The first time I saw a chastity tube in Enforced Womanhood Magazine I knew I had to try it.

This was long befoe the internets huge selection was available. People mostly mail ordered chastity cages or made custom.

I played around with putting my cock in a plastic pipe elbow and fabricationg fantasy cages at home. 

It realy helped keep me from cumming  

After a big break up I was feeling quite torn apart and really wanted to take a step back and reasses my love lfe and choices.

I decided that I would reach out to my ex who I hadnt talked with in 3 years.

She was back living in LA and had connected with a life empowerment coach / mentor. This woman was also an Dominatrix

When my ex had retuened to California after our relationship ended she was jilted and on a feminist rampage.

The dominatirx fanned her flames into a raging inferno and my ex became a pheonix reborn.

She studied at her mentors feet and learned online and became a skilled Domina in her own right

When I contacted her she had reached a peak and was seeking more.

She had been dominating men online mostly with a few clients her mentor had passed over to her.

Most of those were short sessions both live and on video. My reaching out to her was perfectly timed.

She had been a sub to me when we lived together and I had taught her about crops and butt plugs and collars.

I also had talked to her about branding and piercings and female chastity and tied her up a few times.

When I reached out she could tell I was in a much more broken state and not feeling very dominant or masculine.

I even told her what had happend with the girl I just broke up with and how she had fucked some other guy behind my back.

I didnt tell her about the pink panty part, just about the guy she slept with and her trying to cuckold me.

My Domina ex now known as Miss M told me that my cock was always getting me into trouble and I shoud let her lock it up.

I usualy went celibate between relations to reset and find myself, which often meant going full sissy for a while. did she know?

I wasnt sure if she was joking but I was kind of curious and in my fragile state I decided to roll with it.

I told her that I couldnt be responsible for my desires and would likely take back the abusivie ex who was cuckolding me.

I also told her that I was masturbating furiously and feeling confused. She reassured me that chastity would help.

I was living in nor cal and she suggested I take a trip down to visit her.  I quickly obliged.

She told me to lay down on her massage table and she preceeded to cuff my hands and legs

It was a big strange for me, this was my first time being a switch. I had always played it either dominant or submissive with girls.

This was the first time a partner that I had dominated was now dominating me.

She was actualy far more gentle and somehow more in her power than I ever was.

I remember feeling very comforted while also completely terrified.

She began by washing my cock & I began to become errect and she reached over to a tray she brought and used ice to shrink me

Next she used scissors to trim away excess pubic hair and even to trim my leg and taint hair much shorter.

This was all happening with her wearing a corset, stockings, heels, and long gloves.

She walked aroiund the table and slowly climbed over me, the aroma of her cunt making my head spin.

I once again attempted to become errect and she again used ice on my balls but this time started to claw my cock with her nails

I winced a bit and my aroused penis shrunk agian. This time she held ice on me for a while and then slapped my flacid cock.

She annouced I was ready and as she pushed her pussy up against my face she began to weave my balls thru the plastic ring.

This was a CB-6000 in black and I was using the second smallest ring. She tried to put the cage on me but it was hard to slip into.

She then took an old stocking and slipped it thru the front hole and out the back and over my cock.

Slowiy tugging she wiggled my limp prick into the cage and slid it on all the way. I actualy didnt even fill it and was embarassed.

She then told me to lick her cunt and I began to pleasure her as I used to years ago, memories flooding back amidst the flavor.

After 15 minutes of serious tongue dancing on her clit she began to smother me for up to a minute with her mound.

I couldnt breathe and was sometimes even struggling tapping her (which she ignored) while she ground herself into my face 

I was so aroused I was engorged against my cage that she was holding shut in her hands. She then began to climax on my face and I heard a click as she locked up my manhood for the first time.

She climbed off of me and told me I had done well. She told me to go stay at elsewhere that night to stop me from begging her for release.

I went to stay with my dad and the next morning when I woke up and usually had a morning errection instead I had pain and pressure.

My cock was struggling against its restricions and throbbing. 

I began to look around more online at cock cages and got quite turned on. I saw so many sissys with cb-6000 and birdlocks and other early cages. I also so how hot they dressed and how surrendered they were. 

 The porn was making me even more turned on and I began to feel like the blood that should be in my cock was throbing in my asshole instead.

I was tempted to go in the shower and play with anything I could find but i decided to call Miss M.

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She Invited me over to come and talk and have tea.

