Tell me honestly, does this seem like a common thing to you? 

 

let me tell you what i'm talking about. 

I used to fantasize that I was sitting on the lap of a giant vampire with sharp teeth and long nails, and that vampire is playing with my body and I am feeling very much happy of being with him. I wanted him to play with my body more and more as I am a little play toy of him. 

  

You would say so many girls fantasize of being with a giant monster. But you see I use to feel that vampire is tearing me apart with his teeth and eating. When I felt his sharp teeth digging into my meat, I felt so good. On cheeks, lips, neck, breasts, thighs, hips, pussy... That savage kept sinking his teeth into every part of my body. Whenever I feel his teeth sinking anywhere, I felt a strong tickling sensation all over my body, which makes me laugh out loud. He would keep on tearing my entire meat, and I would keep on laughing because of that so strong tickling sensation. The harder he bites, the louder I laugh. He would bite harder and harder, I would laugh even much louder. It would have hurt me a lot to have my body scratched and torn like this, but having that tickle all over my body gave me amazing pleasure. Even greater happiness and satisfaction is that someone has full rights over me that even if he wants, he can even scratch me in this way. It is really a very beautiful feeling to feel my greatest satisfaction in his happiness. Despite all the pain for the sake of that pleasure, only one desire would arise from within me at that moment, that no matter what happens, it will just keep on scratching me and tearing all of my meat apart. I just want to immerse myself in this extreme pleasure of being eaten out. Ultimately he would eat me completely, and I would get a unique and infinite pleasure. I used to feel this every single  night and every night I would drown in that infinite ocean of extreme pleasure and the ultimate satisfaction. The satisfaction of complete and true surrender

 

Now, If you still say that many other females also do this kind of imagination. Ohh... let me tell you, I started fantasizing this when I was just a four year old little girl. It's a long story that started with the teacher telling a story one day in school. But at that very little age, having my soft delicate meat torn to pieces and eaten by a cruel animal gave me strange and immense pleasure.

 

Well now, do you think such a small girl can make such a wish on her own? Or was this desire always present somewhere within her, like the desire of the soul, which was hidden deep inside and was always desperate to burst out, and which came out on its own just by listening to a story. isn't? Even this desire is still with me, in fact it has become much stronger with time.I really wish I could be eaten by a real demon like this.

 

Now, Why did I tell all this here? Because whoever I talk to here, almost everyone talks big about torturing me and giving me unbearable pain and so and so.. Actually for that you have to be a real demon. Are you? But yes, just as the desire to become a slave has always been with me, connected to my soul even before this life, in the same way, that devil has always been hidden somewhere within some men. If someone really knows that the real devil is really inside him, then I am very eager to live my whole life with him, as his slave. How many years have passed but my search is still incomplete. I am still searching for someone whom I can love from the depths of my soul and give my everything to her unconditionally.

 

Some of you may hate me for this, but I really don't care. In fact in this matter, I don't care about anyone in the world, I only care about that one person, whom I have yet to meet. Will you pray for this wish of mine to be fulfilled?

 

( Well at least you can pray that the website does not delete this blog of mine, like my previous one )