This is one of the most intense psychological sissy pleasures, the feeling that you have lost the heterosexual breeding struggle against male competitors.

The emotions of this defeat are heightened by the awareness that by your own actions (which you could have prevented) you made the victory so much easier for other men.

You feminized yourself. You put on those pantyhose, panties, slips, the skirts and dresses. You applied makeup and lipstick. You polished your fingernails and toenails. 

 

When you started wearing pantyhose under your everyday male clothes and locking your penis in a tight chastity cage it was as if your male competitors had gained an extra 2 inches to their penis size. They became more sexually desirable to women, you became much less so.

 

Women don't want to be hit on by men who are wearing delicate nylons and chastity cages under their male clothing. Instead, they crave to be bred by alpha men who are psychologically strong enough to endure the preassures of their masculine role.

 

A sissy is a loser that accepts he cannot compete with such real men, so he starts to sexualize and fetishize his inferiority. Sissy experiences the most blissful state imagining his girl crush being fucked by her bull boyfriend while he furiously strokes his pathetic clit and wastes his weak cum on the floor.