Dear Susanne 

Sorry for the absence but I had a crazy weekend and was not able to right to you. I'm loving this penpall thing with you and enjoying this lovely contact.

Now I'm sending another page of my teens when I start cruising and enjoying submit to men as a sissy. Not only dressing but starting to have "action" you know what I mean, hope you like it, is a real story with names and places ....displacd, LOL.

 The Barber

I used to go to a barber salon in the village where I lived since, I was young, one day when I entered the old barber I used to, greeted me, and introduced me to the new owner who was going to replace him as he went into retirement. He was a tall man, very handsome in his white coat and after shaking my hand, he told me to wait while he finished a client's haircut.

I appreciated him as discreetly as possible while I waited, he was strong without being fat, tall, dark, and very pleasant. As he worked and turned to me, he smiled and winked at me in a very pleasant complicity. The short-sleeved jacket showed strong, hairy arms, the unfastened button on the collar also exposed hair coming out of the shirt.

I've always been turned on by hairy men and now sitting in the waiting room for this new male I was becoming more and more excited fantasising of the prospect of being possessed by this man.

At that time, I noticed the volume in the trousers that marked the masculinity of males, I was surprised doing so and quite embarrassing when the guy surprise me looking. This barber was very good in that department as the volume that filled his white pants was certainly not air. Blushing to be surprised I lower my eyes.

A few more touches to the client's hairstyle and after finishing and receiving, he accompanied him to the saloon door.

He told me to sit down, and we started talking, he threw the usual protective gown around me plus the towel around my neck, he adjusted the chair and after washing my hair he started cutting my hair.

I relaxed and leaned back, resting my elbows on the arms of the chair, from time to time I felt him lean against my arm, but relaxed as I was, I didn't pay attention right away. It was only when the conversation turned to whether I was already girls I was dating that I felt the hardness of his member brush against my elbow. Realizing the provocation, I gave a dubious answer, something like; I don't have time to put up with girls, or something like that. His response was more revealing, and he told me that he hadn't a woman for a long time.

To see if I was on the right track, and I must confess that at that point my ass hole was already itching with desire for cock. I felt his member rubbing more insistently against my elbow and I had no doubt about his intentions, when he approached my side as he was working. I rub my elbow (hidden by the cover) against his dick, which I felt was already hard.

-I see you like it, don't you? - He said to me suddenly when he felt caressed by me.

-A lot – I teased him a falsetto girlish voice, (the saloon was luckily desert) – but I only “date” with colleagues of my age, I've never been with a man.

- You would like to be with me, we should try it, I am very sweet to boys like you, and you are very gorgeous, and you would see how you would like it like you are feeling now, and he was keeping the hard cock in my arm and now almost in my hand.

- I don't know, I've never been with a grown up, and then I'm not very experienced and I'm afraid of being seen with you, people may start talking, you know – I said, thus revealing my desires but trying to put him at a distance

I was somewhere between fascinated and fearful about the direction things were taking, in addition to all this happening suddenly, the prospect of giving myself over to an adult man again with the attributes I sensed he had starting to scare me.

When I started to be fucked by my uncle, my ass was sore for days but now I was enjoying more and more to be fucked by him and was king of addiction to go to him to be fucked in the ass, I was only fifteen years old and it had taken a lot for me to lose my cherry though he had a very big dick.

Let's do it like this – he said – let's go to my house, I rented one apartment here next to the store, I'll give you my address and phone, after I close the barbershop you can show up whenever you want, okay, I promise we'll only do what you want, I have refreshments, video games whatever you like and you can leave when you want.

Feeling more relaxed, I agreed to go there the next day, he closed at 6pm and I would show up at his apartment half an hour later.

I did so, from afar I saw him from the distance close the barbershop and go to the apartment block on the street where he lived, I confess I was very nervous, and it seemed like the minutes were not passing by. When half an hour passed, I went there, knocked twice as agreed on the front door, looked everywhere and went to his apartment. He made me enter and immediately started kissing, sweet kisses, with tongue while he grabs me all over making me melt in his arms with lust. That male knew how to touch me in my weakest and sensual points and subjugated me in those first few minutes.

While he felt me and rubbed my ass, I immediately took my hand to his member like a magnet that I felt his erection increasing against my belly. I found him very hard and standing up, a male in heat! I unfastened his belt and fly and caressed his cock through his underwear.

Costa, that was his name, grabbed me by the back of the neck and forced me to kneel, right there in the hall, I pulled down his underwear, finally revealing his cock that jump in the air like a huge spring, uncut, as I had imagined it, very thick, with his pubis covered in a dense bush of pubic hair that covered also his chest when I discovered when unbuttoning his entire shirt.

His torso covered by very black hair excited me even more. The huge balls hung heavily from the thick shaft, my usual fears struck me again and although I had already fucked by the huge cock of my uncle, I fear of my ass to pounded by a cock like that.

I knelt on the floor and with my head firmly held by him, he fucked my mouth almost up to my throat, I wet his cock well with saliva that flowed abundantly, and I nourished him as best and sweet as I could while I hugged him by his bare buttocks and caressed his fat testicles. I felt the cock pulsating in my mouth, and I began to experience the sweet taste of pre-orgasm that was flowing. The gland, sweet and swollen came out of the foreskin and received my caresses with my tongue and lips, it was mushroomed making justice to the cock that now looked like a fat, elongated banana.

