not typical and not something that we request.

We like being with very dominant men, who both dominate me and also treat him like the cuck that he is. I got a chastity cage for his cock about 3 years ago. We’ve gone through several models trying to find what works best for him. Now I typically lock up is cock when we get ready to meet a bull. I usually unlock it when everything is over as a reward for being a good cuck so I can watch him cum on himself while we talk about our experiences. I also peg his ass with a strap-on from time to time until he cums on himself.

We typically meet at hotels or at the bull’s house, but we have a few close bulls that come to our house as well. We’ve got relationships with two bulls right now that have lasted for over three years. We’ve done several gangbangs, including one where he sucked all six guy’s cocks. We’ve got about five bulls we see regularly at the moment. Now we typically have sex with someone about once a week, sometimes more, sometimes less. We masturbate together almost every day and sext with each other throughout the day.

But we have also been very discreet and don’t allow pictures. We’re both professionals and aren’t public about our lifestyle.

Our relationship has grown stronger and closer than I could have ever imagined. We’re very close and affectionate with each other. I couldn’t imagine being married to anyone else. We’ve had so many experiences together that I know we couldn’t have had with anyone else.