When I arrived she asked me if I knew how to serve tea and that it would be good for me to serve her.

I was so horny and felt so under her spell that I complied I cleaned her kitchen and made tea.

I came out to her living room and brought her a saucer and a second plate with a few cookies on it.

She told me to sit down at her feet and I did and she patted my head and said good girl.

I was kind of taken aback and maybe I miss heard her but I broke down crying right then.

Thru my sobs I told her about the panties and my recent break up. 

 She told me she always suspected that I was a closet sissy and that it was important for me to face that.

She told me she had been dealing with a few sissies like me online and that I needed to come to terms with myelf and explore.

I was led to the bathroom where took me into her glass steam shower and sat down on the bench.

My face was once again pressed firmly into her crotch and she would lighten the pressure and let me dart my tounge around

Reaching over she took out her soap and razor and had me lather her up.  I then was instructed in how to properly shave her.

Once I was complete she told me to ply me new skill upon myself as she watched. I was trembling but I complied.

I slowly covered myslef in soap and delicatly reomved all the hair on my chest and arms first as she insructed.

Then I began to shave my legs. She was becoming quite turned on watching me sacrifice my hair to her.

She rubbed her pussy and had a huge grin on her face as I shed my last bit of masculine identity.

She told me I did a great job as she carresed my smooth skin as I rinsed off.

I got out and got her a towel and dried her completelty and then myself.

She then sat down on the toilet and had me paint her toe nails. first i was told to suckle each one then wipe it off before i finaly painted her toes and fingers.

She put on her robe but told me I needed to have proper bedwear to spend the night at her house.

From her drawer she pulled out a garterbelt stockings a bra and some black panties.

I dressed myself in front of her and I could see that again she was aroused by my crumbling manhood on display.

It was one thing to help some guy she met become a sissy but I was her dom ex who she wanted to see put in his place.

She really could have pushed me all the way quickly but was actualy patient and that only pushed me deeper on my own accord.

I was now dressed up as nicole and about to go to bed with a Dominatrix, I was so excited and also a bit ashamed.

She encouraged me to express my inner woman and be as sexy and seductive and femme as I could.

She showed me how to walk and swing my hips or how to make cute and coi facial expressions.

Finally it was getting late and I figured we would go to bed together but she insead told me to sleep on the couch.

I was all dressed up and quite turend on and while she had come 3-4 times in the past 2 days I had cum none.

I figured I woud sleep and hopefuly she would release me in the morning and I could rub one out in her shower.

The next morning I was told to make her tea and breakfast before she woud even get up. Then I had to do her laundry.

Then she required a foot rub and that I lay out 2 outfit choices for her and then I needed to make her dinner reservations.

I did all she commanded and she rewarded me with a sexy dress and told me to keep the lingerie.

I asked her to release me from chastity and she told me that any asking would add a day to my captivity.

She felt that one week woud be a good first run but that two would be better. I put my clothes back on over my lingerie. 

I had to get north for work and so I decided to stay locked and explore my feelings more.

She told me that she knew I would want to cum but that to avoid all confusion I should wait til she released me.

I went home and the entire drive was feeling quite torn and almost turned around and demanded the key.

Instead I made it home and managed to drool over porn for 11 days and often went to work wearing panties under my clothes.

But i did not cum, my balls were swollen and huge and some nights I think i gave myself porn blueballs.

When I returend to her the first thing she did was have me shave her and myself and then dress up in a maid outfit.

She put me face down on the massage table with my caged prick hanging off the end. She tied my legs with a spreader bar.

I felt her then begin to lube my ass and talk to me about how I had butt plugged her but this would be much more intense.

She asked If i had ever worn a plug myself or toyed my ass and I told her I had at which point she began to press her fingers into me and make sure  I was ready for her big strapon.

She presseed against me and slowly opened me up and gave me litle reprives where she would let off and whisper in my ear

Then she started to press more against me and slid into my hungry ass and I began to drip chastity tears of precum.

she was soft and slow and once in a while would thrust hard but was trying to grind herslef to orgasm on my violated ass.

She began to pump me and I was begining to feel my balls constrict when she told me to cum for her.

That was all it took and 2 plus weeks of thck semen drooled out of my locked cock onto her floor.

I was then untied and told to lick it all up which I did gratefuly. 

She sent me home that evening unlocked.

I got home and really missed my cage, the feeling, the safety, the surrender.

I called her and told her how Id love to play more and she told me to come back in a week or so

This began my first 9 months being caged on and off.