Costa lifted me up in the air and kissed me passionately on the mouth, tasting the fluids in my mouth. He dragged me to the bedroom, undressed me of my clothes and after leaving me naked in the bed, he also got rid of the clothes, showing a beautiful hairy male physique.

Body full tanned, revealing that he was a nudist, he hugged me, making me go crazy with the excitement he gave me from rubbing my skinny body against his body hair. The kisses continued as we rolled around on the bed until he stopped and lay on his back and asked me to blowjob him again. The pleasure of having his cock in my mouth again made me, (still very green at BJ) exceed myself in it and try to suck him with all the sophistication learned from my colleague and my uncle. The pre-orgasm now flowed abundantly with each of my sucking and licks.

Costa pushed me away and placed me on all fours on the bed with my ass in the air and my face in a pillow, in what is still today my favourite position to be fucked. He took a gel from the side table drawer the gel out and applied a generous portion to my ass and the head of his cock.

He adjusted himself between my legs and grabbed my buttocks with one of his hands while I felt the humid head of the dick start to put pressure on my hole. I relaxed and forced myself to open up my ass as if I were going to evacuate, (I had learned this from my uncle) at the same time as I raised my ass sensually towards him, Costa, seeing me looking like a bitch offering myself, forced his head into the my ass and I now felt, with all the pleasure and my relaxed hole, a real cock again pressed against my ass.

-You can handle it, can you? – Costa whispered in my ear.

-Come on, fuck me, but be careful, you're very big - I begged, still afraid that he would tear me apart with that monster.

I moaned more with pleasure when he forced and dilated my sphincters with a sensual pain, in fact my uncle had left my asscunt well dilated with his almost daily fucking, this and the gel made this first fuck a lot easier. Due to the ease with which he was fucking me, he exclaimed:

-Waw! What a sweet ass you have, I see that I'm not the first, you're wide open my little slut whore, I’m going to fuck to your ears bitch! you're going to take it all the way to my balls, my little whore - said Costa as he mercilessly penetrated me with his long dick inside my ass.

-My ass was fucked only once; I was rapped against my will. That’s why I’m like that, do you like it, do you like my ass? - I blatantly lied.

-You have a delicious ass my boy, I'm going to fuck you, your ass looks like velvet – and without saying anything else, Costa started giving me the first of many of his fucks.

I, on the other hand, felt a completely different pleasure from the one I had had with my tiny colleague and my improvised dildos, his member penetrated deep inside my ass, widening my debauched anus.

What gave me an indescribable turn-on, however, was being fucked again by a man, just that word in my head excited me, giving me goosebumps of feeling dominated and possessed by another adult male.

I put my hand between my legs and after caressing his heavy balls that beat rhythmically against mine cunthole, I sensually felt with my fingers his thick member going in and out of my dissolute ass, with each thrust he managed to get the whole cock all the way in my sensual asscunt making me moan with the pleasure of finally feeling a live, thick, adult penis all inside my sissy ass.

After some delicious time in which the back and forth of his thrusts into my ass didn't seem to stop, I felt him hug me tightly, his member hardened even more, almost hurting me, and he began to pant and fuck with more speed. while he warned me that he was going to cum.

So it was, in hot plunges and more powerful thrusts, I felt, my alpha male cumming deep inside my ass, making the inauguration of my ass. It was the first cum I received from him, and that fuck given by that barber in his bed was forever memorable to me.

This was long before AIDS and other sexually transmitted diseases appeared, so we had sex bareback without any type of protection.

Costa took some time cumming and cumming deep in my bowels emptying his heavy ball in my cunt, until I feel his thick cock slid out of my ass, and we collapsed in each side of the bed. Start to feel the sperm flowing from my hole, I covered my boicunt with my hand and went with insecure legs to evacuate the cum in the toilet.

I suffered there a interrogation from Costa who had followed me to the bathroom while I was washing and evacuating the huge amount of his sperm, he wanted to know at all costs to know who had been the first to fuck me and leave me deflowered and my ass wide open, in order for him to stop questioning me as his bitch, I lied and said that it had been an elderly neighbour who had a very thick cock and that one afternoon he had raped and deflowered me by force of me taking my anal cherry, I confess: Said I sited in the toilette,

 -That despite the pain I had enjoyed being fucked so much that now I wanted to do it again and I had I really enjoyed being with you – I said this in one breath, blushing red.

After that afternoon in which I experienced being fucked by an adult, I arrived home with my ass all raw but with a boner like I had never experienced with my colleague or my rough uncle, I feel like had almost lost my cherry again due to the fact that his cock was thicker than my uncle’s and had let me stinging in such a way that for a few days I was sick of my young sissy ass.

After the worst of the pain and harsh burning had passed in my sissy cunt, I started dreaming again about the fuck I had been “rewarded” with.

My sissy spirit was in a constant excitement whenever I remembered him. In the shower I was able to slide three soapy fingers up my ass to relieve the excitement, but it was even worse the delight because I soon started to remember Costa's thick cock penetrating me and cumming all that sperm inside my sissy cunt.

Next chapter to follow dear Susanne, if you like it, I have a lot of chores today. Embracing you with slopy kisses on delicious hairy cunt and more enjoyable asshole.

Yours Lurdes