I had taken a job in NYC and was staying with my bartender girlfreind. 

She knew nothing of my sissy ways and was completly vanilla in bed

I did try to buy her a vibrator once and she was upset with me about it

I was happy to eat her out and fuck her and she seemd satisfied but for me it was not enough

Porn was a common activity for me when she was out and I didnt really have any sissy stuff of my own at that point.

I had gone thru a purge before moving and was wanting a new life with the girl I met from NYC

One night while she was at work I discoverd a sex toy and video shop not far from her apartemnt

I was a bit timid going in as I had never been into a full blown sex shop before.

I went in an pretended I was looking at magazines or videos but my eyes kept going to the dildos

I also noticed a rack of sexy garments and lingerie. I figured I could tell them it was for my girlfreind.

The two men operating the shop kept staring at me and I was feeling a bit timid but also excited.

I picked out a corset and stocking and a nighty and panties and a big dildo. i broght them up to the counter

The two men asked if those were for me and I said they were for my girlfriend but they both looked at each other and smirked

They saw right thru me, and started to make comments about my nice body and cute face and how I would look great in that

I was kinda nervous but also very arroused. They said they had a larger seleciton in the baseemnt and I could come look.

I went down the steep stairs with these two older men and noitced a bunch of larger bondage equipent and a long rack of clothes

They kept pressing me and making comments about my ass and how great I would look in pink.

Some of the items were very fancy and quite expensive and one of the men said that anything I modeled for them I could keep

It felt like a great opportunity to go home with all the fun outfits I wanted without spending any money so I agreed

My first outfit was a pink long gown and black stockings with a black garter belt and they had falsies for my bra!

Next I modeled a cute pink bunny outfit with ears and a fluffy tail on the panties with white stockings

at that point one of them asked if he could take a few photos with his old poloroid. I agreed as long as my face wasnt in them

They began to turn on some lights and had me stand by this corner that I realized was set up for modeling

I then put on a very short plaid skirt and school girl outfit and they started telling me how to pose

I got way into it and provably tried on 7 outfits that day and learned how to be a sexy sissy model to turn on boys.

They kept making comments and I could tell they were both rock hard and wanted me to take it further.

I was not intreresetd in sex with them as I saw myself as a heterosissy at that time so I kept it just to modelilng

They loaded me up with all sorts of extras from the basement like dildos with damaged boxes or mismatched wrist cuffs

I took it all home and hid it away and some of it I offered to my girlfiernd saying I got it for her.

We made love that night but I kept thinking about how turned on i was from those two men watching me play dress up.

I came in her too quick and as usual I spent the rest of the time licking her to orgasm with my semen oozing out of her.  

I did go back and model for them a few more times but when she and I split up I moved to San Fran

Years later I visited NYC and had become a full blown sissy and tried to go to the shop and ask to see my first sissy photos

The shop was gone without a trace and Ive never seen the pictures online and have looked for years. 

Im always hopeful that those erarly photos will pop up as I search imagefap but perhaps they are lost to time now.